Broken Angel
By kiwi4me~
Summary: She knew what they wanted to hear, she knew what she should've said, but instead she gave them the latter.
She had long blonde hair that shines under the sun and glows in the moonlight. Her face is perfectly carved with its smooth texture. Her cheeks are perfectly tinted with a pink hue enhancing the feature in her face. Her beautiful sparkly eyes capture the sky and ocean within its shape. Her lips are perfectly plumped and shaded in a brushed pink color.
It's no wonder people say she has fallen from the sky with her gorgeous looks and gorgeous body. It's no wonder everyone is compelled to have some sort of interest in her. And it is no wonder why people can not escape her.
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Nara Shikamaru couldn't escape, no matter how much he tries. He practically grew up with this person. Her annoying voice was aggravating, her always intimidating confidence was impalpable, and her natural good looks infuriate him. Always putting her looks first, always putting her heart first, and always never letting her self go. He questioned her so many times why she never let others in her life, why she wouldn't allow it, why it couldn't be him. He had never felt so angry, so confused, so out-of-luck. She smiled that sweet sad smile she always gives. She enveloped him in a hug and whispered words he always wished to hear, yet never wanted.
"I love you like a brother."
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Inuzuka Kiba couldn't escape no matter how much he tries. He always saw the ugliness in her, the sheer destruction that she causes everywhere she looks, especially when she aims that agonizing look at him. He could see the fire, the hope, the determination in those blue orbs and he couldn't look away. He was captured and that gaze she gives him makes him all the more dead inside. Every time she walks by, every time she looks away, every time she wasn't near him makes him feel like he was breaking like an old building from an earthquake. He knew what he felt, though he never would've imagined it to be this irritating woman. Maybe it was her looks that drew him, maybe it was those large blue eyes, or maybe it was the difficulties in figuring out who she was. So he told her, he stood in front of her and said what he felt all the while she just watched him. She didn't say anything for a few moments as they just stared, until she closed the distance by embracing him into her arms. She whispered words he wanted to hear, yet never wanted.
"I love you like a good friend."
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Akimichi Choji couldn't escape no matter how much he tries. She was like an inevitable force that could never be erased. She is brash, rude, annoying, and easily tempered but that was what drew his kind heart to her. She may be rash and hurtfully truthful at times, but that makes her more real in this society that they live in. he couldn't help the smile he gives her, couldn't help the laughter he tries to suppress when she argues, and he couldn't help the bubbly feeling inside. He wasn't sure if he should say it, say exactly how he felt for this beautiful blonde. What exactly would happen to the three-men-force, ShikaInoCho? He couldn't say that it was an excuse, but he was scared and he had the right to be because he told her. He waited for any type of expression on her perfect face, and it took a moment before her lips curved upwards. She took him into her arms and whispered words he always wished to hear, yet never wanted.
"I love you too big brother."
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Uzumaki Naruto couldn't escape no matter how much he tries. She was boisterous, crazy, and confusing. She seemed to always capture his eyes and it aggravates him to no ends. He knew that maybe it was because she was loud and it caught his attention, or maybe she smelled good. He didn't care because what he saw was someone beautiful, someone hidden beneath, someone like him. He never saw it before, but as he stood watching her he knew that this was it. That she is perfect, that she is herself, that she could enter his heart and make him feel whole once again. He knew it from the first time she rubbed his cheeks, the first time he actually gaze at her, and the first time she smiled at him. Yeah he knew that she was the one, but standing in silence, he couldn't help but feel his lips curve back down into a straight line. She closed her eyes and hugged him as she whispered words he always wished to hear, yet never wanted.
"I love you like a close friend."
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Huuga Neji couldn't escape no matter how much he tries. She was like the tornado that catches everyone in its path. He knew that this girl would bring heartache, destruction, and everything bad. She was too loud, too clean, too much for one person. But despite all that, he felt like maybe he could change her. He needed a challenge and maybe this woman could be it. He just never knew that once he did it, he was in a world wind of lust and hatred all in between. He knew his eyes would deceive him one day, and today was that day. His emotions were getting the better part of him and his temptation was right in front of him. He knew how he felt, but he wouldn't get into it. But after endless sleepless nights and faltering on missions did he realized that it was much more than lust alone. He knew it; he knew he'd be heartbroken by the look on her face as he told her everything from his heart. She held his hand and looked straight at him as she whispered words he always wished to hear, yet never wanted.
"I love you like my Sensei."
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Uchiha Sasuke couldn't escape no matter how much he tries. He even left the village, but she plagued his mind endlessly. He pushed her away in his mind only to have her push her way back to the front. He would smirk knowingly that this blonde beauty was stubborn even when it was in his mind. He needed her more than he thought as he walked back into the village. He needed that love that she undyingly purposed to him; he needed to finally capture those lips that he always thought of doing. He knew that she was annoying, irritating, and a weak kounichi, but he wanted her. So as he stood waiting for her to jump on him, for her touch, for her bright smile and received noneā¦ he was more than pissed. She could see it, the anger boiling up inside and she didn't need him to say anything. She wrapped her arms around him and whispered words he always wished to hear, yet never wanted.
"I love you like a friend."
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Yamanaka Ino saw too much in her life. She never knew how much it would take a toll on her. She killed for a living; mothers, fathers, sons, daughters, families. She couldn't erase the blood that spilled over her hands that soaked her clothes into her skin. She could smell the disgusting scent of blood everywhere she goes and knew that she couldn't get away from it. She wakes up screaming every night only to see that nothing occurred. She is scared, frightened but she is determined, courageous. She is a kounichi of Konoha and she needs to be strong, if not for the village then for her friends.
She loves them, that much is true. She loves each of them differently, yet the same. Shikamaru is so very close to her and she has feeling for him so strong that she would never be able to sever. Choji is so kindhearted and comforting that she would never want to break the heartiness of him. Kiba is a man that she could enjoy being with, someone who she knew would never leave her. Naruto is an ambitious man that would never hurt her and keep her close in his dreams. Neji is a protective person who would keep her close and never leave her side. Sasuke would defend her through whatever may happen.
She knew what they wanted to hear, she knew what she should've said, but instead she gave them the latter. She didn't want them to wake up from her screaming; she didn't want them to see the scars on parts of her body; she didn't want them to see her scrub her skin as red as she could get it; she didn't want them to see the new her that she tries so hard to hide from the world. So she told them all, that she loved them.
They may see an angel's form, but can they see the devil's shadow that is engulfing her everyday. Do they see the bloody hands and her soaked clothes drenched in other's bloods? Do they see the fear, the desperation in her eyes?
No, they can't because she is Yamanaka Ino and Yamanaka Ino can hide anything, even herself.
I left out the others because i wasnt able to think any longer... it seems I just cant make it happy... but i will be writing more Ino-centric fics one shots like this,
so put it on alert and wait, i will be updating occassionally as much as i can, but due to TDDUP, i still have to finish it lol. rnr
love,
kiwi4me~