Preface

I've experienced "love" before, but this was something new, something completely new. Like my heart was going to burst out of my chest.

My dad sighed, and I looked over "oh daddy, I can't help it."

"I know hun, but it's hard for me to know the thoughts my daughters having about boys"

See, that'd what I hate about my family, I love them so much, but no privacy at all.

Chapter one. New school.

"Renesmee, Renesmee darling, it's your first day of school today, get up love."

"Urgh, just one more hour" I moaned, I was so excited but extremely tired and I hadn't slept properly in what felt like forever. It was okay for my parents, being vampires and that, but me – no I had to be this half-breed, some sort of miscreation that not even the VAMPIRES thought existed at first. I knew that I best get up, my momma or Aunt Alice would come force me out of bed soon anyway.

As I climbed out of bed, eyes still shut, I felt a cold hand on my back

"Good morning darling, looking forward to your first day as a human" my dad said, laughing at the last word,

"you look tired out, you sure you're not sick – I'll get Carlisle to come check you if you want, no problem with missing school, I'm sure we can start tomorrow instead" he continued, ranting almost. I was sure my dad didn't want to go back to school, as most of my Aunts and Uncles didn't – except Alice, she loved a chance to dress everyone up.

"Dad, I'm fine – I REALLY want to go to school, you know that. I'm just tired, haven't slept much last night that's all" I thought, I really didn't have any energy to speak the words I wanted to say.

"okay then, well I'll give you some privacy to get ready, Alice is on her way up anyway, she's so excited about clothing prospects" I sighed again, typical Alice.

"ALICE" I shouted, abit too loud than was necessary, "give me 20 mins just to have a shower and have some ...personal time; you can dress me up afterwards!" I heard a faint squeal; I knew I'd made her happy, one less person to persuade for her.

I slowly walked into the bathroom, it was bright and the sun shone down into the room, filling it with light, I looked down onto my arm. Dazzling. I was wide awake now, my mind filling with worries; what happened if know one liked me? Would they be jealous of us? Would they figure out our secret? Would Jacob come and find me? I didn't want the disasters that happened 5 years ago, or anyone of my family members to find out what exactly happened, except my mom –she knew.

I tried to put everything to the back of my mind. All that mattered was that I needed to get ready, before Aunt Alice literally dragged me out of the shower.

I quickly got unchanged and climbed into the shower; I turned the dial and stood there, not moving. About ten minutes had passed, and I knew I would have to go, so I turned the dial again, and wrapped a towel around my dripping wet body. As soon as I opened the bathroom door, my aunt was stood there, grinning, ear to ear. I knew this was her time to work her magic – I was so worried about today, I just let her.

We had five minutes to get to school, plenty of time with my dads driving. With Alice dressing me up like a doll, I felt actually pretty – I was wearing a brand new clothes Alice had bought this weekend ; a white camisole, black G-star skinny jeans and some black converse – casual and comfortable. My hair was left natural, just curly with a grip holding my fringe to the side. I wouldn't actually admit it, but I actually loved having my aunt fuss around me, sorting out my appearance while I could think about stuff. I heard a muffled laugh, my dad. I swung my head round "don't you dare tell her." He gave me a look to say I wouldn't, I was glad, no arguing to be done.

We all were about to walk out the door when Alice stopped us, "Don't forget your stories everyone. Bella and Renesmee – you're twins and 16, as am I. Edward and jasper, you're sophomores. Don't let anyone know the secret, and just enjoy yourself" She must have known I was stressed by saying the last bit. Well at least there was only the five of us, Rose and Emmett had decided they were bored of High school, and wanted to go to college instead.

We all walked out, mum and me holding hands , the rest behind us – joking about jasper having to get used to another set of unfamiliar scents of people. Poor Jazzy, but then again he was stronger now, he had to get used to my individual smell being there every single day.