Update: thank you so much for the Review(s). Isn't emo Cloud adorable. I know it's sad he almost died but Zack saved our little emo one. Oh and if you get a chance read my AKUROKU fanfic. Um I'll try to make it longer but I don't know how much I can write in one chapter without giving everything away. So um yeah…

Disclaimer:

Emo: Ok here's the deal. I own nothing but the thoughts in my head go it. You see that Souba over there yeah if you piss me off it goes through yo head got it.

Zack: Um Emo-san don't scare the readers or Cloudy over here. *points to Cloud*

Emo: *Sigh* Fine just keep me away from the souba. *walks to the emo corner*

Cloud: um ok on with the story… right?

Chapter 1: Entry's

Cloud walked past Zack's house his guitar slung over his shoulder. The SOILDER was starting to wear on his nerves. Sure Zack was his best friend but there was only so much the guitarist could take. With a sigh he walked towards Reno and Axel's house. Hopefully Rikku would come today they needed her lyrics before the end of the month. They were supposed to perform at the seventh heaven bar on the 23rd of September. But by the looks of it that plan would have to be put off because of the slow ass woman.

Placing headphones over his ears Cloud scrolled through his music. Mostly scremo bands played on there with minor bits of alternative and metal. Cloud's cousin, Kadaj, had been texting him relentlessly throughout the past week. He had heard of Cloud's near death experience off the news. Damn the press. Since his band had made it big time the press was all over them and they're rival 'One-Winged Angels'. Pressing the play button on his mp3 'Kill Hannah' screamed into his ears with the song 'Crazy Angel'. Cloud air guitared the riffs expertly without missing an imaginary note.

A white ace bandage was wrapped around his injured arm but there was no pain because of his medication. Under the bandage were plenty of gauze pads and stitches. Cloud still wished he'd died that night instead of going through the long recovery process. It just made him angry. He walked into Reno/Axel's house or mansion. Unlike Cloud they flaunted they're money and fame with shiny cars and expensive food. Cloud was just cloud in the fact that he stayed quiet and away from any human contact he could to keep his band safe from his rival. Sephiroth.

Zack watched out his window as the blonde passed and pulled out his mp3 player. Zack sighed and cast his glance at his room mate's bed. A simple white duvet was all the blonde had brought with him besides his clothes. But hidden under the blonde's pillow was a black notebook with strange scribbles written among horrifying stories of death and hate. Zack found himself pulling the book from its place and opening the cover. It looked more like a journal in the front. Zack took it upon himself to read some of his friend's life in the past months. It started a month after he'd started dating Vincent.

February 3rd

Vincent and I are always fighting. It seems all he wants is my money and body. But I know he loves me he has to. I mean if he doesn't love me what am I going to do? I think I might die if this ends badly. Damnit I can't see through my tears. Vincent is out with some friends tonight. He told me to stay here But I hate being alone. Maybe I should call Zack He'd stay with me tonight right? He always was there for me. I won't bother.

Zack looked at the tear stained paper and could see Cloud holding his pen and scribbling the words onto the paper stopping every few minutes to wipe away the tears that had fallen astray from his eyes. He could see Cloud picking up his phone and debating weather or not to call him. The entry made Zack want to rip someone's head off. But he continued reading.

February 11th

My whole body is in so much pain right now. Vincent was mad tonight. He said I was only good for sex and that I was too weak to do anything to stop him. I can't leave him I love him and I know he loves me too. Practice was a mess today as well. Reno spent like an hour yelling at Rikku and Pain for being late. God forbid they tell us why they were late. But man did they get bitched out. I haven't seen Zack in a while I wonder how he is. I really miss him.

Zack looked up at the thought of the words that Vincent would have spewed to Cloud and clenched his fist. Man did he want to punch something. Zack placed the journal back under the pillow where he'd found it and walked towards the door pulling his jacket from the coat rack and walked out the door a scowl plastered on his face.

Cloud strummed the notes on his guitar as Pain made a complementing rhythm on the drums. Reno and Rikku made a delicious sounding harmony together they're voices making a perfect sound. Axel was keeping tempo on the bass making sure his brother stayed on key and kept up with the pace. The music went dead as Zack walked into the studio an angry look covering his face. He looked at Cloud and beckoned him over.

Cloud stood and strode over to the other male sighing.

"What the fuck do you want can't this wait 'till after I'm done we have a gig at the end of the month Zack." Cloud glared at the elder and Zack gave a sigh.

"Fine but your telling me what happened the other day after weather you want to or not I'm not going to let something like that happen ever again Cloud you mean to much to me. You're my best friend remember that." Cloud sighed and walked back into the studio and gripping his guitar once more.

Zack continued to stare at the blonde and gripped the back of his head. How could someone so beautiful go through something so awful as to have been hurt by someone they thought they loved.

To be continued.

Emo notes: Sorry writers block I'll try to write more soon I have exams going on now. Bye.