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Hello, 'tis me. 

I hope it has been a good day for all of you. I could be better, a hell of a lot better, but I still hope all of you guys are still havin' a rockin' day. Uh… What else…

If you do not like this sort of thing, then do not read it. I expect that you read the summary sense you came to see this, and that you know what some of it is about, along with the fact that… You get it, yeah.

There are lyrics in this chapter; the song is 'Lost' by the band called 'Red'. And with the name I have for Mikey, I wanted it to be close to 'Mikey', but also be someone famous.

There's a poet named Michelle, I forgot her last name, but that was the closest thing I had.

Alright, let me start and also let me put for all of you intelligent people out there…

'I DO NOT OWN TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES'

And starting now.

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Title: Lost In You

'Life is like… A maze… A maze which cannot be solved, no matter how intelligent you are, no matter how cool you are, it just cannot be solved… You just keep going, and going, and going, until you reach to the end, where a bright light is. When you reach the bright light though, it means that… That you're… Dead.'

The female turtle stood on the rooftop, the chilling feeling under her feet, arms wrapped around her chest, ice blue eyes staring out at the city. It had been a slow night indeed, no crocks, no criminals, nothing. Which is why the female turtle was now standing upon a rooftop, looking out upon the city, for it was all she could do.

And it was killing her with every thought.

'Can I be dreaming once again?
I'm reaching helpless I descend
You lead me deeper through this maze
I'm not afraid…'

'When my brothers and I were just hatchlings, we thought everything would be okay in the future, that all our dreams would come true. That the humans would accept us, that we could walk among the humans like friends, that all my brothers would find another female turtle just like me...'

Michelle gritted her teeth, holding back the tears that were swelling in her eyes, the tears that she would not allow to fall upon her cheeks. As her arms tightened around her large chest, the simple orange dress was becoming a bit ruffled, the dress reaching to the tip of her knees.

When she started, ahem…

'Growing-up', both Master Splinter and her agreed a orange dress would be perfect, it was simple, she could still spar in the dress, and it solved the other problems. Of course, she only wore the dress rarely, most of the time she wore just a T-shirt and shorts.

'Of course, I was wrong though. About everything.'

'I'm lost in you everywhere I run
Everywhere I turn I'm finding something new
Lost in you, something I can't fight
I cannot escape
I could spend my life lost in you! Lost in you…'

'The humans hate us with even more passion, and life isn't very cowabunga like, it sucks. I am the only female turtle my brothers have, and as I am getting older, so are they, and we all realize that if we want more mutant turtles in this world, someone needs to get a mate. And that someone is me.'

She sighed again, looking up at the stars in the Manhattan sky, wanting, wishing, she could just go up there with them. Things were just so… Hard. She might have been the youngest, but her brothers were still growing up, meaning she was also, she didn't want to though. Not many people do though.

Michelle snorted, almost snarling as a new thought came into her mind.

'Your whispers fill these empty halls
I'm searching for you as you call
I'm racing, chasing after you
I need you more…'

'Oh, and we can't forget the fuckin' Shredder! Oh, no! No one can forget the man who has killed hundreds, the man who had totured our family for years beyond years, the man who killed my grandfather… No… No matter how hard you try, no one could forget the Shredder…'

She held back a sob, tears now reddening her eyes, shaking her head at the invisible figure before her. The 18-year-old female turtle had been in a despondent stage for…

Well; a couple of years.

''I'm lost in you everywhere I run
Everywhere I turn I'm finding something new
Lost in you, something I can't fight
I cannot escape
I could spend my life lost in you! Lost in you…'

Yet, she still smiled at her brothers though, hugged her father, kissed her cat Klunk, and pretended that there was still hope for them.

That the ninja turtles would get the Shredder, once and for all!

That the humans would realize that they were heroes!

That more female turtles would come and all her brothers could have a mate!

That…

Her body froze, staring at the sky in a state of shock, a bewilderment look upon her features, almost falling back upon the dirty rooftop.

'The breeding moon is coming up…'

'I could never be the same
Something that I could never arise
I could never look away
I lost myself in you!
It's all over now…'

The 'breeding moon' was a mating season that mostly all creatures had, it was when the strongest of babies, cubs, hatchlings, whatever, would be made. For certain creatures, breeding moon was maybe their only time they could mate and make sure the female would get pregrant. Also the same time when the male would become the strongest with strenght and needs.

She now understood why her brothers had been fussing so much over her, they wanted, no… Needed her for their race, for the future, and for a wife, a mate…

A mother.

Coughing, because her throat was dry, Michelle took a step back, her knees crashing down upon the rooftop, her body was to much to carry for her. Her finers traced along the headband, the same headband her brothers wore, as a few tears slashed down upon her cheeks like unwanted scars.

"...Yo, Leo, we need ta'… Michelle, what's wrong?"

Her ice blue eyes snapped opened, turning her head as she watched a muscular, male turtle get down by her side, staring into her eyes. Sobbing now, she threw herself into his arms, leaning against his chest as she merely sobbed, mumbling words under her rushing breath. Raphael, rather happily, wrapped his arms around her, trying to calm her down, brushing tears off her face.

'Lost in you! Everywhere I run
Lost in you! Everywhere I run!
Lost in you!
Lost in you!'

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry…"

"Babe, what cha' talkin' about, huh? Come on, I'm takin' ya back home…"

Pulling his red mask off of his face, he used it to wipe the tears off her cheeks, smiling at her softly, picking her up off the ground with his arms. Both figures stayed in silence while they were going home, Michelle not noticing that Raphael held a scarlet blush upon his cheeks, while his red mask was tied over her orange mask…

Pushing the door open with the tips of his fingers, the male and female figure were now back home, going towards Raphael's room.

"What did you do to her, Raphael?"

'Lost in you…'

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I know, it was rather terrible, and the lyrics do not make sense with each other.

Hush it, I know! ;)

This is just the beginning though, later, when I have figured out what I am doing and what not, this will be totally cool. Like…

Cowabunga, dudes!

Review, private message me if you will, yes, to answer this question before I get more e-mails, I do requests.

Please, review though, tell me what I could fix, what was good about it, and what not!

Have a wonderful day! :D

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