What's up guys? Long time no see, huh? XD

It's Amber with a sequel to Love me, Don't leave me.

I read through it the other day, and was like, "Jesus Christ, what a piece of shit!" Ahaha.

Hopefully this story will be better than that one. If you didn't get the chance already, please read through Love me, Don't leave me. I'm not sure if you'll understand this story.

Also, this story is in replace of Shambala.

Well, enjoy! Lemons coming in upcoming chapters. :]

I am Here for Good, Darling

Chapter one

Edward Elric leaned his head against the frigid, icy window of the train. He stared through his dull, listless gold eyes at the snow falling from the sky in the opposite direction of the train, covering the earth with white. His apathetic face wasn't reflecting what he was feeling. It was hard to explain how Edward felt. He didn't know how he should feel. After four years, he was finally seeing his family, and everything else he left back in the world of Amestris. It wasn't even that he had just been gone, it was the fact that he had been away from his family and friends for four years without so much as a phone call or a letter.

Christ. They probably think I'm dead...

Amestris smelt different. It smelt clean, unlike Germany, which smelt like burning bodies and trash. It was a pleasant, yet nostalgic change, and it was as if once he woke up in Amestris, all of his childhood and teen years came back to his memory. What he did lose was his memory of how he had gotten back to his old world in the first place. Ed didn't recall a gate, a transmutation circle, or anything that would allow him back to his home. The last thing he remembered was walking into his shoddy apartment after a long day at the lab with Alphons. After that, Edward woke up on rubble in a familiar place that he couldn't quite put finger on. It took about two days to get on track with Amestris. Edward's goal now was to get back to his loved ones. They probably hated him, but Edward was going to be selfish. They had probably gotten over his death by now and everyone's life had gone on, but now Ed was coming to ruin it. He didn't care. Ed thought about them every goddamn day he was in Germany.

He thought about her the most.

Ed wanted to see her so bad. It killed him that he couldn't even remember her voice. Or how smooth her skin was. All Ed could remember was her gorgeous face, with that smile and those dazzling blue eyes. He only had memories. No photographs. No letters.

Edward's eyes closed as he listened to the fast clicking of the train rolling over it's tracks.

Hurry...Please...

It was always like this every single time Edward visited Risembool. Nothing had changed. There were fields and fields of snow, a long dirt road, and no new buildings. In the distance, the roof of a yellow house poked up out of a small hill. There was a small lump in Edward's throat that he just couldn't seem to swallow. Anxiety. He was nervous. Of course it was only natural that he was.

Ed stood there, his only real foot growing numb in the snow. It took him a while to get going, her face the only motivation that kept him going. That kept him alive. This was the moment he had dreamed about almost every night as he slept in the brick he considered a bed. There was no way in hell he was going to turn back now. He limped toward the yellow home, a look of discomfort settled on his face every time he took a step.

Knocking on a door had never been so difficult. Ed had to have had his fist raised to the door for five minutes before actually banging against it. It was sunrise at the moment. Someone had to have been up. Especially Pinako, if she was still around. But, an unexpected person had answered the door instead. The first name that popped into Ed's head was "Noah", but the thought escaped him, and he gave a tired smile.

"Rose." It was his greeting to her.

Rose's greeting Edward was a gasp, followed by a shaky, "Ed!".

"Long time no-" Edward began, but paused when Rose about-faced and made her way toward the kitchen. He limped after her, cringing with pain every time he took a quick step toward her. In the kitchen, Rose had the phone up to her ear, waiting for a response. Finally, one came.

"Hello?"

"Winry? Winry! Y-"

Edward cut her off by snatching the phone and slamming it down on the receiver. Rose slammed her hand on the counter before yelling, "Just what the hell are you doing? She needs to know!"

Ed was staring down at the flowered tiles of the kitchen floor, waiting for his heartbeat to return to normal. He brought his eyes back up to the brunette, his face had an expression of penitence.

"Not yet. I can't face her yet."