Finding Eternity Chapter 6: Mio Bellissimo Angelo, a twilight fanfic

Finding Eternity

Chapter 6: Mio Bellissimo Angelo

Oh my god, I'm so sorry I never update often anymore!

T_T hopefully this big chapter eases you from killing me.

If not, then…well does anyone know any remote islands with large rocks to hide under?

Esme's POV

Jasper's invited someone to come over today. I couldn't contain the happiness that poured from me. He said that her name is Bella. I can't wait to meet the woman that has charmed my son.

Thinking of her I can't help but remember little Isabella.

It broke my heart when I couldn't see her anymore. If only I could've walked out into the sun would I have been able to see her off with her father. Too kiss her sleeping form and wipe the tears from her beautiful eyes. She became my daughter the moment my eyes found her. And when she called me mommy…

She should be seventeen now.

I wonder how she is…

Jasper POV

I strummed a few notes on my guitar, random sounds blending together, notes that were sweet and innocent. I've never tried composing my own piece but Bella…

Mio bellissimo Angelo.

She made me feel as if I could venture out into the world and do anything. Carefree and invincible, where not even Heaven's flames could harm me.

I should ask Rosalie if she could help me. Besides Edward my "twin" was the next greatest thing. Violin, piano and lyrics are her specialty. At least she doesn't flaunt her skills on the contrary she may flaunt her looks but I happen to know that she feels quite modest of her musical work. I'll ask her later she's pretty busy right now with Emmett. Ewww……

Alice and Jonathon were debating on his clothes again. I don't know why he bothers we all know that he's going to surrender. I think that he just like to get her rattled.

Edward laughed in his room.

Sighing, I sarcastically asked in my mind, "Is there a reason why you're ease-dropping on a conversion with me and myself?"

He replied, "I'm bored so I thought I listen around for a little bit. You're unpredictable Jasper. Everyone thinks the same thing. Emmett's all about Rosalie, sex, and video games. Rosalie's about Emmett, herself, and the family, lately she's been thinking of your pathetic self.

How you're always depressed. Stupid really I don't understand why she bothers.

Carlisle is thinking of where to move next and some medical journals. Esme, she mostly thinks of how to make you happier and what color to paint the dining room.

Jon is thinking of Alice and when the next addition of that stupid comic comes out. Alice, little Alice, I don't even have to listen to her to figure that she is thinking about. Clothes and Jon. Jon and clothes, take your pick on the order I should say that it depends on her mood does it not?

But you would know how everyone feels Jasper."

It's like this every time I decide to confront Edward upon listening to my thoughts.

Egotistical bastard.

Everyone has something amazing about themselves Carlisle's compassion, Esme's motherly nature, Rose's beauty, Emmett's strength, Alice's foresight, Jon's tracking. All I do is manipulate and feel emotions. What kind of pathetic power is that?

Barging into my thoughts Edward replied once again, "You're right Jasper. What kind of power is that? At least our family has people that are special. Ooh Jasper can manipulate emotions call the President and name a country after your self. Or if it makes you feel better ask the historians to rewrite history in your favor. Have the Confederates win. You're useless unless it comes to a fight. Because of your past there's no doubt about your capabilities of tearing our kind is there?"

I growled in his general direction.

The guitar in my hand splintered to pieces at the pressure of my strength but I paid it no heed.

'My past is my past. One I regarded as a never ending nightmare that I shall relive for eternity. The punishment for my crimes I receive for hunting and killing innocent blood. Whether the men, women, or children that were slaughtered by my hand or not I accept my punishment for what it is. Letting it fill my mind. Feeling the pain I cause as if I were the target. Not the inflictor.

But how dare you Edward!

You know as well as everyone else that I have been seeking redemption for many years. Why do you think you're so perfect?!

I know damn well that you enjoyed your time hunting people as I did in our early lives. What makes you so different from me besides that fact that I did it longer and preyed on innocent people shouldn't make a difference. You hunted the guilty, but what's to say that the guilty did what they did for their family.

Unable to receive work and resorting to others means to care for their families. If I recall Edward you hunted those during the depression, many without jobs.'

With anger rolling out of him in waves Edward stormed into my room knocking the door off the hinges onto the floor.

Charging toward me and grabbing me by the collar of my shirt he slammed me into the wall. Snarling into my ear he said, "I did not enjoy what I did! Those fiends deserved to die the moment they crossed my path! No one could have stopped me! I was the punisher! I destroyed those that harmed others! Condemned them to an eternity in hell for there ways. I took no pleasure in destroying them!"

I felt the atmosphere change everyone halting there activities to hear our conversation. Rosalie and Emmett annoyed, no doubt. But what slashed my heart was Esme. I felt as if my lungs were lead making it difficult to take a steady breath. Within me her worry and sadness clouded around and the house.

Closing my eyes and clearing my thoughts I took a slow inhale and exhale.

Unleashing my power upon Edward I felt his arms slack and in a quick turn of events I twisted his arms and slammed him into the floor making him face me and adding quite a bit of destruction. Before speaking to him I felt the room itself taking a new feeling as if frost was covering the wall.

I paid it no heed and directly looking into his eyes I said in a cold, piercing voice, "Your words speak of one thing Edward. But your emotions tell of a different story. Just remember I can calm a room, create fear into your being. Send so much lethargy comatose is a possibility. But the greatest asset at my disposal…I can make the truth your greatest enemy. How would Carlisle and Esme feel if their cherished son were something else entirely?"

Dusting myself off, I got off the floor and walked to the door. Glancing back at Edward who still on the floor glaring at me with hate filled eyes I icily said, "Think before deciding to say something Edward. One wrong move or word and I'll have you confessing your deepest and darkest secrets before the fat lady has a chance to take a breath and sing."

Calmly and swiftly I exited my room headed towards the front door. Touching the doorknob I looked back to see the family by the staircase shifting there eyes between me and Edward who decided to grace us with his presence at my destroyed room.

Turning my gaze back to Esme the guilt settling in I said, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen it's just…well-Esme raised her hand to stop my explanation. "Stop worrying dear, you should not feel the guilt I see within your eyes." She said. Relief pouring from me I thanked her before stepping out and saying that I was going for a run. "Have fun Jasper!" Alice said. Huh? I'm just going for a run…

Confused by her words I just let wind carry me away from the house into the surrounding forest. After a few minutes of the silent running in the forest to settle my nerves I decided to jump up a few trees to a spot that I found whilst looking for privacy, a near impossible feat when living with the others.

My home away from home is a small clump of trees grown so close together to a point where you can stand on the thinnest branches and not have to bare the thought of falling. Standing amongst them I looked into midnight sky. Millions of twinkling stars shining down. How I love looking at them. No one in the family knows that I'm a stargazer except Alice and Jon. They got curious as to why I always disappeared so often thinking that I finally found a mate and Alice just missed it they followed me once…

Flashback

"I'm going out." I told Alice.

She looked up from her magazine and nodded.

I turned swiftly and left. Just before I reached my home I felt Alice and Jon's presence near me. For once curiosity overpowered the other emotions they usually express. Pushing my self further I ran past my spot in different directions hoping to loose them but persistence was there ally currently.

Knowing that I wasn't going to evade them anytime soon so I stopped my sprint suddenly, both ran passed me and charged back thinking that it was a plot to get rid of them.

"Why are you following me?" I said not really asking one but both of them at the same time. As funny at the moment was when they replied at the same time I was slightly irritated. Jon said that Alice told him to follow me with his skills and Alice said that she was curious as to why I was always leaving.

Then at the same time they said, "So…where're you going?" Without bothering to reply I started a brisk run knowing they would follow. At the base of the trees marking my home I simply said, "Here."

"Here?" Alice mimicked me. I nodded. "But…but…" Alice said.

Amusement overtook my eyes along with Jon's.

Chuckling deeply he said, "My little pixie thought that you have found a mate and was secretly seeing her. She wanted to follow you to hopefully meet her. I told her to"-He grunted. Alice jabbed him in the ribs. "Don't call me little pixie!" she pouted at him. Turning back toward her he merrily said, "But you're my little pixie." She deflated after that she fell into his chest where his arms wrapped around her.

I turned away letting them have there moment staring up into the tree covered sky. I started going toward the base of one of my trees and turned back and said, "Come." I started the brisk climb to the top, reaching there quickly I turn to see them gazing at me.

I took a deep unneeded breath and said, "This is where I go when I wish for privacy. My home away from our home, where I can gaze deeply into the sky looking at the twinkling starts without fear of judgment from those around me." I raised my hand gesturing them to turn around and look.

They turned and gasped at the sight before them. Millions of star's, colors and shapes a many. Glowing diamonds and balls of flame…a never ending abyss of night.

"Now that you see where I go…what will you do?" I asked.

Alice opened her mouth but Jon beat her to it and said, "This is your home, we imposed because of our curiosity breaking away from our control. As far as anyone knows we know nothing of this and will continue to do. We shall respect your privacy and will never impose again, right my sweet?" He said turning his steady gaze from me to Alice.

She looked into his eyes adoringly and nodded in full agreement. I released the breath I was holding and thanked them profusely. They left soon after that…

If any of the others found out I don't know what I'd do. Rose would surely think that I'm such a sap then complain to Emmett of how they don't have a special spot. Emmett will never let me see the end of it and hate me for some time for making Rose get ideas.

End Flashback

–Sigh- Glancing towards the stars again I saw my favorite ones, the white dwarfs. Only they can look so pure and innocent like my Bella.

No! Stop thinking that Jasper she is not yours. She is only hers. Not anyone else's. But then why do you claim her as yours? Great I've gone so crazy that I'm having an argument with myself. I'm just glad I'm out of that bastards range. But why did I refer to her as that?

Because you're falling in love with her idiot! Now do something about it before the vile people like Lauren and Mike do something to ruin your chance, now how I started arguing with myself I don't know but for a fact. I'm falling in love if not already in love with Isabella Swan and no one's going to stop me from getting to her.

I wonder how she is faring tonight. It's beautiful out…should I visit? Would she still be up? Course not it's the early morning she's bound to be asleep. I looked down at the ground one hundred feet or so below and jumped. Decision made.

I landed gracefully on the balls of my feet and took off running towards Bella's house following her faint scent hoping to find the correct home. After some running on my behalf I finally found it.

Scaling a tree close by I looked through a window to find my angel in a fitful sleep. She was tossing and turning mumbling things that I couldn't comprehend.

Feeling my heart tear at seeing her pain I pushed off of the tree landing next to her window. Opening it as quietly as I could I slip inside. Freesia and strawberries found its way to me. I inhaled memorizing her scent letting it cloud my thoughts. Venom pooled into my mouth and the burn increased slightly.

But I knew for a fact that I could never hurt my angel. She is the redemption that I have been searching for, for so long. The closer I got to her I was able to make out a few words such as, "Everything…fault, I'm sorry, forgive me. Please…" What is she dreaming about? I was so close to her a mere arms length away from being able to touch her face.

Would she wake?

She whimpered emotions of pain, sadness, loneliness exploded from her in shockwaves sending me to my knees. I gasped out loud. A sudden silence filled the room. I held my breath scrambling under her bed no making a sound.

The sheets ruffled for a moment before I saw two dainty feet dangle off of the side of the bed before moving towards the window. I feel like such a teenager. Glancing back I saw Mio bellissimo Angelo look out her window towards the sky.

The same stars that I glanced at before could be seen but the branches covered most of the view. She reached her hand up as if trying to touch them only to end up feeling glass. My un-beating heart broke at the sight.

Shock filled me when she quietly said, "Jasper…I don't know why but-Her voice cracked, I-I n-need you…I always feel pain but you seem to make it dim with your presence, like now. For the first time where I can see a sky filled with stars do I feel as if you're near me. Can I make a wish to the Heavens? Will they hear me? For so long just starting fifteen years now I feel pain but you've changed that…"

A strange feeling passed through me and as strange as it feels my eyes started to burn with unshed tears.

This has never happened before.

How I long to shed tears but never have I been able to feel them build behind my eyes.

Clouds suddenly build causing the ever common rain to fall. Hearing her sigh I return my gaze back to her and see her tears falling again slowing cascading down her angelic face. The rain outside and her tears bring on a fresh wave a pain making me clutch my heart.

When she cries I feel as if the Heavens are crying with her; showing the world just of how much pain she is in.

She climbs back into her bed and I hear her sniffles and whimpers. How I long to climb out and take away her pain. But what would she think of me showing up in her room during this hour.

I don't know how long I stayed more than an hour I'm sure but yet her heart did not calm, her tears did not subside, and my heart however dead it may be feels torn and shredded beyond repair. I cannot bear for her to feel this anymore so bracing myself I climbed out from under her bed.

I glance to see her facing the window her back to me. Taking a deep breath I send as much love and lethargy as I dare to her.

She gasps and her eyes shift toward the stars once again before a small almost non-existent smile graces her lips.

Her eyes begin to droop as her conscious begins drifting from awake to sleep. I walk around her bed and feeling the need to touch her I lay my hand against her cheek that was against her pillow. I felt her subconsciously lean towards it seemingly to seek comfort. "Jasper…help me…"she mumbles.

Tears once again built up and I longed to stay in her room to comfort her troubles to help fight her demons with her. But till I know that she won't run away from me I must settle to doing this. If it takes forever I will come to her side shielding her conveying my love to her. Love that I did not know I can confess nor show to another.

Detaching myself from her I'm already feeling the loss. I head towards her window one leg already outside getting soaked with the rain I glance back for the last time of this night I say letting love flow through my words, "Mio bellissimo Angelo, I will protect you and cherish you till the sands of time stop flowing…" Stepping out fully I shut the window slowly and leap from the roof.

Walking slowly towards the woods at the edge of her home I hear her voice like the wind flow through me. Her angelic "Thank you" makes my heart feel as if it beats with life. And running home I let my thought wander before sealing them up as I neared home.

Stepping through the door sopping wet I almost get scolded by Esme when Alice barges toward me saying, "How did it go? I saw you running but nothing after that. You looked so…in love." Esme gasped and ran towards me forgetting my soaked body she wrapped her arms around me and demanded to know who she was. I smile and said, "Soon, you'll know. But Alice…" I turn towards her and she gasps when she saw my eyes. Esme looked at me then and she noticed the tears. "She felt so much pain. My own heart ripped at the sight. She needs me as much as I need her."

Closing my eyes and saying with all the love I felt for her I told them that I needed there support. Alice immediately agreed along with Esme. I thanked them and silently walked to my room to take a shower. I let the boiling water cascade down upon me not really feeling the heat but just enjoying the sensation of something flowing through my grasp.

That was always something strange that I felt.

The cold is a part of me I felt a connection of a sort with it but not with the heat. No one in the family knows of what I speak of. Especially Edward I dared not tell for I'm already a freak enough. Technically our kind can't feel the change in temperature but I felt the subtle difference of cold.

Take earlier for instance the subtle change of the atmosphere that is the strange thing any cold emotions that I have. Not the joyous one but things that are negative the room I'm in changes. Edward surprisingly didn't notice the change for which I'm glad.

My power grew over time to a point where the area grows colder, frost covers objects, water is frozen, temperature drops. I'm thinking that if I practice my power more if I'll be able to wrap my negative emotions around me to create a more physical approach to things. The moment the negativity disappears the cold leaves as if fast forwarded to its original temperature.

For heat nothing.

Shutting off the water I climb out and dry off. I kept thinking of the lyrics from Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls, how the words seemed to fit me and my Bella. I dressed in casual clothes and stepped towards my CD player and played that song. I went towards my bed and lied down. Everyone was curious as to why I had one but I enjoyed to feeling of stretching out and relaxing. A couch just doesn't work for me. I let the words drift from the speakers at a low volume.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later its over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd
Understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you cant fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd
Understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Bella's POV

During my sleep filled haze I felt a cold object caress my face it felt so much better than the usual heat I felt. I leaned closer seeking its comfort but all too soon it left. Feeling the loss I struggled to alertness. Failing miserably the last thing I remembered was…

"Mio bellissimo Angelo, I will protect you and cherish you till the sands of time stop flowing…"

And with my last ounce of strength I whispered, "Thank you…" before drifting off to most peaceful sleep that I've ever felt in my life.

"Bells?" A gruff voice asked. In a sleep filled haze I turned toward the door seeing Charlie's head poking out. Seeing my gaze he said, "Hey kiddo, you need to get ready for school it's already six-forty. What are you still doing in bed?"

Huh? But my alarm didn't go off…did it? I glanced at it seeing the red numbers glowing back at me. Crap! I scrambled out of bed landing on the floor in a heap of arms, legs, and bed sheets before jumping up and running into the bathroom to get ready for school. I heard Charlie chuckling as I brushed my up I ran back into my thankfully not tripping and got dressed for school.

Not even pausing to wave I took off toward the garage and into the Scaglietti driving like a mad woman to Angela's house. When I arrived it was only seven. School didn't start until eight so I was extremely glad. I always came early to school but since I'm helping Angela out I feel like I should come earlier so as to not make her wait. Letting my thoughts drift I kept thinking of last night.

What woke me up?

The stars were so beautiful, how I wish to be able to touch them, but what of that voice.

What does Mio bellissimo Angelo mean?

Was it all just in my head? I was knocked out of my inquisition by a surprised Angela tapping my window.

"What are you doing here Bella?" She said. I gave her an incredulous look and said, "Broken car, promised to give you ride till it was fixed…remember?"

"Oh…thank you but you didn't have to. I'm perfectly capable of walking." She gushed out.

I waved her off and told her to hop in. She walked around and sat inside. After buckling in I turned around and headed towards school. The ride was silent but a comfortable one. We arrived around seven-fifteen so the lot was partially full.

Mike and his friends were there already here and by Tyler's van hanging around laughing. I parked furthest from them once again by Jasper's Jag though he was no where to be seen. Angela got out after I cut the engine and thanked me profusely again but I just waved it off telling her that I'd see her later.

I leaned back in my seat closing my eyes all thoughts of school forgotten.

Still thinking of those words and there meaning I was once knocked of my state by a pale hand tapping the glass. Feeling irritated I turned towards them ready to turn a glare on them but all thoughts evaporated when I saw who was on the other side of the glass.

Connected to that ghostly hand was none other than Jasper Hale.

"Coming out anytime soon?" his muffled voice conveyed. His golden eyes filled with amusement as I nodded but made no motion to open the door. He chuckled before grabbing the handle and opening my door for me.

Holding a hand out, he said, "Ma'am." A slight southern drawl could be heard from his voice and unbuckling my seatbelt I placed my hand in his and was gently pulled out. In his other arm were my books and bag.

When did he grab those?

The door closed and the lock clicked.

Huh? Jasper must have noticed my face for all he did was held up my keys to my face.

Oh…clever man.

Still holding my hand within his he gestured toward the buildings and shyly said, "Shall we?" Giving him a gentle squeeze I smiled and replied, "We shall." At that we started walking to my class.

So either Jasper has a class nearby and is just tagging along which is most likely or he's escorting me there. I prefer possibility number two. Curiosity barging through again I asked him, "Do you um…know any foreign languages?" Glancing from our intertwined hands to my eyes he replied, "Um…yes, I do. Why?" With my familiar blush creeping along my cheeks I nervously asked, "Well…is there a chance that you know what Mio bellissimo Angelo means?"

Jasper's POV

…She heard me? I shifted my eyes away suddenly too nervous to look at her. Glancing at my surroundings before returning my gaze back to her, she looks so nervous with my help no doubt I cleared my throat and said, "Um…yeah, it eh…means My Beautiful Angel in Italian…"

Bella's POV

My…Beautiful…Angel…

Okay now I know for a fact that I didn't think that up for I know that I am no angel. I'm nothing but a thing causing hurt and pain to those around me. But then where could I have heard those words. My mind must be playing tricks on me.

We arrived to my first class and shifting my eyes back to his I said, "Thank you for telling me what that means. I'll see you later?" Well of course you're going to see him later you have history together!

My blush came back full force.

And looking away I started heading inside the classroom. Without realizing I was still holding Jasper's hand so I stumbled and fell back into his chest. "Oomph." I puffed out. "You forgot your things Bella. And of course you'll see me later. May I have lunch with you again?" He chuckled.

Blushing ten shades darker I simple nodded and reached for my things. As my hand grazed his I felt a pulsing heat shock through me, as if being electrocuted while I gasped the strap to my bag.

I didn't pull away. I simply looked. I fixed my gaze into his eyes and knew too that he felt the same thing. We started leaning in towards each other, centimeters apart when the warning bell went off signaling that we had a minute to get to class. We jumped back from each other eyes wide, mouth opened in shock.

Talk about being saved by the bell. Get a grip Bella! What were you thinking?!

"…I'll see you later." He said before turning and walking away.

"Please join us for class Miss Swan." My teacher exclaimed. Oh yeah school that's where I'm at. Embarrassed I stumbled to my seat in the corner of the room pulling out my sheet music. First period is my music class. We hardly do anything, we just study music theory and create our own compositions and perform them in front of the entire school.

Thankfully the performing is optional.

The song that I'm writing is incomplete. So many things are missing and the fact that I need several different instruments to play it just makes the task all the more harder.

Only the beginning lyrics are completed and some basic guitar tabs.

I grab a guitar off one of the stands closest to me and silently play singing what little lyrics I have in my head.

Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky
And then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around, so open and exposed
But I found strength in the struggle
Face to face with my trouble

When you're broken in a million little pieces
And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believing in yourself
When you're broken

I stopped playing simply replaying the lyrics over and over again. How could I write something like this, yet can't follow through my own words. And if I can just finish it and have people willingly perform it.

-Sigh- Why am I always such a failure?

Jasper's POV

Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!

"Finally deciding to grace us with your presence Mr. Hale?" The Mathenator said.

That's right, the Mathenator. Some wonder how he married, he shows more dedication for the "numerical arts" than to his own marriage. Throwing waves of compassion toward him I said, "I'm sorry sir. It won't happen again."

"Not a problem my boy we are simply studying the wonderful equations of Trigonometry. Come my boy get a move on you mustn't diddy dally the math's wait on no one you must keep pace to understand its true beauty." He said.

…Um…that was too much compassion. Help me!

Emmett POV

Punk! You lookin' at my wife's chest?!

Why I bet you wouldn't after-"Emmett pay attention!" Rose hissed at me while I pouted at her saying, "Yes Rosie." She rolled her eyes at me and just went back to looking at the lecturing teacher. Crossing my arms I glared at the boy who kept looking at her. Newton I think his name is. He shrank back clutching the clipboard in his hands.

Stupid office aid!

I uncrossed my arms and cracked them making sure our eyes made contact. He audibly gulped and scampered away after taking care of whatever ca-bookie he needed to do. "That's my Big-bear." Rose whispered to me. My smile broke through making my dimples show causing Rose to poke one. "But next time Big-bear don't growl so loud people were started to look" She said. "Yes Rosie." I grinned at her.

She nodded and resumed attention to the front. Leaning toward the desk with one arm under my chin I only thought two things.

'Damn, that was such a turn on. Me like when Rose is demanding.' And…

'Awe shit I'm whipped!'

Fourth Period

Bella's POV

Get a grip Bella it's not going to be awkward just take deep breaths. In, Out, In, Out. That's it. Shoot! There's Jasper!

Jasper's POV Think calm, think positive. Deep unneeded breaths, that's all there is to it. Nothing awkward at-…There's Bella!

Both POV …Totally awkward…

Mike's POV

You might be unpopular and a freak but you will be mine Isabella! You so want me I can tell…Ooh look there's picture of a fish! Looks just like Dory!

Just keep swimming
Just keep swimming
Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming
What do we do, we swim, swim…

Jasper's POV "Hey Bella…" I said looking up and giving her a small smile.

She returned it and waved.

I glanced back down on my paper at the lyrics that Rose helped me conjure up. They didn't sound right with my guitar so we took over Edward's piano and her violin and started messing around. We got some things figured but we are far from finished.

Inspiration was like the ocean…at times they are on the high allowing you to touch it from a distance. Other times they are low where your reach just can't grasp it. I put the paper away just as Bella sat down reciting the lack of lyrics in my head.

Don't Give Up
It's Just The Weight Of The World
When Your Heart's Heavy
I...I Will Lift It For You

Don't Give Up
Because You Want To Be Heard
If Silence Keeps You
I...I Will Break It For You

Everybody Wants To Be Understood
Well I Can Hear You
Everybody Wants To Be Loved
Don't Give Up
Because You, Are, Loved

I'm shocked that we came up with this together. After much contemplating and debating with Rose I've grown to accept the fact that I have fallen deeply in love with Isabella Swan. I felt so alien to this that I felt dumber than Emmett for a moment. I've embraced this new found emotion sinking into its dept letting it overwhelm my senses to a point of Heavenly bliss."…Jasper?" Bella called out to me.

"Yes Darlin' ?" I replied.

She blushed causing her delicious blood to pool around her cheeks. Venom pooled into my mouth forcing me to remember to hunt tonight before she comes over to meet everyone. Swallowing it I noticed that we were alone.

"It's um lunch right now." She said.

Oh that was fast. I quickly gathered my things and headed toward the door Bella following closely behind. Reaching towards it I opened it and mocked bowed and looking toward her I said, "After you Ma'am."

A beautiful sound filled my ears. My Angel was laughing and I caused it! Walking through she said, "Why thank you kind sir."I'm laughing. This feels…good…

Bella's POV

Jasper's POV

For once I don't feel like a monster. Oh Bella you have no idea what you do to me. You anchor me to humanity. You truly are an Angel sent from Heaven. Don't leave me, please. I need you…

Oh how I wish to say this to you but I'll wait for you I'll wait forever. If only you had that long…

"Do you need to go to your locker?" I asked instead.

She just nodded and started to walk away looking at me the entire time. Not wanting to have her out of my sight I quickly caught up to her and followed easing into a comfortable silence.

Usually going at a human speed bothered because of how slow they walked but it was comforting with Bella.

We reached her locker quickly and I found that her locker was just exactly six spaces away from mine. Telling her I'd be back I walked away feeling her gaze on my back. I stopped in front of my locker and giving her a cheeky grin I dialed the combination and empty my hand of its contents. Closing it I saw Bella playfully roll her eyes before shutting her locker.

I couldn't take it I busted out in laughter.

Seeing her confused expression I just pointed to her books, the very books that included her next class and the history books of our last class. Blushing furiously a color I didn't know possible she turned back to her locker before re-entering her combination, fourteen-zero-ten. Still laughing at her little moment I walked up behind her and helped her put the correct books away. Keeping the ones she needed in my arm.

Shutting her locker she turned landing straight into my chest. So warm…how do we keep ending up in these situations? Stepping back I took initiative by grabbing her shoulders to steady her we I asked, "To lunch?"

Still blushing she nodded and we took off toward the cafeteria. Our hands kept brushing each other as they swung back and forth. I'm just happy her books are in my hand. Sparks were flying each time our hands swept past each others.

Bella's POV

'Just do it Bella! Come on be bold for once feel humiliated later.'

All right, all right geez.

'That's its Bella. Just do it!!'

Fine!

I'm going crazy I can't believe I'm arguing with myself. But I should be bold, just once. Whatever side my brain that argued with me is right. Just once I'll be bold.

'Damn straight I'm right!'

Yup I've gone mad!

'No argument there…'

Glancing down at my hand swinging back and forth I became bold and grasp his hand. 'Kay humiliation you can settle in now. Hotel Bella has vacancy. Looking into Jasper's eyes I saw them shine before he gripped my hand tighter. Actually humiliation there's no vacancy. Thank you come again.

The moment we stepped into the cafeteria everyone stopped eating and looked at us with shock clearly on there faces.

Remember Bella, bold. Take initiative. I guided Jasper toward the lunch line trying to ignore the piercing eyes of the other students. Angela had a wide smile on her face while she yanked out a piece of paper and scribbled a "GO BELLA!" in big shiny highlighter purple. I blushed but continued on toward the ever moving slow line.

I reached for a tray but Jasper beat me to it asking for what I would like.

I shrugged and squeaked out, "Something healthy." Turning back he reached toward the fruit section and grabbed two fruit salads heading toward the drinks he turned confused.

I laughed at his face, he looked so adorable. At the sound of my laugh his gaze returned to me. His eyes seemed a bit dazed, shaking his head he asked, "Which one Darlin'?"

God I love his accent. I never knew he had a southern twang well that explains earlier. It's so sweet and romantic. He looked confused and started to wave his hand in my face. Wow, he smells amazing I could get lost. And I wouldn't mind not being found but I returned to reality with a slight pain in my arm.

I got out a dazed "Ow." Stupid Jag Charmer why'd you have to pinch me? Glaring at Jasper yanked two waters out of the ice bin they were held in and set them gently on the tray before heading toward the register. The lunch lady looked shocked at us as well and I tried not looking into her eyes and silently got out my wallet. Before I had a chance to even get money out a pale hand with a ten dollar bill flew by.

"Keep the change." he said.

I opened my mouth to protest but he just gave me a pair of sad puppy dog eyes and my will crumbled to dust. Now how can I argue with that look? Curse my lack of backbone and will to fight the eyes! Heaving a deep sigh I put my wallet back into my pocket. Jasper grinned and guided me outside leaving the tray but wrapping the drinks in his arms and stacking the salads balanced in his hand.

On the way there I heard Lauren mutter none too quietly to Jessica, "How the hell did that bitch get him?! He's supposed to be mine! That freak just has his pity that's all. She's so pathetic!"

Was all he felt pity? God I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'd fallen in love with him. I should have never agreed to have lunch with him yesterday. Let me sink back into the shadows. Let my depression cocoon me again when I thought I was breaking free.

"Don't listen to her Bella. It's not out of pity and don't feel pathetic. Don't let that depression get you either, I'm here for you. Let me be your anchor. No matter how corny I sound I'm being honest." Jasper quietly whispered to me.

What did I do to deserve you Jasper? All I've ever done was cause pain. And how did you know what I was feeling.

I let him lead us to our spot and away from the prying eyes of our peers. Tears glistened unshed for I wouldn't let them. Turning to Jasper I had to vent my sorrows and he was my target.

In a quiet yet strong voice I said, "For too many years have I shed tears, for too many years I cried myself to sleep hoping for a release, for so long I've been carrying the weight of my sorrows upon my shoulders and when I met you, I felt free.

I need you but all that have ever met me have ended up hurt.

The accident I told you about, that wasn't an accident…It's my fault my mother and step-father were killed.

I wasn't the driver but I might as well have been. If I didn't make the stupid choice of wanting to go the park none of this would have happened. They would still be alive and happy.

So Jasper do you still want to hang out with the freak? The murderer? The Monster?"

Jasper's POV

My heart broke at her words.

My Bella you are an Angel.

You haven't seen a true murderer till you find out of my past. She turned from me facing the surrounding forest. Emotions of self-hate and loathing leaked from her. Drowning in her sorrows I fought to reach the surface. Setting our belongings to the floor I grabbed her and spun her around crashing my body into hers. I let the emotions I felt for her flow through me seeping into her.

She gasped before sobs escaped her. She was fighting to control herself while I just cooed relaxing words to her.

In a strong yet emotional voice I stated, "Angel, you are far from a murderer. You clearly don't see yourself the way I see you. The person who killed your parents is at fault not your own. You are not a monster. Monsters are unable to feel emotions beyond hate and anger. Angel all this time you carry the weight of troubles. Let me in."

Taking an unneeded breath I confessed my desire to her.

"For so long I've wanted someone in my life, to be able to hold me when my past was too much for me to bear. When I first saw you I felt alive, for the first time I felt as if I could exist again, you've made me whole. You comforted me even if you didn't realize it.

Let me help you lift the weight off your shoulders, let me free the grief that consumes your soul. Let me help you the way you've helped me." Trailing my hand to her chin I lifted her head up gently looking into her chocolate orbs before I continued my confession.

"Isabella Marie Swan, words cannot express how I feel about you. Though it's only been one day you, Angel, have captured my heart and soul. From the brightest star untouched…I love you."

Bella's POV

"…I love you."

I gasped. The slowing flow of tears returned full force but instead of the current of pain they were of happiness.

I was in love and given love.

I've never thought of the possibility of being loved. Friends and family were never enough for me. I felt incomplete, like a portion of my life was empty. Returning to his loved coated eyes I replied, "I'd never thought this would happen. I feel whole again. You brought me back Jasper…and I loved you too.

More than I've ever loved a person. Not even my father can hold par to you."

When I returned his love a smile broke through my face and I started to lean upwards while he leaned down. Like a repeat of history our lips were centimeters apart but no bell was stopping us this time.

Agonizingly slow our lips finally touched. The burst of electricity flowed out of us, enveloping us is a blanket of love and exploding outward toward the surrounding forest.

Ending the kiss all I saw was love in his eyes while I gasped out breathlessly, "Wow."

Jasper chuckled and nodded in agreement before settling us down on the forest floor with me in his lap.

With one hand around my waist he reached one of the fruit salads lying useless on the tray from the cafeteria. Popping it open he handed me a fork and simply held it out in front of me. Nestled in his strong arms I ate contently even with his gaze on me.

After a few minutes he looked away. Unable to feel his gaze anymore I turned curiously toward him asking him what was wrong. Looking back at me I saw sadness and regret in his eyes.

Oh God what did I do? Thousands of other questions and thoughts flew through my head but my main one was, 'What did I do wrong?' Taking my unfinished lunch and settling it back on the tray he took hold of my hands stopping there shaking before saying, "Angel I haven't been completely honest with you. I have a secret that no one is supposed to know about, a secret that could kill you if you knew."

I moved to interrupt but a look in his eyes told me to wait. They were pleading for me to understand so I just nodded for him to continue while my fear and rejection grew to new levels.

Continuing on he said, "Me and my family, we're…vampires…"

I gasped again. That's all this was about. He wasn't rejecting me? Thank Karma and all other spiritual things out there! I smile and he just looked at me as if I was crazy. Kissing his lips again I said, "I already knew Jasper."

His gaze changed to one of shock before incredulous. In a bewildered voice he asked, "You knew yet you're here with me. I'm dangerous monster and can hurt you. Why?"

Relaxing into his touch I spoke softly, "If you wanted to hurt me you would have ignored me like half of this school or actually hurt me like your brother almost did. You consider yourself a dangerous monster yet I clearly heard you say that monster's feel nothing but anger and hatred. If you are what you claim yourself then why are we here? Why are you comforting me, showing your love for me, being with me? I don't care what you are. Why should you care when I don't?

During my little speech Jasper stayed silent letting me speak my mind before saying, "You Angel are the most understanding and accepting woman I've ever met. I guess because of my past do I truly think I'm a monster. For as long as I exist I will regret what I have done." His eyes held such heartbreak and guilt that even I felt it in the atmosphere.

"Do you want to talk about it? It helps when you do immensely" I gently said.

He looked once more at me before the bell rang. Angrily I looked toward the school and growled out, "One day you and I are going to have a full conversation at school without the interference of bells! And I swear one day I'll sneak in and dismantle each and every single one!"

He openly laughed at my little rant and I too had to smile for I truly did sound mad. "Darlin' wait for another time and my past…to sum it up I used to fight for an army. My reward for deeds done was that I was aloud to feed on fresh humans. All ages; man and woman." He looked away from me standing us up and cleaning up my unfinished lunch. While do so I explained to him what he explained to me of monsters. I told him that monsters lived with no regret or guilt and accepted what did but that he was different for wanting to be free, to live a better life.

During my explanation we headed back to school toward our classes. About to head opposite ways I reminded him of what we said and ready to turn and leave Jasper quickly kissed my cheek saying, "Thank you. I'll see you later and I can't wait for you to my parents." Gratitude and excitement laced his voice.

With that we went our separate ways toward our different classes. Just as I reached to door to mine everyone turned to look at me. Blushing I hurried toward me seat surprisingly not tripping.

When I sat a huge shadow stopped in front of me and looking up Mike Newton stood before with a stupid grin upon his face. Why? Why?! My day was going to well, perfect even but no Mike has to show up! He's so annoying! Always trying to touch me and feel me up.

No wonder Charlie thinks I was born middle aged and getting older. Mike being in proximity with me just speeds up the process!

With a loud egotistic voice Mike said, "Yo Isabella Babe! What's with you and what's-his-face Sasper I thought it was you and me babe!"

Why do you hate me God?

Turning to him ready to tell him off I venomously said, "First of all Mike-I said like poison on my tongue-his name is Jasper and there was never you and me Mike. I don't know where you got the idea but- I was cut off by his stupid laugh, "Don't kid girl. I know you want me I knew you were playing hard to get before but wow pushing it up a level, dang girl that's such a turn on!" As he was saying this he started to lean closer to me his putrid breath bursting my bubble and killing any and all living plants within smelling distance of him.

Leaning farther back I resisted the urge to slap him by telling him to go away.

Laughing a high pitched sound he walked toward his desk. All through the class period I felt his eyes bore into my body. Not at the back of my eye nope more towards my butt. When the bell finally rang I quickly got my things and hurried toward the door.

Sadly I wasn't fast enough because just as I got to the closed door I felt a slap on my butt. That's it that was the last straw spinning around surprising graceful I hurled my arm back and socked Mike who before had a cheesy grin on and a hand close to my butt was now lying on the floor in a heap. The entire class looked at the spectacle even the teacher was watching; she wasn't even bothering to stop the fight.

Turning back to his seeing him clutching his jaw tears of pain in his eyes I screeched, "What the hell is wrong with you?! What gives you the right to slap my ass?!" I screamed more adding things that would make a sailor cry while he didn't say anything he just stayed crumbled on the floor. His silence fueling my anger I screeched, "What, no answer?! Not so tough now are you Mike, where did the cocky you go?! Did he run out the building the moment you fell to the floor whimpering like a baby?! Answer me!"

He started to shake his head and still whimpering he started to get up.

Rubbing his jaw he stupidly asked, "How did you knock me down? You're just a girl."

That set me off again and half the girls in the class because in those next few moments "Idiot and He's gonna get it now's" flew around the room and precisely after, multiple slaps were heard in the classroom.

A very red faced Mike landed on the floor again while the teacher called for attention.

Even though she looked unfazed by the action you could clearly see that she was angry. She wrote everyone late passes except for Mike who grumbled about it the entire time leaving. I held mine but stayed where I was standing. Curious as to why I was still there she asked me why I wasn't heading to class.

I simply said, "I caused a fight and deserved to be punished."

She replied by saying, "Miss Swan you are an exceptional student and ever since a few days ago I'm starting to see a new you. You're breaking out of the shell that was once wrapped around you. I glad to see that you are staring to stand up for yourself.

I'm proud of you Isabella. And though I should report the ruckus that just happened I believe that Mr. Newton had it coming to him.

Now hurry along and I won't say anything if you don't."

I smile at her and heading toward the door I then turned back my hand on the handle and said, "Please call me Bella." She nodded smiling herself before she said, "I was curious as to why you let everyone call you Isabella, your father called you Bella during back to school nights and such previous years from what I heard. Not only that but he also said you hated Isabella thinking it too formal. I want to thank you for allowing me to get to know the real you…well at least some of it. And I'll call you Bella as long you continue on this path. I want to see the real you by the end of the year."

I shyly nodded before leaving and heading toward my locker and getting my things for my last class.

Fast Forward 51 Minutes

Finally I'm free for the weekend!

Walking slowly out of class trying to ignore the whispers I bumped into a freezing wall. Looking up I saw Jasper smiling down at me. Kissing me quickly he said, "So I heard you had an interesting fifth period today. Care to tell me what happened?"

I groaned and mumbled, "Not you too." Chuckling he grasped my face and said, "Bella, I'm so proud of you for standing up for yourself but I could hear you from my class. Really Darlin' if Emmett saw you he'd be high fiving you. Never before did I know Angels could curse like that. The entire school's talking about it. But what happened to cause that?"

With a deep sigh I explained what happened. Looking into his eyes they got darker and darker till they were as black as midnight reaching my hands up I tried to calm him down till the topaz returned though they were darker and had a deeper black outline than before he got calm.

Trying to calm him further I said, "I only embrace the sailor in me when I'm mad Jasper and half the girls kicked his butt in class remember? Not even the teacher stopped me."

That brought a smile back to his face.

Good mission accomplished.

"Now how about we head toward the parking lot I need to drop Angela home and let your sister torture me before meeting everyone." At his curious glance I told him that Alice was helping me get ready. The curiosity cleared from his eyes and a deep laugh escaped him after his laughing fit he gasped out, "You my Angel are either very brave or very trusting."

Not caring about the last I focused on the beginning and said, "Your Angel?" Face suddenly nervous he just nodded. Another smile breaking through I replied, "Yours. Mine?"

"Forever…" He vowed. We kissed again lingering this time not going further just enjoying the bliss of something so simple and pure.

Breaking the kiss we headed toward the parking lot hand in hand, the moment the students saw us jaws dropped at our intertwined hands before claps coming from Angela broke the frozen group. Applause broke out throughout the school cat calls from the guys and nods from the girls. I stood shocked and amazed for a moment before gesturing toward Angela then my car. She got the hint and started heading toward the parking lot.

In my hurry to leave I started to drag Jasper. He easily caught up to me and together we started toward our cars. His family had already left. Finally there he hugged me close and whispered in my ear, "I'll see you later." Letting go he walked around to his car door and stepped in all the while looking at me. Pulling out slowly like yesterday he kept looking at me before speeding off. Letting another smile come through I turned to see Angela smiling widely at me.

Rolling my eyes I unlocked to doors and once situated I barely got my seatbelt on before Angela squealed out, "Spill!" Laughing out loud I backed out and started to explain things leaving out the vampire and confessing our secrets like things. She couldn't stop awing and when I finished my story she happily said, "He's changed you. Remind me to thank him when I officially meet him."

I just shook my head and continued on to her house. Finally there she skipped out of my car and happily headed toward the door waving as she past. Turning around I headed home to find an expensive looking Porsche parked where Charlie usually parked. Getting out I barely had time to brace myself before a bubbly pixie slammed into me.

"OMGee Bella what took you so long?! I've been waiting forever for you!" Alice squealed out.

I chuckled out and before I had a chance to tell her she interrupted me saying, "Never mind don't answer. Now hurry up we don't have forever. Go unlock the door we have work to do!" All the while talking she was shoving me toward my front door. I barely got the lock turned before I was being pushed upstairs to get ready for my visit. Setting me down in my bathroom she turned around and miraculously a curling iron and other torture instruments appeared in her hands.

I felt my heart start to race and fear pulse through my veins.

I barely got out a gasp before I was attacked. I shut my eyes waiting for the horrors to end and thankfully one torturous hour later my hair and face were deemed ready. Turning toward the mirror I peaked out and gasped at what I saw. Before me stood a girl with beautiful dark brown waves cascading down her back, make-up was elegantly shadowed around her eyes and gloss painted her lips.

To put it simple this girl looked beautiful and turning to Alice I asked, "Alice who's that?"

She laughed her twinkling laugh and giggled out, "You silly. Who'd you think it was?" I gasped and turned back to my reflection saying, "No it's not. That girl is beautiful. I'm nothing but ugly." Alice suddenly turned to me, with slight anger in her eyes she said, "Yes it is you Bella. You're beautiful and don't for one moment think otherwise. Now stop that nonsense and let's go see your closet!" Her tone returned to the happy and excited one as before.

Anger definitely doesn't suit her I prefer the happier version.

Before I reached my room a loud scream permitted the house. Afraid of what happened I ran the rest of the way into my knocking into the walls in my hurry. When I reached my destination I saw a shock Alice standing in front of my closet seemingly paralyzed. I cautiously walked toward her and tapped her shoulder and called out. Whirling around to face me she stammered out, "Where…are…" She couldn't finish her sentence so she started to gesture wildly toward my closet.

"The clothes?" I finished for her. She nodded and started to gesture even more. I just shrugged and said, "That's all I have what's wrong with them?" Taking a deep breath she said, "But…but…so little and T-shirts and Jeans don't count as proper things to wear Bella. Where are the things we bought together?"

Ah those I opened a drawer and pulled out the three bags with the clothes and other accessories which still had the tags still on. Alice just gaped at me before grabbing the dark blue blouse and black mid thigh skirt out and tossing them towards me. I glared at her but went back toward the bathroom knowing arguing was pointless. Putting them on I headed back only to be handed a pair of death traps. Two-inch blue heels…

I shook my head and told her that I couldn't wear them that I'd fall and kill myself before I even set foot outside my room. My backbone came back with a force arguing with Alice for a good ten minutes before she used the Jasper card.

Evil pixie!

I became putty when I heard what she said. And sitting on my bed I put the suicide heels on. Chanting this is for Jasperin my head continuously. Alice clapped and bounced proclaiming me ready. What? No Jacket? Reading my mind probably she said, "Jasper's a gentleman if you get cold he'll give you his jacket."

The doorbell rang and I went to check who it was. Standing there was Jasper dressed in a dark blue button up tucked into black jeans and simple dress shoes. He had a black coat that ended around the top of his knees wrapped around him as well. The moment he saw me his jaw dropped slightly and grasping my hand gently he bowed and kissed it saying, "Angel, you look beautiful." I blushed causing him to smile.

Alice broke the moment by announcing that we should go that and I quote, "Correction Bella he'll give you his coat". At that she ran toward her car and sped off. Surprisingly it wasn't raining and grasping his arm he guided me toward his car opening the door and bowing he said, "Ma'am." I just smiled and blushed gently shutting it he got to the other side before I could blink. He set off at an amazing speed and my eyes widened out with fear. As if sensing it he asked me what was wrong. I stuttered out speed and recognition passed through his eyes so that from the one-hundred and ten miles we slow gradually toward forty.

"Better?" He asked. I just nodded and thanked him. I then asked him, "How did you know that I was afraid of your speed?" He then explained the vampire with extra abilities thing and I was awed at my Jasper but a little horrified at Edward. Having someone hearing your thoughts was little disturbing to me. Seeing my horror Jasper soothed me by saying, "I don't believe Edward can hear you. I heard him talking to Carlisle about not being able to get a thought from you." I became relieved but then I remembered last night and asked, "Did you ever come into my room before?" He turned his attention to me slowing the car down to a complete stop before replying, "Yes, last night." I continued on my interrogation and he replied honestly to all my questions.

My final one was, "Will you protect me and cherish me till the sands of time stop flowing?" Embarrassed by quoting him I felt my blush return but kept my eyes steady to his gaze. With love and conviction in his voice he replied, "Till they stop and beyond."

Remember one my favorite quote from the movie Click I asked him, "Will you still love me tomorrow?" Recalling the quote I saw amusement in his eyes but love flowed from his words, "Forever and ever Babe." Grasping my hand we took off once again to his house. After an hour or so because of our speed we arrived and I gasped at its beauty. A large Victorian house graced the surrounding forest. Wow…

I just gaped at its beauty while Jasper calmly walked out and held the door open for me. Still gaping Jasper chuckled out, "It's just a house Bella." I breathed out, "But it's so pretty." Laughing some more he guided me to the front door and opened it. Thinking that the outside was beautiful the inside was simply exquisite. Alice ran down the stairs demanding to know what took us so long. Next down the stairs was the most beautiful person that I ever saw. From I recall Angela saying she was Rosalie and she smiled widely and said, "Hi Bella. Welcome to our home."

I just blushed and thanked her when a massive man hurled through some other room and lifted me up into his arms and crushing me into a bear hug and screaming into my ear, "Hi Bella! Will you play video games with me?! Can I call you Belly-boo-boo?! Can I?! Can I?! Can I?!"

Trying to stop the room from spinning and to regain my hearing I squeaked out a sure. And I heard three whacks and a loud, "Ow!" After being able to see straight and hear correctly I heard Jasper, Alice, and Rosalie yelling at…Emmett I guess his name is for being so rude to me. I laughed and said, "Guys, if that's how he acts let him be like that. How will I get to know you all if you act differently around me?" I was once again swept into Emmett's massive arms and him saying, "You're the greatest and bestess Belly-boo-boo. See she understands me! You guys are just a bunch of party-pooper's spoiling my fun." Adding to the hilarity he stuck out his tongue like a five year old. Everyone started laughing at his antics making me feel more comfortable and at home not to mention happier each second.

An angry, "What's going on here?" broke the laughter that enshrouded the room. Looking up the stairs I saw Edward glancing down with hate filled eyes at the room. When his gaze landed on me I swear that he growled. His eyes darkened and he clenched his fists before stalking off to his room.

"Asshole…" Somebody muttered.

Tears once again welled up into my eyes and poured down. I asked more to myself than everybody else, "Why does he hate me so much?"

I was wrapped up in a new pair of arms and I looked up to see Rosalie holding me. I hesitated for a moment before wrapping my arms around her and burying my face into her neck. I was guided to what seemed to be a couch while Rosalie rubbed soothing circles on my back and whispered calming words. I felt emotionally drained suddenly. Any more surprises or emotional happenings would surely send me over the edge.

Somewhere in the distance a door opened and paper bags were ruffled. Light steps were heard before an, "Oh my!" was called out. I looked up to find…Esme. I quietly gasped out, "Mommy." Before darkness engulfed my vision and the feeling of falling settled into my mind.

Esme POV

Goodness this food smells terrible. But I hope that Bella likes chicken. Now what else does this book say…

I finally finished the book as I grabbed the groceries from the back of the car.

Heading inside I settled the groceries in our unused kitchen before heading toward the dining room. I gasped out an, "Oh my!" Before me were my children Jasper, Alice, Emmett, and Rosalie. In Rose's arms was a beautiful girl crying. Oh dear what happened. She looked up and I immediately recognized her. Isabella was here. My beautiful daughter all grown up. She gasped out, "Mommy." Before fainting and I ran to her holding her to my chest heaving dry sobs muttering, "My daughter." over and over. I rocked her gently in my arms ignoring everyone's curiosity.

Jasper's POV

Angel! Oh God what happened?! This is my entire fault! Oh God Bella please be alright I need you Darlin'! Wait…

Alice's POV

OMGee!!! I did not see that happening! How did I not see that happening?! Wait…

Rosalie's POV

What's wrong? What's wrong?! Please be okay Bella! Wait…

Emmett's POV

Oh snap, crackle, and pop! Hold a ka-winkie-dink did Belly-boo-boo and Esme say…

Edward's POV

God I can't believe she's here I thought for sure I scared her off. Curses I'll just have to try harder. Hmm that is a good idea or that one…

Everyone's POV (Minus Esme and Edward)

Mommy?! Daughter?!

Emmett's POV

WTF!!!! 0_o

Ha ha ha ha I think I really pushed it I just typed the extra POV's for fun should I not have?

Did I move Bella and Jasper too fast? If I did I may edit and just redo chapter 6. TELL TELL!!!

Holy crap!!!! How the heck did I write that much?! Oh my gosh………wow……….I might have pushed it a little….

Good God I'm so corny and such a sap but hey that's me!!!

I have no doubt that you guys know what song Bella is making. I found it recently and tears poured from my eyes. No joke.

I should write the song down and give credit to the incredible artists but then that like totally ruins the chapter if you Google the songs…so um…said artists gets all credit and well me just borrowing it. And if you already know the songs then good for you, virtual cookie for everyone!!!

Song-Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls

I know Italian is really close to the book but it just sounds so pretty in my head. And that sounded really crazy… I was a little hot chocolate high. ^-^

I didn't intend to insult anyone on the history bit and if I did I'm sorry.But well I know war's a touchy subject. Or that's just me but hey I'm just going with the flow. If I post a chapter it's usually right after I go over it. I don't have a Beta so it's all me.

I'm only 15 so cut me some slack peoples! That's right I said peoples! It is summer let me not use my brain so much. HA HA HA!