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Chapter 1-Bitten

I looked into the eyes of Laurent, and I got ready for what was about to happen to me. I was about to be dinner for him. I should have never come to this meadow. Now, it was too late. I'm so glad Jake isn't here, about to be dinner too. I tensed as he prepared to jump.

All of a sudden, I felt him right next to me, holding my neck with his cold hands. He smelled better than anything I've smelled for months. I felt him dig his teeth into my neck. It was a sharp stab, It was worse than knives. It hurt really bad. I started to scream in pain. I felt him sucking my blood. I was feeling light headed. I was about to faint. Everything was blurry, I couldn't see straight, but I thought I heard some noise behind the bushes. It sounded like an animal. Then, I saw, with my blurry vision, five giant wolves. They were probably the ones Charlie was talking about. They were huge. I felt dizzy. Then, Laurent broke off of my neck and was running away. Running away from his dinner. Because of wolves? That was crazy. He could beat them. I wanted to die. All of a sudden, I felt my neck burning. I thought I was supposed to be dead. I felt it get hotter and hotter until I felt like if I was on fire. I couldn't stop it. It was inside of me. Eating me. I cried in pain. I wanted someone to kill me. It wasn't worth it. I knew what was happening to me. Laurent had left me here because he was scared of wolves. The wolves had disappeared as well, or at least I couldn't see them. I was way too in pain to notice anything. I couldn't stop screaming. I felt the fire running through my veins. I felt it on my fingertips and on my toes. It was eating me. It was winning. It hurt worse than when James tried to kill me last year.

I yelled out, "KILL ME! JUST KILL ME! I WANT TO DIE, PLEASE KILL ME!" I knew people where with me, I could sense it. But I didn't know who. I kept repeating that over and over again. When, was it going to stop? When?

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JPOV

We approached the meadow, when we heard screaming. It was too late, we weren't fast enough. No, I thought. Who died? I hope it's not Bella. I'm going to kill that bloodsucker.

Stop it, lets see who it is. Sam thought.

When we got through the bushes, I saw a white figure with it's teeth into Bella's neck. Wait. Bella? Oh no. I was going to die. He was going to die.

The leech turned around at our approach. He looked surprised. He quickly looked back at Bella and it looked like if he knew her. How was that possible? Then, in a voice really low, that Bella couldn't hear he said, "I'm sorry Bella. I'll come back for you. I promise. You do taste good." And he ran. He was gone in less than a second. Then, I heard more screaming. I was going to go calm Bella. The others, except Embry, went after the bloodsucker. Bella was probably scared. Maybe that's why she screamed.

She would most likely feel faint, and the cut would probably hurt. I turned into a human and put my shorts on. I walked over to her. She was lying on the grass, curled up in a ball.

"Bella—" I was cut by an earsplitting scream.

"Bella?" I was starting to panic now. Was she in pain? She shouldn't be, she should be glad I was here.

"KILL ME!" She yelled.

What? I was lost. I picked her up, but it looked like if she didn't notice. What was going on?

"MAKE THE FIRE STOP," she yelled.

The fire? There wasn't any fire on her. Wait. The venom of the bloodsucker. It was still in her veins. Oh no. That probably meant she was changing into one. Oh yeah. I wasn't paying attention when Sam told me about all of that. Crap. She was turning into one of them. I couldn't take it out. It would kill me. This was not good.

I stayed there, in the meadow. The meadow. This was probably the meadow that she was talking about. It was pretty. And she had gone on her own and found the bloodsucker here. It was all my fault. If I were with her, this probably wouldn't have happened.

Embry had told me that they didn't catch the leech. And that they would wait in the rez.

I had lost Bella. She wouldn't be Bella anymore. But I still stayed with her. I would be here until she woke up. Then, I would leave. I didn't move from her side for two and a half days. She was screaming and trashing the whole time. Sometimes she would stop, but then, she would start again. I couldn't handle it anymore. Then, I could feel her heart beating faster until it stopped.

BPOV

All of a sudden, I felt the fire fading and leaving my skin cool. I heard my heart racing inside of me, and then, it stopped. It was done. There was no more pain. Well, there was an aching in the back of my throat but I ignored it. I opened my eyes and saw very clearly. Everything was sharp, defined. I saw a very familiar face in front of me. It was Jacob.

"Jake?" I asked, hearing my voice for the first time.

"Bella?" He said.

I got up from the grass and I was up in a move that didn't exist. I got panicky. "What are you doing here?" I asked.

"I-I was staying with you, when you were hurting."

He must have heard me scream, and still didn't obey to them. I was shocked. Did he know what I had become?

"Are you alright?" he asked.

No.

I nodded.

"Oh," He looked at his feet. "I can explain what has happened to you," he said.

"Oh, I know what happened to me. I'm sorry Jake, I need to leave, now." I said. He smelled horrible. I couldn't stand it. I wrinkled my nose.

"You can't," He looked worried.

"Yes, I need to. I'm so sorry. I—I don't want to be here anymore." I said. I needed to get away.

I ran before he could say anything more. I ran very fast. I could see everything perfectly. I didn't need the air but I liked it. I ran through the woods, ran as fast as possible. I came across a very sweet scent, it was mouth watering. I went to it, not thinking and jumped into a hiker, and bit him. I drank his blood until I could stop myself. What had I done? I had just killed an innocent human being. I was a monster. I ran away from the body, away from everything and ended up deep in the woods. I heard someone in the bushes and it smelled like a vampire. I got into my crouching position and was ready to attack. It came out. It was Laurent.

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