Author's note: This is the continue of the story which was written as a oneshot but it was too long so I divided it in two parts. I was supposed to post this yesterday but I was on the funeral...

Smart, good-looking and wealthy

They got back home when it was already night and dark. Naomi took him to her room because her parents were supposed to come home only tomorrow afternoon. Shinobu wasn't resisting, he just followed her. He was still feeling enchanted and amazed by all those lights, loud music and all those people dancing around him imprisoned in their own little worlds. He never felt something like that in his whole life; nothing could be compared with that experience. Shinobu was never the type of person who goes on parties to the morning, he doesn't go the cafes or discos, and he never danced before especially not with a girl. Everything felt fascinating and new. His head was full of that new experience and he wasn't prepared for what Naomi had in mind.

She pushed him on her bed so he fell on it. Shinobu was looking at her while she was leaning to him and taking his face in her hands. He couldn't move even though he knew what's going to happen if he doesn't move. Naomi touched his lips with hers without opening her mouth; she was just playing with his lips touching them smoothly and gently. Shinobu was kinda confused because he wasn't used to that; every time he was kissing with Miyagi he opened his mouth from the very first time. They never played with their lips like this. Naomi moved and stared and his eyes. Shinobu felt his cheeks getting blushed so he wanted to hide that; he wanted to show her that he can actually do something, that he knows how to make love. He kissed her the only way he knew; by opening his mouth and sticking his tongue inside her mouth. Naomi accepted his way and started kissing him as passionate as she could.

Shinobu got deep into it with her. He couldn't resist, he didn't want to resist. He didn't even remember that he has a lover: Miyagi, and that he loves him the most in this whole world despite the way he treats him.

Naomi started taking off his clothes and he was obeying to her skilled hands. He helped her to take off her clothes and got blushed even more because it was his first time with a girl. She placed him on the aromatic linen and got onto him taking his wrists into her palms. Shinobu couldn't control himself. She was so close to his face so he lifted his head a bit and kissed her sticking his tongue inside. When they parted their lips she started to kiss his face, his neck, his chest…

It was already middle of the day when Shinobu finally opened his eyes. He found himself lying in the unknown room, inside the bed which didn't belong to him. He sat in bed and his look fell on a black-haired girl sitting a sofa under the window reading a book. She turned to him and lowered the book she has been reading.

"Good morning, Shinobu-chan", she told him with a soft voice. ,"You really are pretty when you sleep."

"I have to go home now", Shinobu blurted quietly. "I'm sorry, Naomi."

She got up from the sofa and took a seat beside him. Shinobu turned his look from shame while his cheeks got rose color.

"I love you, Shinobu-chan", she told him and tried to kiss his cheek but Shinobu moved away from her. "Why are you doing this?"

"I-I…" he started to hesitate.

He didn't know what to do. He knew very well what happen and he knew he can't erase that and he started to feel disgusted with himself. He remembered his lover who didn't deserve that. Miyagi, I'm so sorry. I love you so much… I really love you… He couldn't look at her; he couldn't control tears which started to create in his eyes. He had to go, go home. He felt the urge to wash himself, to steep in the bath whole day to wash the previous night from his body. He had to move from her, to run away, to go back home… to hide…

"Shinobu", her voice was filled with sadness.

"I really am sorry for everything", Shinobu started to apologize. "I can't be with you. You are a good girl and all but I love someone else. I'm going out with someone else. I didn't want this to happen, I'm sorry."

"You don't have to apologize, Shinobu-chan", Naomi told him softly. "I wanted it and don't worry; I won't tell anyone. I promise."

Naomi hugged him softly and then she gave him his clothes and got out of the room. Shinobu felt first tears that day sliding down his warm face. That moment he started to shiver and he didn't stop the whole day. After getting out of the bed he quickly got dressed and left her house forever. He ran back to his home as fast as he could. He just wanted to get home as soon as possible.

When he got home he ran inside the bathroom, locking the door behind him. Shinobu started to tear his clothes off him while tears were still falling down his face. Then he got inside the bath and opened the water letting it hitting and pouring his shivering body. He couldn't move he was just crying and feeling disgusted with himself. He couldn't prevent that feeling to fill his heart. Water was making noise so he couldn't hear anything except his sobbing. He just wanted to forget, to erase the memory on the last night, on the biggest mistake me made in his whole life. He didn't know what he is going to do next; he couldn't go back to Miyagi because he felt like he's never going to be able to face him without confessing him what he's done. He was thinking that maybe he should told Miyagi what happen and ask for forgiveness. Only thing Shinobu knew was that he couldn't live without Miyagi but he also couldn't stop feeling disgusted with himself and that made him cry whole day without stopping.

The next day he got back to university. He told his father that he was feeling sick previous day and that's why he didn't go to university. His only mission that day was to avoid Naomi.

Shinobu ran out of the university as soon as it rang for the end. He wanted to go home, to hide inside his room and to cry but one look at the front gate made him froze. Miyagi was waiting there for him with a worried look on his face. Shinobu felt tears falling down his face again and he started to shiver again but he couldn't move.

"Shinobu, are you feeling better today? Your father told me…" Miyagi was saying while he was walking towards him but he stopped when he saw Shinobu's face dirty from tears which were still falling down his pale cheeks. "Shinobu, what happened? Why are you crying? About the other day, I can't…"

"Miyagi", Shinobu whispered very quietly while he was still shivering. Miyagi looked really concerned for his condition so he tried to hug him but Shinobu moved away. "I… I cheated on you! I didn't want to and I'm really sorry. I want you to forgive me. You know I love you like I've never loved anyone in my life. I don't want you to hate me because I'm really sorry and I feel disgusted with myself because of that. I really didn't want to cheat on you… I really… Miyagi… forgive… me… please…"

In that moment Shinobu lost his conscience and fell right into Miyagi's arms who was shocked of what he confessed him but was still alerted of his lover's behavior. Miyagi took Shinobu into his arms and carried him to the car, placing him on the back seat and taking him to his apartment.

Miyagi took him to the bedroom and placed him the bed, covering him with the blanket and making his lover feel comfortable. Then he took a place beside him and covered his mouth with a palm.

Shinobu, what did you do? What were you saying to me? I don't hate you, how could I hate you when I love you this much and I'm ready to forgive you everything. Such a great person like you shouldn't try that hard. You shouldn't feel disgusted with yourself… Shinobu…

Miyagi stayed beside him until Shinobu finally opened his eyes. He got a cold and Miyagi knew that and that's why he put a wet rag on Shinobu's hot forehead.

The moment Shinobu opened his eyes and the moment he saw Miyagi, she started to cry again. The feeling of disgusting overcame him again so he felt embarrassed and he couldn't look at Miyagi so he turned his look away.

"Shinobu", Miyagi called his name.

"I was really mad at you that day. I just wanted you to tell me that you love me but you haven't. I met her and she gave me her number and she told me that she likes me… and I… I did it with her… I told her I can't… I can't love her because I love you… I hate myself and I want to turn back the time", Miyagi turned Shinobu's face to his so Shinobu started to cry even harder. "I'm begging you to forgive me! Please, Miyagi, forgive me. I'll do anything you want, just forgive me and don't hate me. It's enough that I feel disgusted with myself and that I hate myself. I wouldn't be able to accept your hate towards me. I can't be without you… Miyagi…"

"First, I want you to stop upsetting yourself because you have a cold and you should rest", Miyagi told him seriously. "Second, how could you possible think that I can hate you? Why do you think that I don't love you? I love you. I love you more than I ever loved anyone, more than I loved Sensei. You're my everything. Without you my life makes no sense anymore. Third, I would like you to stop hating yourself. It happened and it belongs to the past now. I don't care and I don't think that you should feel disgusted. I know it's hard for you but you have to know that sometimes we do stuff we regret later but you shouldn't kill yourself because of that."

"But…" Shinobu fought back. "I cheated on you!"

"So, you really want to break up with me that badly?" Miyagi asked already knowing what his lover's answer is going to be.

"No but I…" Shinobu cried.

"Then stop worrying. I forgive you. I need you, Shinobu, more than you think", Miyagi told him and took his face into his palms. "I love you, you silly little kid."

Shinobu felt his cheeks getting blushed and burning like before. In that moment they both knew that they belonged together. Miyagi leaned to Shinobu's face and Shinobu kissed him as harder as he could with opening his mouth and sticking his tongue inside his lover's mouth. Everything felt like before and Shinobu knew that he was forgiven and that made him hate himself a little bit less. Miyagi parted their lips and hugged him pretty strong hoping that way Shinobu will finally learn that he loves him the same as Shinobu loves him.

"Miyagi, I love you", Shinobu whispered through tears.

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