A.N

Hi all!

I'm so sorry it's taken me so long to update, I'm not going to give excuses, so basically it's been writers block and the shock of starting college. But I'm doing nothing at the moment and thought this was an ideal time to carry on with Carlisle.

Thank You to everyone who's been reviewing this story, again I'm really sorry for not updating sooner so I hope you think the waits been worth it.

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Hannah =] x x

Disclaimer: I don't own anything only Jess ;) and the idea…if I owned twilight…well…

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The lights were so bright, making everything around me pale and barely recognizable. I could feel the grass beneath my bare feet, the soft trouser material sway in the breeze, as I start to run. I blink. Darkness.

Constant tapping. Rhythmic thumps. Cold Hands. Eyes Fluttering. Silent exit.

"What happened Don?" An angel's voice chimes.

"We think he may have had a heart attack..." Concerned laces every word as darkness surrounds me once more.

Bright Burning light reflecting of lime green grass. A White shirt and beige waist coat. The grass tickles my feet. I look up to the trees on the other side of this meadow. There she is. Like a Forest pixie she emerges. Ringlet hair. Bright Eyes. Cream lace and silk dress that flows as she begins to run to me. I blink.

"He's going to be ok though? Isn't he?" She whines hushed.

"We just don't know…At the moment we don't know Esme, We believe that he may have experienced Cardiogenic shock, his heart has been damaged so much that it is unable to supply enough blood to the organs of the body. But it makes no sense for someone with Carlisle's fitness to experience this so suddenely. A large section of his heart muscle no longer moves well or does not move at all, this makes no sense its like it hasn't been beating for years."

She gasps.

"He has no brain, liver or kidney damage so the out look is good, we may have caught this early enough to help him Esme."

"Whats….whats his chances?"

"The death rate rangers between 50-75%...but we don't know if its that serious Esme." His footsteps echo as he leaves her.

I blink. More like centuries I smirk. I look up. She's right in front of me. Smiling. Beautiful. Elegant. I run my finger along her face to her chin. Smirks. Evil flashes into her eyes. They are no longer the entrancing golden topaz. They are red. Blood red. She places her hand on my shoulder still smiling then squeezes. I hear cracking. Like no other sound I have ever heard. But I feel nothing. The cracking grows louder and echoes through the valley. I fall to my knees. Still nothing. I look into her eyes. It is no longer my darling. It is Evil.

"Carlisle?" I hear her call. But the woman in front of me keeps her mouth still she said nothing.

She snarls at me as the Volturi Watch my body be broken by the one i love. A child in a white gown walks to my side. He's crying. His blond hair smimmers in the sun coming through the skylight. He looks into my face. Its me. My hands covered in blood. He looks to me.

"I didnt mean to make this happen daddy...its not my fault...he tantrums and falls to the floor at my feet...I just want Esme."

"Carlisle?" Again her chime rings through my head. And then I see her face. The face i saw the first time i met her. She walks to my younger selfs side and she takes him away, saying his name as they walk. Tears fall down my cheeks as she leaves me. Darkness. My eys flutter my eyes. Esme is sat on the side of my bed, smiling. Tears line her eyes.

"Carlisle" She sighs relieved. "Oh my god Carlisle"

She falls to my chest and I feel as if a feather has fallen on me. She falls in sync with my breathing, holding her breathe at the sight of the needle that penetrates my once hard skin. We lay there in peace and serenity.

"Carlisle….they think…they think you had a heart attack…" her information shocked me even though id heard it in my dopamined state. Her head hung. "And they think that you could…you could have a rupture in your heart…because of the …"

I hushed her holding her at tightly as my frail self could. "They don't know how bad it is…and whether you need to have a pace maker…"

"Darling…I love you so much…I truly do…I cant…I cant image you not being here…we have to do something."

"Shhhh" I soothed. "You've seen me awake…just….get the others please love, I want to see them, including jess."

She nodded and left. I love my family. More than anything in my life. And they were not going to suffer for what has happened. I had at least 15 minutes before they would return. I called the nurse asking her to retrieve don and he wrote down a note. He asked no questions. He knew there was more to us that we let on and obliged to be my hand in writing the letter I would convey to him. And would give it to Esme once I was discharged. No other time. This had to be sorted out. I was not going to give Aro his wish of claiming my children and my grand daughter. Whatever problem he had he would sort out with me. I knew the drugs and human naivety were causing me to be an irrational fool. But this had to be done. I had to go to italy with jess and sort this out, before anyone else got hurt.

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Next Chapter should be after Edward left Carlisle. Severe writers block im so sorry again thanks for reading,

Sorry its short

hope you liked =]