Torn Between Two Lovers

By: Catwomen88

*Disclaimer: I do not own degrassi in anyway…I am just using the characters to write a fan fiction

*Authors Note: This is my first degrassi fic…so bare with me please. This story does not follow the season…I mean some of the things from Season eight have happened, but this is my own story…. that I created…I hope you like it…. it's basically for all the Jemma/Semma fans…. basically a fight between Jay and Sean for Emma….

Chapter One: it all begins

Emma hated Smithdale…it was harder then she though. At least in high school she had it all figured out. She was Emma. Environmentalist who cleaned up the ravine…sure she was known for other things, but she choose to ignore that. However right now her life was falling apart. School was hard and things with Manny were strained. Emma felt she was losing her best friend. Manny had gotten back together with Jay…and then shit hit the fan. Emma felt partly to blame. She had pushed Manny to give him another chance and he blew it. Typical Jay. Then there was Sean. He kept emailing and calling saying he loved her and he wanted Emma to wait for him. However, it was hard. Very hard. He was over seas and who knew if he would come back alive. In college, here rep was as blonde-haired person either Emma or Pot Emma, better known as Blaze. Something she wanted to forget. Therefore, Emma packed up to go home for the weekend.

It figured the one weekend she would want to go home her family would be gone. Packed up and gone for the weekend. Therefore, Emma had the place to herself. The whole place and she loved it actually. Time to just is alone. Because of all the issues…the pot issue…. school being hard…. she was practically failing and with Kelly being kicked out…Emma was being bad…she was not eating.

Emma decided to go out. Not sure where, but out. She went to the Dot and barely ate. She talked to Spinner for a while before leaving. As she did, she caught sight of a familiar tall, brown haired man and she felt anger. She saw Jay stumbling around looking like he was drunk as a skunk. The reason Manny and Him broke up was because supposed he cheated on her. Emma clenched her fists and head over there. She tapped him on the shoulder and crossed her arms. "You bastard."

Jay was stumbling around. He was drunk off his ass and had no idea where he even was, let alone who was talking to him, "excuse. Me…but I seem to have lost my keys."

Emma just shook her head and stared, "You are pathetic…look at you. Drunk off your ass. Well my friends heart is broken thanks to you." Emma said loud and proud.

Jay stared, "Manny. I miss her…I didn't meant it…the girl she meant nothing I swear."

"Nothing…. does not matter. You still hurt Manny. What…. is it just because she was at Smithdale…and you were not getting it everyday…." Emma said with another shake of her head.

Jay swallowed air, "No…that's not it…nothing happened…. she was a friend…. we just hung out…made out that's it…. no sleeping." Jay stumbled and fell against Emma. He inhaled to vanilla scent Sean use to talk endlessly about…. jay had no idea that scent would haunt him.

Emma felt his weight on her, "Damn you…get off me." She tired to push his drunken ass off but it did not work…so she sighed and put his arm around her shoulders and helped him walk back to his place. Emma knew where he lived thanks to Sean and Manny. Emma was mad she had to help him now.

Emma helped him inside. She had to go through his pockets for his keys. Jay smiled, "Hey Green peace…watch those wondering hands…. sure you want me, but Sean…." Jay said as Emma pushed him against the wall.

Emma rolled her eyes, "So not flatter yourself." She helped him inside and to the couch. The place was a mess and part of her felt bad for him…. why she had no idea. Perhaps it was because things with Manny were on the rocks and other things were going to hell. Therefore, she decided to focus on someone else's problems for once. Therefore, Emma decided to clean up Jay's place. Perhaps this was her way of getting back at Manny for ignoring Emma…. but Emma was hungry and she did not want to eat. So cleaning helped her take her mind off her hunger.

Jay woke up hours later. He looked around at his clean place, "What the fuck?" He got up and looked around. It did not take him long to find Emma passed out in his bed…his fucking bed…."What the hell?" He asked angry for some reason. He just stared, "Why the hell you in my bed?"

Emma heard a loud voice and slowly woke up. She looked around and saw what he was talking about, "You were passed out on the couch, and it was too late for me to walk home. Calm down…. is that anyway to thank me for cleaning this trash you call an apartment."

Jay smirked, "This is my place. If I want it mess it will be messy." He knocked some magazines over and onto the floor. He just smiled, "There is the door. See ya. I do not need you. Or your voice in my head… so get out. I already have a damn fucking hangover."

Emma smiled and sat up, "Good. You deserve to be a miserable fuck for what you did to my friend. I stuck up for you and vouched for you and you cheat…. your a bastard." Emma headed for the door.

Jay smiled, "I am always a bastard. You should know that by now." He watched her go. "Good riddance. No one needs you or your Green peace ways." He looked at his place actually glad it was clean, but still hated her for thinking he needed anyone to clean his place.

Emma walked out of his place, It was 3 am…and dark outside, but she would not stick around to be yelled at.

Jay checked the time and rolled his eyes, "Shit." He grabbed his shoes and put them on and grabbed his keys and ran after her, "wait up Green peace…I will give you a fuckin ride…now shut up and take it…consider it a thank you for doing whatever it is you did." Jay told her as he easily caught up.

Emma looked at him and smiled, "Is that how you say thank you…. man you need help." However, Emma accepted the ride.

TO BE CONTINUED…