She does not want me

She does not want me. Not 'me', Eric, she wants 'her' Eric. She does not care what pains I take to ensure her safety. For all the care I take to provide for her, making sure that the gifts are all acceptable to her standards without make her feel like 'a kept woman', she sends me a thank you card. For all the times I've pulled her from the hands of death with the risk of my own finally death, I get not a kiss, not a hug, not even a gentle touch from her soft small hand. I get a polite 'thank you', normally followed with a demand to take her home. I always tell her the truth, I forced her ex-lover to tell her the reasons why he seduced her. I kept her from being bonded to Andre the only way I knew how. I've been there for her whenever she needed me, even without her asking it of me. Yet, it is not me that she wants, all that I've done, all that I do, and all that I will continue to do, it is still not enough to compare to 'her Eric'. She does not want me.