Hey guys! I know its been FOREVER since I've updated, and I should probably get to my other story before this one, but I felt the need to write this. This is a continuation of "Sorry" It's been like three months since the first chapter was put up but I hopr you guys like it! NO HATE COMMENTS!
"Four Walls"
Miley Cyrus had everything, atleast that's what everyone else thought. And for a while, she agreed with them, she had an amazing family, a great career, and a boyfriend who she was madly in love with. But, all of that changed the last day of the "Best of Both Worlds" tour. That was the day that the best part of her life, decided to become the worst. That was the day Nicholas Jerry Jonas walked out of her life.
These
four walls, Didn't take long
They whisper to me
They know a secret
I knew
they would not keep
For the room to fill
with dust
And these four walls, came down around us
Now, as she sat in room, strumming her guitar, and singing the song she just wrote she couldn't help but to hear whispers of what they were. For a long time, it seemed like she and Nick were in their own happy, little world. That was until he walked away, and everything came crumbling down around her.
It
must've been something, sent me out of my head
With the words so
radical,
Not what i meant
Now I'll wait for a break in the
silence
'Cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four
walls again
The things she had said since they broke up were inexcusable. It's not like she meant any of them, she was just so hurt by the fact that he could break her heart and then date one of her best friends, that she felt the need to get back at him in some way. The interviews, the making fun of Selena and Demi, she just wanted him to feel a little of the pain that she had been feeling. It did nothing to make her feel better, if anything it made her feel even worse. All that she was left with now was the silence of her broken heart, and there was nothing she could do about it.
It's
hard now to let you be Didn't take long for me to lose the trust
I won't make excuses,
I've made my
peace
And these
four walls, were not strong enough
It must've been something sent
me out of my head,
With the words so radical,
Not what i
meant
Now I'll wait for a break in the silence
'Cause it's
all that you left
Just me and these four walls again
It was so hard to look at all of the magazines and see stories about Nick and his brothers, or her least favorite, Nick and Selena, but she did it anyways. All she wanted to do everytime she picked up one of those stupid articles was to tell Nick that she loved him, and that she needed him. But, she knew that would kill her, she had already been rejected by him once, she didn't think she could take another.
Yeah
It's difficult
Watching us fade
Knowing it's all my fault
My mistake
Yeah, and it's difficult
Letting you down
Knowing it's all my fault
You're not around
It must've
been something sent me out of my head,
With the words so radical,
Not what i meant,
Now I'll wait for a break in the silence
'Cause it's all that you left
It was so hard for her to know that they used to be so in love, and to watch him fall in love with someone else. It was all her fault, if she would have made him realize how much she was actually in love with him, he would have stayed, she was sure of it. She had let him down with the way she had been recently acting, even though he never said anything, she knew it. And that fact might actually hurt worse than losing him, knowing that she had let down the one person she truly loved.
Just
me and these four walls again,
Again, mmmm, oh, me and these four
walls again
She didn't even realize she'd been crying until she looked down at the paper with the lyrics written on it, and saw tear marks. She looked around her room and saw the place where she kept all of the pictures of her and Nick from when they were dating, right on her nightstand. She put them there hoping it would remind her of happier times and maybe then she wouldn't be so sad. But, she knew one thing was true, no amount of pictures could break the silence Nick left when he walked out of her life.
Another
sad chapter, I know. But, I promise, a happier one will be coming
next! Oh yeah that's right, a third chapter! It might even come
tonight if I get lots and lots of good reviews! Once again, NO HATE
COMMENTS!
xoxo,
LeytonIsLove3