Summary: Edward leaves Bella in New Moon :( But instead of sitting around crying she actually does something about it :)......

It will be as if he never existed, he'd promised. I thought I trusted him, but I will always know he existed. A world without Edward would be an endless black hole. Why can't I be dreaming?

I got up from my bed and slowly walked down stairs where Charlie would try to make it better. I was right. As soon as I sat down on the love seat in the living room. Maybe I can predict the future, like my- use to be best friend, who is living a wonderful happy life with her soul mate in Denali right now- Alice. I sighed and put my arms around my chest, the pain is just to real, it will never go away. "How are you holding up, Bells?"

"Same," I answered, the same answer I give him every day. Why did his family have to go? Why did they leave me here? What if I did tell people their little secret? I know the answer to the last one, if I told anybody they would have me in a strait jacket in a padded white cell. I took a look at the clock. Only 5:32. I wish there was something I could do. I am about the only person who could make this any better. Well I do know about 7 people who could make this better. But they listened to him and didn't even come to say goodbye... "I am going to go start dinner." I told Charlie as I got up from where I was sitting and walked to the kitchen.

"Are you sure, Bella? I could cook or we could order out." Charlie suggested.

"No, I'm fine. I need something to keep me occupied," so I don't think. I added mentally. I opened the fridge. Nothing. I opened the cabinets. A small piece of paper fell to the ground. I bent down to pick it up. It was the note Edward wrote to tell my dad I was in the woods.

I fell the ground and started sobbing, without making any sound( Charlie would come in and find me like this and he will call mom to take me to Florida). I had a whole life ahead of me, but that means nothing now. My life and soul, my reason for existence, was taken when he left. When he told me that he didn't love me any more. The tears were blocking me from seeing anything. Some one walked in and saw me here, it was Charlie. He didn't call anybody though, he just came over and started rubbing my back.

"What happened?" He asked in a worried tone.

"I tripped and bumped my head." I lied. I took a hand that was helping hod me together and felt around for the small piece of paper I found. Charlie didn't notice when I moved slightly to put it in my back pocket.

He helped me up and I could tell my lie didn't fool him. A world without Edward would be an endless black hole. My world is an endless black hole that I keep getting sucked farther down into, never ending, farther and farther and farther. Never stopping.

"Go sit down Bella." My dad told me when I was standing.