Uhm yeah this end is very quick but sense I've been losing weight this past month my friends are scared I have anorexia or more or less forbidden me to write on this but not wanting to end it without being finshed I did it anyways... And no I do not have anorexia I eat for two xD And it stays down!
So I wanna thank all of you who have read this story and actually put up with all the waiting! Hope you will read my future stories I will be posting... I am thinking about one now but it will take a feww weeks before I upload it^^
anyway enjoy this final chapter of Fragile Boy...
The summer at the hospital was over he was physically healthy but mentally he was far from being healthy he still needed to go to the physiatrist to talk about his progress he had done and progress he will do in the future. He now weighed 155 pounds and he was allowed to start working out again, slowly though. He knew it that he couldn't really start at the basketball team this season hopefully next term.
School had started and he and Chad wasn't talking. He knew he should do that but he was scared of being rejected of his one true love.
As he walked into the school like he had done everyday before this. He felt a determination of talking to Chad. He was still in a phase of wearing sweats to hide his body. A body he still hated and no one was supposed to see it until he was in his original body. He didn't know if he would ever be as confidence as he had been before but at least so he could change in the locker rooms with out feeling embarrassed about his appearance.
He walked up to his best friend who was at his locker picking out things for coming classes. "Uhm Hi.." He says a bit awkward about this.
"Hi Troy…" Chad says and turns around. Troy noticed that he been crying his eyes was bloodshot and he had dark bags under his eyes. "What do you want?" He asks desperation in his voice like he was upset that Troy was talking to him.
"I am sorry about my behaviour this summer… I never wanted to shut you out… I just… I don't know I got scared and used the anorexia as an excuse… I guess…" He excuse him self. He never wanted to hurt Chad. And yet he did and he hated him self for it and just prayed that one day he will forgive him for the things he had done to him.
"Troy its ok-" He was interrupted by Troy.
"No its not okay… I promised a long time ago not to hurt you and yet I did… I wanna make it up to you… But I don't how to do it…" He explains sadly.
"Troy… I still love you I understand why you did it… You didn't wanna get hurt while you were vulnerable." Chad says. "Just be in my life again and I will forgive everything!" Chad says and touch Troy's sweatshirt clad arm carefully.
"Just tell what part I should play in your life and I will be that part forever!" Troy promise.
"Be my boyfriend again…" Chad plead to Troy who place his lips over Chad's lips and they start a loving dance.
"I wouldn't have it any other way…" Troy murmurs when they broke apart before peaking his lips softly again.
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Ten years later!
"Troy!" The voice shouted through the apartment though Troy's glass covered eyes was busy focusing on the computer screen writing his latest report on a case he just won, this was the most boring part of his job writing every freaking report of every case he had. His fingers moved with ease over the keypads when he wrote. His boyfriend of ten years came in the small office they had and looked at him admiring his focus, Chad him self would never be able to sit still for that long, judging on the empty coffee cup and a plate that it had been some food on it he guessed Troy had been sitting there for at least 2 or 3 hours.
"Hey Chad…" He says not looking up from the computer screen knowing he wouldn't be finished tonight. He always did this whenever Chad had late practices he would sit down and finish his reports or write on his book. Troy had decided to write a book about him having anorexia, though it had been hard at times he knew when the finishing product was done it would be all worth the hard work and painful memories. Because there had been times when he wrote the book he had been close to go and throw up the coffee and sandwich or whatever he made him self when a worked.
"Are you hungry?" He asks, he place a kiss on the back of his head before scanning over what he was writing on.
"Yeah a little…" He says and finish his report then to finally save it and shut the screen down. He stands up and welcome Chad home a bit more, kissing his lips lovingly as his arms snaked under his t-shirt feeling his abs. Abs he knew Chad had worked hard for. "Hi" He murmurs against his lips peaking them gently.
"How was work today?" Chad asks, something he always did when he got home.
"It was fine… I found out I have a case against Cupol…" He groans. He hated Cupol because when it came to his questioning he was brutal and the witnesses was usual petrified when he was done. "How was your day?" He asks.
"You'll get him I know you will.." Chad encourage. "You know… It was practice and the coach is putting us on a new diet!" He groans. Chad never liked when they were on a diet. Because then he couldn't eat hamburgers and junk food at all, and he knew Troy wouldn't eat that either to show that he supported his boyfriend and the made Chad feel bad inside cause he knew how many years it had taken Troy to actually eat junk food again with out feeling bad about it.
"So what are we eating this time Tiger?" Troy just smiles at Chad.
"You are the best you know that right?" Chad smiles lovingly to his boyfriend.
"I'll try…" Troy smiles back.
The couple went to the kitchen to make them self dinner though neither of them had the energy and practically said screw the diet and ordered in Chinese food.
So here they sat on their couch watching a movie just like any other couple in this world, Troy had Chad's head in his lap he was gently playing with the curls on his head. "You need to cut your hair…" Troy says out loud.
"I know… I am just a bit busy at the moment to book a time…" Chad mutters from his position. "Have you lost weight you feel bony…" Chad says and looks up at Troy, scared that Troy have fallen back into old habits.
"I think its my muscles that have been disappearing. Haven't been to the gym in ages…" Troy says calming down his worried boyfriend. "I am not going back there Chad… It was a hell getting back…" He says.
"I know but I am just a scared you will when you are writing your book…" Chad admits. He sits up and looks at Troy. "I don't want to lose you…" He whispers and place a kiss on his lips. A kiss that more to them then the kisses before. A kiss showing each other how mush they loved and cared about the other.
"Your not gonna lose me Chad… I am here to stay I promise baby… I promise..." Troy promises him before kissing him passionately again.
The couple got up from the couch their lips still attached to each other, Chad's hands being at Troy's shirt unbuttoning it in pure frustration. Troy's hands pulls of Chad's t-shirt throwing it were ever neither of them really cared were it landed. Chad had finally gotten every button open and Troy's shirt landed on the floor, soon they were in their room painted in a dark blue colour that they both had agreed on after several attempts of finding something both liked.
They fell down on the bed as one kissing each other furiously. Then the part Troy hated the most came, when Chad decided to kiss down his upper body, it happened whenever they were intimate like this when Chad wanted to show Troy he loved him and his body. "Relax…" Chad murmurs when he feels Troy tense up beneath him.
Trying to fallow his order he made a fail attempt to relax. He just couldn't, it was only in moments like this when. Old Troy would pay a visit letting his low self-esteem get the better of him. "Chad I can't, not tonight… I am sorry.." Troy whispers Chad kiss him on the forehead knowing no words needed to be spoken in this moment. It was just some nights when Troy couldn't handle it… Chad knew that. This was not the first time it had happen but he understood and respected that just like Troy had respected his choice to wait almost two years into their relationship to actually have sex.
"Troy its okay… I just wish you would believe me when I say you are beautiful…" Chad murmurs lovingly.
"Is just that even after 8 years being declared I am healthy I still have weak moments of it… I don't want it to control my life…" He says into Chad's neck.
"Its not controlling your life… You control your life…" Chad encourage.
"I love you… I don't know what I would do with out you…" Troy says his voice full of love and honesty.
"I love you to Troy… Always and forever." They seal it with a soft kiss.
After laying there just cuddling and talking they go to the bathroom to brush their teeth and get ready for the night. Troy being at a low point at the moment took a t-shirt and pyjamas pants to sleep in and Chad just slept in his boxers.
"Good night Troy…" Chad says almost asleep.
"Night Tiger…" Chad smiles softly loving any nickname Troy gave him, it just made him feel special for Troy. Though of anyone else even thought about a nickname for him he would shoot them.
"I love when you call me that T…" He says opening his eyes slightly.
"And I love calling you that… Tiger…" Troy grins before settling into Chad's arms as he happily pulls him closer him smelling his hair like he always did at night.
Troy smiled, happy about having Chad in his life as his best friend and lover and everything in between those two categories. Never in his life had he felt so happy and content. He knew that even if he searched the world there was no guarantee that he would find someone even close to the perfection Chad was, his understand, loving, fun, and happy Chad.
He would always be fragile but with Chad in his life he would get a bit stronger every day for the rest of their lifes….