EVEN NOW (prologue/ ?)
BY : Chikki

Notes I came up with this idea while watching TV the other day. It will have yaoi (of course ^_^) Hikou/Houjun, eventually Tasuki/Chichiri and some Hikou/Kouji later on. ^___^ The poem below is just a prologue of sorts. (It's from Hikou's thoughts on Houjun, by the way) I've already started writing the first part and it should be up soon.
Disclaimer Not mine. Never will be,na no da.



It seems like such a long time now
Since we last met each other's gaze.
Since we last touched and we last laughed
And thought of memories from happy days.
It frustrates me so greatly now,
When I think of what we could have been.
It would have been magical and perfectly right,
And unbelievable with love from deep within.
And even now as I watch you sleep,
I still fall for you, the edge was just too steep.
I still lose myself when I look into your eyes,
And all over again, I would realize
That I should have given you more, It was long overdue.
But it's too late now, Nothing much is left to do.
And even though I cannot feel, I still cry at night.
I still have lonely dreams where I am holding you tight.
I still wish that I could love you like I wished I could before.
I still smile sadly because even now...

I'm still loving you more and more.

To be continued