Disclaimer: I don't own SWAC…though I wish I did

I Can't Get No (Satisfaction)

This was depressing.

She was distant

Now.

Different.

Almost as if

She had changed.

Magically,

Overnight.

Even now,

I'm not so sure.

What happened

Between us.

She was no longer

Mine.

She was that no good

Adam's.

Everywhere he was swarmed.

Much like I was

During the first

Few days of fame.

But it had been accused

That he always had

Danger following him.

No matter what.

So what did she

See in him.

The Danger.

The Fear.

I still don't understand.

No matter

How long

She's with him.

It breaks my heart.

But maybe,

Just maybe,

Faith was intervening.

I glanced over

At her

One last time

Before I moved on.

Or at least

That was what

I told myself

I would do.

Now I sat here

With Jessie

On my side

Smiling.

She was nice

And charming

And pretty.

But she wasn't her.

I smiled though,

Trying to look

As innocent

As I could with her by my side.

It was hard.

She wasn't Sonny.

She never would be.

Sonny had moved on.

Though,

They did share

The same sense of

Humor.

Which made me feel,

A tad bit better.

But I couldn't help but notice

That I was living

A whole fallacy

Of a love life.

But that was a tenet

I had often kept

To myself

To ruse people with.

But that's really

Just it.

I can't get any satisfaction

Without Sonny.

But I settled for

Jessie

And I'll just have to deal

With her.

Until…

Until I get

My own satisfaction

Back.

First off sorry for the lateness. I've been swamped with three hour rehearsals, papers, tests, and science fair. I hope this did you guys' justice. Thanks to Jessica who got the TV show right: Dollhouse. Now onto the trivia question for this chapter…

I have hidden three vocabulary words in this chapter if you can identify two out of the three I might have something in store for you….

Okay I lied I have another one…

I mention a guy named Adam in this chapter…if anyone can guess what TV show he's on, what his last name is, or what musical he was in/ what part he played/understudied for. *Hint the song title at the beginning of the chapter* I have something in store for whoever gets one of those things right too.

Okay now, review please.

asher. rose. 09