Runaway from love

Disclaimer: I don't own Ben 10.

Ben is about 20 in here. Kevin is about 21 and Gwen is 20 as well. This will come from Ben's POV and I hope to make this a multi chapter of 3 chapters or more. Ideas are welcome to keep me going. This is slash. Well hope you like it.

I can't. I can't do this anymore. I'm leaving.

Gwen is probably happy with this. No more fighting between us.

She'll be happy and that's all that matters. I'm leaving my hometown and never planning to come back.

This will be a good chance for her and Kevin.

Honestly I mean all the time I was just a third wheel. Whether I fell in love or not. It doesn't matter anymore. Never had.

I'm leaving a note and that's it. The only thing that will say I'm gone.

I never menionted it to anyone before this. Good thing too. They would have stopped me.

My bags are packed. My car has a full tank. I'll keep driving until I can't go anymore.

People must be think there is a reason why I'm leaving espeically without telling anyone.

Of course there is. Why leave if there's no reason for it?

Well by now someone must have guessed it. I have fallen for Kevin Levin.

Yes, you heard me. I love Kevin.

So now you know my secret. I'm gay and I love Kevin.

Gwen doesn't know but neither does Kevin. My parents know that i'm gay.

My mother found out but that's a different story. At least they support me.

Now I'm leaving before Gwen and Kevin find out. I'll leave in the note for the reason why I'm leaving.

I owe them that much after all we've been through fighting aliens and such.

You must think I'm stupid for doing this but honestly I don't care.

If Kevin finds out now he's kill me right on the spot. At least this way I'll get some running time I figure.

Hmmm. Who knows maybe I'll drive to New York or Miami or maybe even Sacramento. Maybe I'll the leave the country all together. I don't know to be honest. Maybe out on the road I'll figure it out.

I'm guessing by now however you want to know what's in my note before I leave. I'll be nice and let you see it but you better not tell anyone.

Mom, Dad, Gwen, and Kevin,

By now you've figured out that I'm gone. Hope the car was a big hint. Mom, Dad I'm sorry for doing this without telling you but I had to. I love you both so much. Thanks for supporting me in everything even the fact of me being gay. Gwen now you and Kevin both know my big secret but I want you to know it's not your fault that I'm leaving and that I plan never to return. I just want you to be happy and I figured with all the fighting we do. This was the best thing to do but not the reason I'm leaving but you'll find out soon enough. Just remember I love you. You were of the few people who had faith in me despite all the fighting we've done. Thank you for everything and I mean it. Kevin....to be honest you are the hardest person to talk to in this note. You deserve to know the truth in person but I'm sorry I just can't do that. Yes, I'm chicken and I'll admit it. I love you but I know you don't love me. This is the main reason why I'm leaving. I need to get away and forget this. Promise me you won't come after me? Forget the promise I demand that you nor anyone else do not follow me. Maybe our paths will cross again. Yeah right but one can hope. Good bye. Remember this isn't a end just a new beginning.

Love, Ben

There is my note that I'm leaving behind. I hope no one blames themselves.

I need to go and hopefully they respect my demand.

Maybe we'll meet up later. Who knows.

Good-bye.

There it is a beginning of a new story. I may keep the rest of the story in Ben's POV or not I don't know but suggestions are very welcomed. Let's see what you think. Any reviews good or bad I'll update. Thanks for reading. HeartofaGoddess2009 out. Until next time.