Okay, this story can get VERY confusing, so PAY ATTENTION TO EVERY DETAIL.

Setting: During New Moon plot-like thing. Edward is still gone, but bella had his baby! *gasp*

I own all characters and stories.

KIDDING!!!!

.................but i do own this story plot, and some of the random charries.

Excluded: Jasper, Alice, Edward, Esme, Carlisle, Mike, Tyler, Lauren,

Jessica, Angela, Emmett, Rosalie, Charlie, Renee....you get the point, right?

Enjoy!!

This story was inspired by the song "White Horse" by Taylor Swift.

If you read some of the story,then I advise you to listen to the song! (:

It will go so good!! THANKS.

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Every day was worse. Every thing that reminded me of him was worse. Every time I hear the name with an E in it, it gets worse. The pain, the crying, the fear of never seeing my true love again..it was all worse. The only thing that kept me going day and and day out was the baby girl I held in my arms. Kallie Rae. My little Kallie.She was only 1 year old and the most beautiful thing to the world for me. Even though her father, wince, was gone she shared all of his features. His perfect nose, his light red lips, his bronze-golden hair. She was gorgeous. She had a mixture of our personalities. She was brave and impatient, like Edward. She stumbled around a lot and was fierce when needed, like me. She had my chocolate eyes, which I adored the most from her. She was the sweetest thing a person can recieve. Edward had been gone for almost a year now. He left before I found out I was blessed with a baby. I didn't know where he was..where any of the Cullens were. And even if he came back, I doubt he would care about me or his daughter. We had bigger things to worry about. A sudden cry made me jump in my armchair. I was staring out the window as the rain poured down. I had moved from Forks when I was 4 months pregnant.

I moved to a shady, quiet little town called Yieldsburg. It was nice. Fine neighbors, the weather was occasionally nice..when it wasn't raining of course. Kallie and I were just 8 little hours away from Forks. My friends visited from time to time, and Angela had just stopped by a week ago. I sighed, and got up to find my way to Kallie's nursery. One thing I wasn't happy about...is that she drank blood. This wasn't a problem, since she could easily scarf down human food and live, but blood makes her strong, happy, and it was what she desired most. I had learned that her body temperature wasn't as cold as theirs but it was colder than mine. Her throat never burned like a fire because she never cried when she was hungry, she just mumbled. A vampire baby would of been smashing its head into the wall trying to make the burning stop. It was something I had learned about..when I was last with them. I made my way to the nursery now, and I bent over Kallie. She immediately stopped crying, and stared at me with beautiful wide eyes.

"Hello, beautiful." I smiled, scooping her up into my arms. "How did you sleep last night?" I cooed. She giggled and clutched onto my shirt while I rested her head on my shoulder. I made my way to the kitchen and set her in her chair. I hummed my lullaby to her, and she kept quiet long enough to listen to the beautiful melody. Although I was still upset over the Cullens...I never forgot them. A lump in my throat had formed every time I even thought about my lullaby or our memories..but now it didn't. Maybe it was Kallie who made me forget the negatives, and focus on the positives like having a happy healthy baby, and just having those memories to think of. I hummed louder and fixed her a small bowl of dry Rice Krispies. I handed it to her and she began picking them out one by one and stuffing them into her mouth. I smiled and just watched her in amazement. Soon enough, the doorbell rang.

"COMING!" I yelled, running to the door. I opened it with a smile on my face to see my good friend, Hannah with a load of boxes in her hand.

"oof....h-h-hey Bella. A little help?" she asked, trying to fit through my door with the boxes. I laughed, and grabbed the top one. We settled inside and set the boxes down.

"What are you doing, Hannah?" I asked, a bit amused.

"Well, this is the last of it." she shrugged. Hannah lent me so many books..it was sickening. I was glad and grateful since my free time, but sometimes she went a little too far.

"These," I gestured to the boxes with my hand "are books?" I gasped.

"Mhm." she mumbled, and opened the box closest to her. Sure enough, there were loads of books stacked upon eachother in it. I blinked and regained my expression of calm.

"Thanks." I smiled, still a bit dazed. I couldn't read THAT much. "Come on, let's get these by the basement door. I'll take them down later." I shrugged, picking a box up. She picked up two, and followed me to the basement.

We managed to get all the boxes stacked neatly by the basement door, and now we were eating a small breakfast. Kallie was still playing around and eating her Rice Krispies. Hannah never took her eyes off Kallie.

"Tell me," she began. I raised my eyebrows.

"Tell you what?" I asked, a bit surprised.

"About Kallie's father. Why don't you mention him much?" she asked, finally looking at me. She must of noticed the pain on my face. "Oh..well, sorry. If you don't want to talk about it that's fine.." she stuttered for words.

"No, it's..fine. But um, well..he was really nice and I think he would of made a nice father," I said, looking at my folded hands that lay onto my lap. "If he..you know, still wanted us." I coughed to hide some shame and pain.

"ugh," she scoffed, then looked back to Kallie. "That right there is a jerk. Leaving because you were pregnant. PFFT." she tsked herself. I rolled my eyes and smiled when I saw Kallie smashing the Rice Krispies to bits. She was in her own little world.

"So, you coming over tonight?" Hannah asked.

"I don't think so. I think Kallie needs me." I shrugged.

"Uh, wrong. Bring her."

"To a party!? No way." I smirked. Hannah always threw...wild parties. I mean WILD parties.

"Alright whatever. Tell me if you change your mind." she said, then glanced at the clock. "SHOOT! I'm meeting Tyler in about..10 minutes. See you later, Bells." she smiled, then stalked out the back door. I nodded helplessly as the tears formed into my eyes.
".Edward. Where are you now, Edward? I hope your happy..leaving Kallie without a father to protect her." I softly cried. Kallie didn't pay attention to me.

Edward POV

Ugh, why does poor Edward need to suffer any MORE? This is such a bad idea. It's going to tempt him.. Esme worried constantly in her mind. I tuned her out, trying to tune everyone out. I was NOT in the mood.

"What's going on, Carlisle?" I asked. I needed to know why I would be "tempted" as Esme had put it. Carlisle had blocked me out for the last two days. Something was up. I listened in on his mind but he was just counting to 100 over and over again. Carlisle had called a family meeting. Sitting here in London was something that was so boring to me. Everyone had fallen apart since we left the love of my life. Bella, my sweet innocent Bella. Alice never shopped anymore. Rosalie stopped talking about herself for once, and easily just ignored everyone. She only answered to questions, then went back sulking. Emmett didn't wrestle anyone, and the only physical funny contact that he had was tackling a bear. And that wasn't even that amazing. Carlisle had only worked for 3 hours. We didn't care anyway. Jasper was wallowing in remorse since all the sad emotions. I sighed and Carlisle took a deep breath, then let it out.

"We're moving." he clearly stated, and Alice picked her head up for once. She was having a vision. She was trying to hide it, but she wasn't good at it.

-vision-

"No! Your not real, your...your gone!" a voice cried. There before Bella were two vampires. Laurent and Victoria. Victoria ran off down the hallway of a house while Laurent pounced on Bella.

-vision ended-

Alice looked straight at me with horror struck eyes. I growled and leaped to my feet.

"NO! NO!" I snarled, gribbing and snapping whatever I had in my hands before. I growled, and everyone in the room flinched.

"Edward, sit down." Carlisle demanded. I sat, but continued to growl loudly. Everyone ignored me. What was going on!? I had to find Bella. I had to find her and warn her....protect her. I needed to protect her.

"Alice, dear, what did you ever see?" Esme asked in a cracked voice.

"Bella..Laurent pounced on Bella. Victoria ran down a hall..and then..that was it." Alice muttered, looking at the floor. I scanned her thoughts.

If I can see Bella...for the first time in 1 year..then that must mean she's going to be in Yields- she thought about flowers, bunches and fields of flowers. I scowled, and Alice stuck her tongue out at me. I turned to Carlisle.

"We will discuss that further. We will protect Bella but this CAN relate to her in some strange way-" he began but I interrupted.

"What do you mean?" I scowled.

"We're moving to a town called Yieldsburg." he tore his eyes from me and rested them on Esme. Everyone didn't look at me. What was with them? "It's...about..8 hours to a human from Forks. About 1 hour for us." he stuttered, grabbing Esme's hand. I swallowed. My heart broke into another 8 pieces, and it shattered as it hit the hollow of my chest. Forks....where Bella was. In Forks. Where Victoria and Laurent were hiding, planning...doing something. I could save her. Alice's thoughts were screaming at me.

OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD BELLA WILL BE SO CLOSE IF I COULD JUST GET TO HER IN TIME I COULD- she thought, but I interrupted...again.

"Don't. Even. Think. About. It." I growled through gritted teeth. If anyone was to see Bella it would be me, and only for protective services again. She would never see me..but I'd be in the shadows. Watching over her.

"When are we moving?" Emmett asked, with a bit joy in his tone.

"Children, pack your bags. We're heading off tomorrow." Esme declared, and then everyone was gone. They had all scattered, and I found myself alone. Alone. My Bella. I would see her again. Happiness filled my mind but then was replaced with sadness. I could see her..but never touch her warm skin, or hold her perfect body. Never. Just watch from a distance. I scowled at myself, then went upstairs to pack my bags. Tomorrow, I'd be in Yieldsburg. Tomorrow Yieldsburg, then Forks. To protect my most wanted desire.

Bella POV

-THE NEXT DAY...aka Cullens are already in Yieldsburg-

This was crazy. I had already gone food shopping a few days ago, and already we were out of food! I sighed. Kallie was with Hannah at home today so this shopping trip was alone. I pulled into the parking lot and thanked god I didn't go to Hannah's party last night. The police had to break it up because they got too loud. Hannah was a good, responsable person..sometimes. I trusted her with Kallie though. I always trusted her. I got out my car quickly and rushed to get this over with. After picking out the favorites of mine and Kallie's..more cereal, milk, eggs, cheese, ice cream, bathing wash, shampoo, conditioner, and the oh-so-famous diapers. Everything was set and I tapped my foot impatiently as the checkout took forever. My eyes traveled around the room, but my mind was miles away. I was thinking about inviting Jessica or Angela back over my house and stay for a bit. That would be nice. Jess hasn't seen Kallie since she was 2 months. I shrugged. It seemed pretty good.

"Miss? That's $87.34" the clerk took me out of my thoughts. I didn't say anything, just took out my money and paid. He had already loaded the bags into the cart. I turned to leave but he stopped me.

"Hey, um, Miss...?" he asked, referring to my name. I took a deep breath, but didn't turn around.

"Miss Cullen." I stated simply. A pain ripped through my chest and I held in a scream.

"Miss Cullen..I was wondering if you know maybe I could..get..your..um.." he stuttered. I turned swiftly around and glared at him.

"My number? My address? Well no thank you. I don't date and I doubt I ever will again." I growled, then stormed off towards the exit. "I've been hurt too much.." I added softly, still walking. I was in near tears right now, all because of that stupid clerk. Edward would never come back for me, he wouldn't want to see me even if they did come back to Forks. I was just a human toy that they got to watch fall flat on her face..so they could laugh. I scowled and then suddenly I was falling backwards. I hit something hard with my cart, probably a car, and the impact made me go flying. "Ugh!" I yelled, falling and hitting my head off the concrete. I sat with my legs going different ways, holding my head. It wasn't bleeding, but then cool hands were on me.

"Bella?" a sweet voice said. I was half awake, ready to pass out. I murmured something but they seemed to understand.

"Help me get her up." the voice demanded.

"Why? She hit me with a cart." another voice demanded...it was beautiful.

"Come on. Push the cart then, to wherever she was going." it demanded. And then it went black.

I woke up in a car, with nothing around me. I bolted up right, frantically looking for a way out when I noticed..the front seats weren't empty. "Bella!" the driver exclaimed. I blinked stupidly at her.

"Where am I?" I gasped in shock. Finally, her face came out of the shadows. Pain, sadness, anger, and pity . It was all inside me and my chest was blown up now. It had exploded, and the tears were forming in my eyes.

"Your in our car, Bella. Your car is still in this parking lot." she reassured me.

"Oh..Alice?" I looked at her, then turned my head. "Rosalie?" I quietly sobbed. They both nodded. "I've...missed..y-y-you guys. What are you doing-here?"

Alice sighed. "We moved here.." she murmured. Rosalie rolled her eyes.

"You did?" I asked, keeping myself from jumping over the seat and hugging them both. Which was strange, because Rosalie hated me.

"We...we all did. All 7 of us." she said, quietly. More pain.

"Oh Bella? Why did you hit me with a cart?" Rosalie asked, suspiciously.

"I hit YOU? I thought I hit a car...I wasn't paying attention." I mumbled, my head still hurting. I reached for the door handle but Alice was in the back seat now, holding me back.

"Where do you think your going?" she asked, in a angry tone.

"Back to my car. I need to make sure Kallie's.....OH MY GOSH KALLIE AND HANNAH!" I suddenly roared and began to get out. Rosalie and Alice exchanged a weird look.

"Who?" they both asked at the same time. I got out, shut the door, but they were outside too.

"I just..I have to get back to them. They will be so worried. I'm sure Kallie misses me. Oh god. Listen, really, thank you for your help guys but I really have to go. Where are my bags?" I asked, looking around.

"I put them in your car, over there." Rosalie jerked her chin.

"Thanks. Well, this is goodbye I guess. Pass along my regards..." I started. "To ALL of them..if you don't mind." I said through gritted teeth. I walked off but the cool hand caught my arm.

"Bella we've just found you..I can't let you run away from us." Alice whined, and if she could cry she would. The pain on her face was troubling, and I couldn't stand it.

"Yes, arn't we invited?" Rose said, coming up behind me. I scowled in defeat. Soon as I got home, Hannah would to leave so it would be...Kallie, Me, and Rose and Alice. GREAT. I pouted.

"Fine." I mumbled, and stormed off. Rosalie and Alice got into their car to follow me to my house.

I pulled up, and began taking deep breaths so I didn't hyperventilate. I grabbed all the bags and went inside. Hannah was on the floor with Kallie. Kallie was pointing to pictures in the book and identifying them.

"Hey Bells! You were gone a long-" she stopped as Alice and Rosalie walked in. She gawked at amazement at their beauty...and she frozen. "Oh..hello." she said. Rosalie and Alice however, were staring at Kallie. They noticed the features of Edward, of course.

"Um, Hannah." I cleared my throat. "This is Alice Cullen and Rosalie Hale." I stated, giving her the eye we usually gave eachother. She understood...Edward's siblings. Hannah got up and smiled.

"Nice to meet you, I'm Hannah." she nodded. Alice and Rosalie nodded, too.

"Well, Hannah I guess you should be going." I whined a little. She frowned but nodded.

"Yeah..duty calls. It was um..a pleasure to meet you." she bit her lip and started for the front door. "Bella, if you need anything..call me alright?" she smiled. I nodded and she shut the door behind her. Kallie walked over to me and clutched my leg for dear life. She stared with wide eyes at Rosalie. I picked her up.

"Kallie this is Rosalie." I said, pointing to Rose. "And Alice." Kallie looked at them both and her little forehead creased.

"You two are pretty." she smiled, but she was still clutching onto me. Alice was glaring at me, but Rosalie was awed in a baby phase.

"Thank you, and who are you?" Rosalie cooed.

"Kallie." she said, and hid her face into my hair.

"She's a little shy." I smiled. Alice glared at me, and I could tell she wanted to talk. "Um, Kallie want to play with Rosalie? You can show her your pictures." I said, crouching and putting her on the ground. She nodded and walked to her book. Rosalie followed. Alice grabbed me and pulled me toward the kitchen. She just folded her arms and stared.

"Um.......hi?" I mumbled. She growled.

"Bella Swan. How could you? PLEASE tell me she is adopted." she growled. I shook my head.

"No, she's mine." I stated simply. Alice narrowed her eyes.

"WHERE is her father?" she demanded.

"I don't know where he is and I don't care, frankly." I scowled, and turned around.

"Well you two are in danger." Alice spoke. My heart sank.

"What?" I asked, spinning back around.

"You heard me. I had a vision Laurent and Victoria are coming HERE." she said, looking down my small hallway.

"Victoria...Laurent?" I choked. She hugged me.

"Don't worry Bella, they won't harm you or Kallie. Edward will protect you...we all will." she murmured, but I pushed her away.

"No! I'm not the one who needs saving...don't." I cried. She looked confused. "It's too late for you and...him..to come back. You...you guys hurt me. I got lost in this messed up game and thought you guys loved me but you don't." I shook my head crying.

"Bella. Do you honestly believe that? We ALL will protect you. If you like it or not." she growled. "Think about Kallie." She was right. I wasn't worried abut myself..but Kallie. She had her father..but he didn't have us. She had a weak human who couldn't stand a chance against a vampire. Let alone two. I scowled.

"Fine. But...I won't forgive him. He hurt me..and...he's just here to kill them if they get too close. Leave when it's over." I scowled. But I didn't believe that, because I wanted Edward so badly to walk through my front door and hug and kiss me. But that wouldn't happen.

"Fair enough, Bella." she spoke. "We'll come back around 6 tonight to discuss our plans." she nodded. I froze.

"All of you?" I asked, with little hope. She just nodded.

"Rosalie, it's time to go." she skipped to the door. Rose nodded, said her goodbyes, and then left. I ran and scooped up Kallie in my arms and watched out the window. I was letting Kallie's only other family connection leave. Letting her father leave. I was letting my soul mate leave. I didn't want them.

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