Not A Decoy

Chapter Eight

Explanations, Hidden Motives, and a Gentle Kiss

Like holy hell I'm fricken alive! Sorry this update took but my computor caught a virus and everything got deleted including this chapter so I had to rewrite everything which really sucks.

Well this one is longer than most so enjoy.

I will continue my stories, but be patience about it cause I have three other stories I'm working on on a different website.



I stared at Tamaki his expression heartbroken and betrayed. Briefly did my eyes meet Kyouya's which were wishing me dead. I bite my lip as I turned to look at James. He must have noticed the tension for he wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. My heart shattered at the look Tamaki gave when he say this.

"I think we need to talk Tamaki." I spoke trying to keep my voice strong, when inside I wanted to run and hide. I knew though, if I run, I would be a coward. Tamaki gave me a weak smile.

"I think we do." I turned to James and smiled at him.

"I'll see you tomorrow, ne?" I grinned at him ,hiding how crappy I was feeling currently. James gave me a look which clearly meant that we'll talk later.

"I'll call you." He moved in to kiss me, but it felt awkward when Tamaki was there in front of me. I turned my head and his lips touched my cheek. He gave me hurt look, but shook it off and walked away. I walked over toward Tamaki and avoided any eye contact with Kyouya.

"Shall we go to the garden?" I proposed. Tamaki nodded his head and mutter a quick words to Kyouya before me went on our way.

Tamaki felt so nervous walking next to Momiji. Her beautiful face was scrunched up in sadness and even sad did she look beautiful. They took a seat on a bench gazing at the roses quietly.

"Why?" Tamaki blurted sick and tried of the silence. Momiji looked up into Tamaki's amethyst eyes.

"Why what?" She asked confusion written on her face.

"Why are you with him? Why did you ignore me?" Tamaki asked his eyes hurt. Momiji bit her lip and looked away.

"I went to kiss you Tamaki and you moved away. You told me that I was just a friend. So, I met James and well; he doesn't think of me as a friend." Momiji confessed wringing her hands together. "I ignored you because things just got too awkward for me."

"I like you." Tamaki confessed as he took Momiji's hands. Momiji's expression controlled into anger and confusion. She ripped her hands away from him.

"Then why did you say I was just a friend?" She snarled. Tamaki's heart dropped and he began to panic.

"B-because you a-are?" He said more of a question than an answer.

"What?! You just said that you liked me!" She roared. "If you liked me then why didn't you kiss me?"

"B-b-because I-I didn't want to kiss you!" Tamaki blurted out and then her expression turned form anger to hurt. Tamaki cursed himself. Whenever he panicked he tend to say things that he didn't mean or things would come out the wrong way.

"You, Tamaki, are an idiot!" She yelled and in quick motion she slapped him across his face. In an angry motion she stormed away. Tamaki sunk his face into his hands. Things just went from bad to worse in a matter of five minutes.


Tamaki was leaning against the wall his exterior obviously gave off that he was depressed.

"Cheer up, Tono, she's just a girl." Hikaru commented dryly as he was watching the group of student farther to his left.

"She wasn't just a girl. She was a girl that I fallen in love with and I just messed things up even more." Tamaki grumbled as he followed Hikaru's gaze to the group of people. His gut twisted in jealousy as one of the people he recognized was James, Momiji's boyfriend.

Boyfriend

He felt himself grow hot with jealousy and anger.

"We all heard of Kawabe Momiji. Is she really that easy?" A boy asked James. Tamaki immediately perked up at this. They were talking about Momiji! Tamaki felt his anger suddenly rise dangerously.

"Well of course she is. I mean yesterday we were already close to having sex." James scoffed and all the boys cheered him. Tamaki felt his body move toward the group.

"Don't talk about Momiji like that." Tamaki controlled his voice so it calm though he wanted to rip James head off.

"Don't act like you don't know Souh. Momiji is the most easiest woman in Japan!" James grinned, "She would sleep with anyone. I heard you guys had a thing. I don't wanna waist my time so is she as good as everyone says she is? I bet you fucked her many times."

Tamaki wanted nothing, but to punch the guy, but a hand went to his arm. Tamaki looked to see it was Haruhi shaking her head.

"You shouldn't talk about people like that." Haruhi stated to the group. James scoffed.

"Whatever homo."

"Hey don't talk about Haruhi like that!" Hikaru snarled as he stood by Haruhi glaring harshly at the British boy. It seemed that everyone left besides them.

"Why don't you go screw your brother?" James snarled just as the rest of the Host club made their way. Kaoru eyes narrowed.

"Who do you think you are?" Kaoru snarled as he saw the situation. Mori and Hunny glared at James.

"I don't like it when my friends are hurt." Hunny growled darkly. James rolled his eyes.

"Like you can do anything." James turned around. "You all are fucken homos." He began to walk away. "You better not tell Momiji what I said Souh. Or you'll regret it."

"You have to tell Momiji how he is, Tamaki-senpai." Haruhi looked up at Tamaki.

"I know."


I yawned as I flipped through the channels of my television. I never seen such a small T.V. Before Tamaki's voice danced inside of my head and I scowled.

Damn him

It seemed that ever since I saw Tamaki I couldn't get him out of my head. I would day dream about him and James would notice. He would get mad. Oh, God, did he get mad. He would notice how I would stare out in space with a blush and he would automatically claim that I was thinking of some other man. He was right though. At first we argue, then I ignored him, but things changed between us. We currently weren't talking for once when I was dreaming and he caught me he slapped me to gain my attention. I was appalled at what he did and kicked him out of my home. I was planning on breaking up with him soon.

I frowned. I wished Tamaki was here. I wish we never fought. I didn't like not talking to him.

Bing-Bell

I looked up as the doorbell rang. I walked over and opened the door to see James. I glared at him.

"What do you want?" I snarled. James gave me an apologetic smile.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it."

I rolled my eyes, "Whatever James, it doesn't matter we're over." I growled and went to close the door, but James grabbed my arm.

"I said I was sorry." He snarled.

"And I said we were over." I hissed. James pulled me out of my apartment.

"I was with you for a while and I think I deserve something from this useless relationship." James hinted with a leer. My lip curled into an angry scowl.

"Let me go!" I snapped and went to pull my arm away, but James slammed me against the front of the apartments.

"Come on, you slept with all of Japan and you won't sleep with me?" James cried incredulously.

"I have some dignity." I snapped and James laughed coldly. He leaned in so his lips brushed my ear.

"A whore never has dignity." For some reason that hurt. People said worst, but this hurt. Maybe it was Tamaki's fault it hurt. He always cooed sweet things to me when I don't deserve it. He always had something nice, sweet, and charming to say. Never something hurtful.

"Momiji?" Tamaki's voice questioned and I looked up to see Tamaki and his friends standing at the stairs that led up my apartment. My hazel eyes were wide and watery. I saw Tamaki's jaw clenched.


Tamaki's jaw clenched at the the sight. There was Momiji on the verge of tears, James whispering cruel things into her ears. He had he pinned painfully against her wall. Tamaki did not like this one bit. Anger fueled his body.

"T-Tamaki?" Her voice cracked and that put Tamaki over the edge as he stormed over and ripped James off of her.

"Don't you dare go near her again!" Tamaki roared at James as James fell to the ground. He scrambled to his feet and glared at Tamaki. James suddenly punched Tamaki in the jaw. Startled, Tamaki staggered back and suddenly James had his hands behind his back where Mori was holding him. Hunny glared at James.

"Let's make sure that James never hurt our friends again." Hunny murmured as he and Mori walked away.

"Tamaki!" Momiji cried as she threw herself toward Tamaki and held his chin up. Her fingers gently moved over the injured cheek. Tamaki smile at her from the ground. Momiji suddenly started crying as she threw her arms around his neck.

"I'm sorry, I'm so, so, so sorry!" Tamaki wrapped his arms around her and glanced at the rest of his friends asking for sometime alone. Once everyone was gone he rubbed her back soothingly.

"It's okay Momiji." Tamaki reassured her.

"No it's not!" Momiji cried as Tamaki maneuvered her so she was sitting in his lap. Tamaki was leaning against the iron gate that prevented them from falling off the two story walkway.

"It's okay and I'm sorry for what I said I didn't mean it." Tamaki lifted Momiji's head up so they were staring into each others' eyes. Tamaki's hand slid to Momiji's cheek and he cupped it, his thumb caressing her cheek. Momiji leaned in and so did Tamaki. "I like you very much Momiji. You're my most important girl." He whispered and Momiji blushed.

"I like you too, Tamaki. God, I never felt like this." Tamaki held her face with both of his hands and he looked into her eyes before pressing his lips gently against her own. Momiji melted into the kiss. It was gentle and loving. Caring and sweet. Her arms wrapped around his neck loosely.

Finally they were together.