Disclaimer: I am not Richelle Mead. So I don't own anything from her books. Just the stuff I make up.

This is my first Vampire Academy fanfic so I hope it's okay...

Okay well here is the first chapter. I hope y'all like it.

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I screamed as I watched the blond Strigoi sink his teeth once again in to Dimitri's neck. Someone grabbed a hold of my wrist and jerked me forward.

"He's dead Rose you can not help him." It was my mother's voice.

I glared at her and pushed her away. A shadow in the corner of my eye made me look to my left.

Mason had come back.

His gaze was heartbreaking but it seemed to say, "You know what to do."

And I did.

My mom grabbed me again and I shoved her away with enough force to send her flying backwards. I saw her eyes widen as I turned to go back to the caves.

"No Rose!" she screamed.

I ran straight through to the blond Strigoi. There were still Strigoi around but they were battling with a few Guardians still fighting to get away.

"Let him go," I screamed at the blond Strigoi.

He lifted his face from an unconscious Dimitri. Blood was slowly dripping from his mouth.

"Take me," I said in a quieter voice. "Let the others go, just take me."

I could hear my mother screaming again and the sounds of more fighting.

The blond Strigoi smiled at me, he pushed Dimitri away from himself and cold hands grabbed me.

"You will make a fine trophy Rose I have so many plans for you."

The nauseous feeling was about to overtake me. Then Dimitri shifted. His eyes opened and peered straight at me. The look he gave me broke my heart. It was full of both love and fury.

More Strigoi had gathered around us. One started going for Dimitri.

"No! Just take me. Let the others go," I said again to the blond one.

He laughed, "It is time for us to go. We got what we need."

Dimitri's eyes widened and he tried to get up. A burly looking Strigoi, must have been human first, kicked Dimitri in the stomach.

I whimpered and slumped as someone hit me in the head.

Looking back at Dimitri with tears in my eyes I whispered to him, "I love you."

Then I was dragged away.

No. Not Roza. I couldn't move and it was not something I was used to.

The Strigoi were taking my love from me. They were dragging her away and I couldn't do anything about it. I was stuck with who knows how many broken bones and now my heart was being ripped from me.

Blackness started to edge around my sight so I had to stress to stay conscious.

Janine was the first person I saw. She ran towards me but she was shouting for Roza. All I could do was stare at the place they had disappeared with her.

More Guardians swarmed the place checking for anymore Strigoi. Someone came over to me but I couldn't speak. All my thoughts were of Roza.

I don't know how it happened or when it happened but somehow I was staring at the ceiling of the clinic.

"Belikov it's about time you woke up."

Alberta's stern voice hovered from somewhere to my left.

"How long have I been out?"

"Just two days," she said. A chair scraped across the stone floor.

Two days without Roza.

I moved and was surprised that I had no pain. I shifted up so I was sitting up.

"That Dragomir girl is amazing," commented Alberta.

I nodded and stared at the foot of the bed.

"How many," I finally asked.

Alberta shook her head, "It's amazing that we got away with so many lives. Only a handful was killed."

"How many," I repeated.

"Six Moroi and eleven dhampirs," she grunted.

I put my head in my hands. One of those dhampirs was Roza.

I couldn't help but ask. There might have been a chance, "Rose?"

Alberta didn't speak.

"Rose," I repeated.

"They didn't find her, just her nazar and the chotki. I think they didn't want any chance of her being traced."

I closed my eyes.

"I didn't hear anything they were saying did you?"

I looked up at her. She was staring at me with curiosity in her eyes.

"She told them to take her and to let us go."

Her eyes widened.

"He agreed and they took her," I said fighting for my control.

"Why would they do that?" she questioned.

"How the hell do I know?" I said pushing off the bed.

"Dimitri," Alberta said looking hurt.

"I'm sorry Alberta but I can't do this right now."

I grabbed my jacket from the foot of the bed and took off through the door.

I passed Dr. Olendzki and she grabbed my arm. I shook it away and pushed pass her.

"Guardian Belikov you don't need to be up," she protested.

"Yes I do," I replied.

Apparently it was night for the Moroi because the sun was shining brightly when I got on to the grounds.

I walked straight towards the woods.

The gates loomed up in front of me sooner than I thought they would. A dark figure was standing there against it.

As I got closer I recognized her. Janine.

"Guardian Belikov," she said in greeting. Her voice was hoarse.

"Guardian Hathaway," I said nodding at her.

Silence met us. We both stood there staring out at the many trees in front of us. Then she spoke.

"She went back because of you," Janine finally snapped.

I didn't answer.

"She would still be here," she persisted.

I let her rant because if I spoke I would probably lose my control once again.

"But she just had to go back. And they took her."

I looked at my feet.

"Why?"

I didn't really hear her.

Her small hand grabbed my arm and turned me to face her. I was slightly surprised but this was Janine.

"Why?" she repeated.

I looked straight in to the eyes that reminded me of Roza, "Because she is who she is."

"My daughter is dead because she loved you."

Her words hit me like ice.

"I knew. I saw you and her practicing. I could tell. I tried to make her stop. I told Tasha to request you. And I told Rose about it so she would think you moved on."

Here in front of me was the reason why Rose and tormented me a few weeks ago.

"I loved her," was all I could say.

Her nostrils flared, "You had no right."

"No I didn't."

She glared at me and then turned around and stormed off.

I stayed there at the gate and sank down to sit in the dirt.

Well that was it. I hope you enjoyed it. Because there is a lot of twists and turns to come. Thanks for reading! Please review!