Hey again, well im back from Toronto so this is my first update in a long while...sorry...enjoy....PLEASE REVIEW

LAST TIME

"How could I feel pleasure from mmmmm that (huff)" Inuyasha tried to contain the moans that berated him to let them pass through his lips, as his ears were the most sensitive part of his body and he could easily become aroused by them.

"I will show you" Sesshomaru began, but not to quickly, to give Inuyasha a taste of what was to come, though he did so agonizingly slowly, after all, they had all eternity together so why rush. Besides, Inuyasha would be begging him to enter him by noon.

THIS TIME

Inuyasha had long forgotten why he had not allowed this from Sesshomaru before. The feelings he arose, the touches that sent sparks shooting through his entire body, the kisses that indulged Inuyashas secret fantasies.

"Sesss" Inuyasha moaned "pleease I....I cant take it anymore"

"What is it that you desire from me Inuyasha?" Sesshomaru asked, though he knew the answer.

"Pleease j-just do it already....I wan-gasp-t to feel-" Inuyasha felt so embarrassed, unable to finish the sentence.

"You want to feel what? This?" Sesshomaru nipped gently at Inuyashas hardness, traces of earlier liquid around him. "Or this?" Sesshomaru nudged at Inuyashas entrance with his clawed hands, only allowing his claw to enter slowly, Inuyasha moaning louder. "Or both?"

"B-b-both Sess" Inuyasha couldnt take it anymore and although his human side screamed at him for giving in, his demon purred at the touch.

Sesshomaru allowed more of his finger in, slowly entering and coming out totally, only to push in with slightly greater force as he did the same with Inuyashas hardness, timing them together perfectly. Inuyasha was wild with pleasure, unable to contain himself as Sesshomaru entered with two fingers and he released. Sesshomaru rose, making sure no liquid spilt out of his mouth as he drank. Inuyasha watched, only know noticing that Sesshomaru was pantless and had a hard on that matched his own and then some.

'B-but that wont fit in me....' Inuyasha thought, trying to tell Sesshomaru. "B-b-b-but it c-cant-"

Somehow knowing what Inuyasha was thinking, Sesshomaru gently kissed Inuyasha as he added a third and fourth finger to stretch Inuyasha as much as possible. being part demon, stretching him out wasnt as painful to Inuyasha as it would if he were human, Inuyasha feeling only discomfort and no pain. When Inuyasha began panting and looking longingly at Sesshomaru, the demon pulled out his fingers, Inuyasha becoming instantly worried.

"Do not worry Inu, my little beta Inu"

"My -pant- Sess, strong alpha Sess"

"Relax my Inu, it will be painful at first"

Inuyasha nodded, relaxing himself by pulling Sesshomaru into a deep kiss. Sesshomaru obliged, nudging Inuyashas entrance with his hardness and entering Inuyashas mouth with his tongue he also entered with his hardness. Inuyashas scream was devoured as Sesshomaru struggled to kept still inside his mate. Releasing their lips, Sesshomaru looked at the sight before him, making him want to cum right then, but he want this to be special. After all, this was Inuyashas first time in over 80 years. Though he looked older, Sesshomaru could see the ember which caused his infatuation with Inuyasha to begin.

"Sess...hurts" Inuyasha spoke softly, his body in pain and a feeling of something quite large that entered him. "Go"

Sesshomaru nodded, leaning down to lick Inuyashas ears, making him moan softly. In that moment, Sesshomaru pulled out of Inuyasha to the tip, entering back with a quick but gentle thrust. Inuyasha felt something that had been nudged in him, giving off a wonderful feeling, making him moan. Sesshomaru, hearing the moan given, smirked, beginning to increase his speed and watching as Inuyasha thrashed beneath him from pleasure. Inuyasha couldnt believe the feelings that arose in him and right now he could care less of all his humans concerns. With one last thrust, Inuyasha screamed out his brothers name, Sesshomaru burying his face in Inuyashas neck and whispering out "Inuyasha" over and over again until the brothers came down from their high. Sesshomaru pulled out of Inuyasha, pulling him to his chest and covering them both, running his hands across Inuyashas chest, before joining his brother and mate in sleep.

Inuyasha woke, felling something wrapped around him and looking down, Inuyasha remembered the night before. Now, the sun seemed to illuminate Sesshomarus face that was still somewhat buried in his shoulder. Inuyasha blushed, realizing their legs were entwined and Sesshomaru seemed to be still asleep. Seeing his older brother asleep was a first for Inuyasha in a very long time. Sesshomaru opened his eyes, seeing Inuyasha watching him and smirked, lightly giving Inuyashas neck a suck.

"Ah" Inuyasha moaned pushing Sesshomaru away and completely regretting it.

Inuyasha grabbed the kimono and wrapped it around himself, completely embarrassed. Sesshomaru smirked,

"Why do you cover it my beta, I've seen all of you before" Inuyasha blushed more.

"D-don't call me b-beta"

"Why not Inu?" Sesshomaru asked, pulling Inuyasha in for a short kiss, and while he was distracted, pulling the fabric out of his betas hands. "Do you not remember yesterday? Or shall I remind you"

Inuyasha covered himself, reaching for the fabric with a yelped "No". Inuyasha was pulled closer by Sesshomarus hand on the back of his neck, into a gentle kiss. Releasing his brother, Sesshomaru stood and got dressed quickly. Inuyasha still sat on the ground, a dazed look on his features. Looking down, Sesshomaru couldnt help but pet at Inuyashas ears, bringing him out of his stupor.

"What?"

"You may wish to get dressed Inuyasha, before I decide to-" Sesshomaru didnt have to say anymore, Inuyasha standing before him completely dressed and a pained expression on his face.

"Are you in pain?"

"Keh" was the only answer given, Inuyasha wal-limping towards the group. They must have been worried about him.

-back with Miroku and Sango-

Seeing Inuyasha walk towards them with Sesshomaru behind, the group was worried. Where was Kagome?

"Inuyasha?" Sango asked "Wheres Kagome? Wasnt she with you?"

Inuyasha simply put his head down, remembering Kaguras trick....and what came after, making Inuyasha blush slightly. Inuyasha shook his head, sitting against a tree so he could explain the tale.

"Oh god. Poor Kagome" Sango and Miroku murmured, both on the brink of tears.

"Hey guys.....Whats wrong?" Shippo asked, fire wood stacked in his hands and Sango rushed over, giving the young demon a hug. "Sango? Whats wrong? What happened?" Looking around Shippo found one of their crew missing "Wheres Kagome?"

Sango carried Shippo, who had dropped the fire wood, into the hut they had made, cries and sobs being the only sounds after. Miroku looked to Inuyasha,

"Don't blame yourself my friend"

Sesshomaru, being quiet the whole time, sat beside Inuyasha, pulling him into his alphas lap. And more then that, his mates lap, his comforting older brothers lap, and Inuyasha lay limp, though grateful for the gesture.

'Its my fault. I shouldve gone with Kagome that night. I knew something was wrong. He, no wonder she smelled like death'

-DREAM-

Inuyasha sprinted as fast as he could, he could smell Kagura and Kagome, but Kagome was alive. He knew it.

Leaping forth, Inuyasha slashed, seeing Kagura with her hands on Kagomes neck. Inuyasha enjoyed the screams, slashing over and over until the only thing not slashed apart was her face. Turning back to Kagome, Inuyasha froze....that wasnt Kagome.

"MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" Kagura laughed, menacingly.

"No, but you were-"

"Turn around" Kagura said with another laugh and doing so, Inuyasha was horrified. The corpse, that wasnt Kagura. It was Kagome.

".NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" Inuyasha screamed. Hed killed her. Again.

-END DREAM-

Inuyasha opened his eyes, Sesshomaru nudging him awake. There were tears streaming down his face, Inuyasha unable to stop there flow though he wiped them with his sleeve.

"Myfaulymyfaultmyfault" Inuyasha whispered to himself, being brought out of it with a smack from the back of his head.

Turning, Sesshomaru smirked, it dying down and he pulled Inuyasha closer. "Blame yourself once more and I will drag you out into the woods and make you stop, no matter how many times it takes" (WINK WINK LOL)

Inuyasha blushed, but smiled slightly up at Sesshomaru, muttering a thanks and laying his head on his brothers shoulder. Sesshomaru smiled slightly so Inuyasha could see, licking at Inuyashas cheek. Inuyasha gave one back before shutting his eyes, hoping for no nightmares.

His hopes were dashed.

lol another cliffie be back soon.....i hope sorry for the wait but i hope u enjoyed.