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First fanfiction! Ho! :D .
Please review nicely, and no flaming please.
Kingdom Hearts and all related characters obviously do not belong to this poor girl. D:
Sora and Roxas.
Oneshot.
Implied Lemon. Implied Sucide.
Incest incest incest.
So wrong so wrong so wrong.
Against Him!
Against Him!
You broke the word of the Almighty!
I'm sorry I can't help it.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
So very very sorry.
-x-
They were born together. The hospital rejoiced in such sweet dears being born at the same time, especially on such a sweet occasion, Valentines Day. One minute apart, that was all. Brown and Blonde hair, and those unmistakable sweet, sweet eyes. Cerulean shades, tints both different yet so alike. No one could tell the two apart. Both clung onto each other as if hanging on for dear life.
Sweet little angels aren't they.
Angels of my eye .
They even had a pretend marriage when they were 3. Sora wore a wig, and was dressed in his white blanket which was clipped onto his shirt with Mommy's pretty flower hairclips. Roxas in Daddy's loose tuxedo coat and tie. The twins put flowers in each others' hair, laughing and giggling all the way. "I love you Sowaa!" A kiss on the brunet's nose, and a returning hug. "I love you tooo Roxee!"
A videotape of it still lies somewhere.
But everything changed once they entered middle school.
-x-
Sora POV.
I never noticed it till I caught him red faced a few weeks ago. The way he looks at me. So full of hunger, lust, love. The way he acts so shy around me. Shy glances. Blushing face. Soft spoken, so gentle. But he's my twin you know? And we're Christian. Our parents are devout Christians. Incest, man love. Sinner. I can't say I don't feel anything for him. He's my other half. My everything.
It only started as testers. The kisses. The sinful touches.
He used to cry till he fell asleep.
He still does.
Their lips met in an exploring frenzy, the brunet hesitant at first. Roxas broke that immediately though, pulling his twin closer, putting one hand on his cheek, brushing it gently. Nibble, suck, nibble. A moan was released from Sora, allowing Roxas' tongue entrance to his mouth.
Sweet, sweet mouth.
After a while, the blonde pulled back for a breather before tears fell out of his eyes.
"I'm so sorry. So, so sorry."
"Its okay."
-x-
Roxas POV.
I didn't mean to love my own flesh and blood. It just happened that way. Sora's so innocent, you know?
I guess you can say I'm bloody freaking jealous of him. Those eyes. The hair. The aura that surrounds him, he's always sheathed in invisible light. Loved by everyone he meets, who knows him.
This is no hormone induced lust. I truly love him.
Somehow I managed to coax him into touching me. Slowly, but surely.
I don't believe he doesn't feel anything for me like he claims so often.
You should see the way he looks at me.
So tender. So loving. So caring.
I managed to get him to kiss me. Like we used to do when we were young.
I wonder if he remembers.
Obviously the rents' have no idea about our forbidden 'love'.
If they did,
I wouldn't be here today.
Sometimes I wonder, "Hey Roxas, what do you think would happen to Sora if you didn't exist?" .
Maybe he would have hooked up with that Kairi girl he used to have a crush on when we were 10?
Or maybe if he didn't exist I would be with Namine. She's nice and all. I mean, those things she draws always look so real, you know.
But look where we are now.
Maybe it would have been nice to fall in love with a girl.
But right now Sora is soooo much better.
I make myself sick.
-x-
Namine POV.
Hey. You there.
Hmm? Oh. The name's Namine.
What?
Oh. I'm drawing. As always.
-laughs-
I'm drawing Roxas and Sora of course!
Why you ask?
Anyone can bloody see they are in love with each other.
Its so sweet, isn't it?
Hahahah.
Yeah, I used to like Roxas. But we're best friends now. I don't think I can ask for more.
Huh?
Oh hun. Incest? Please. You don't know the half of it.
Forbidden love...
Now that you mention it, doesn't this seem like a romance novel?
I could write it all and call it "Forbidden Love."
-more laughing ensues-
I've never been one with imagination.
No , all these drawings were inspired.
Ahh, Roxas never told me anything.
But I can see.
The way those two look at each other, its so heartwarming.
Hey, who knows.
They'd probably die for each other.
-x-
Third Person POV.
It all happened so fast.
Who were they to know that Namine knew about their love?
Who were they to know that Namine told Kairi, who was so overcome by hate, revenge, sadness, pity.
Unrequited Love.
That she told their parents.
The worse thing was,
they believed her.
The two were spending way too much time together. Even for a pair of close twins.
That night was their last.
Moanings and loud bangings of the walls ensued then.
Their first.
And their last.
Sora opened the window of their high storey apartment and looked down.
"Its so pretty, Roxas."
"Not as pretty as you, Sora."
Smiles. Hugs. More kisses.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
And the city noises passed them by, as everything was a blur.
The wind grew colder as the ground grew closer.
-x-
Take a breath Sometimes I wish I could save you When I hear your voice Sometimes I wish I could save you That if you fall, stumble down (Ahahaha) Sometimes i wish i could save you
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)
-Fin-
Lyrics (c) Simple Plan.
And that was my first fanfiction! :D .
I'm so bloody proud. x)
Please review nicely. :).
-Lait.