On their way back to the city, Chuck and Blair sat at the back of their sacred limo. It was where they had share their first ever night of passion together but now it seemed as a trap for them. Nowhere else to go and no longer able to escape this prolonged conversation.
Chuck cleared his throat and was ready to dive in. "So...I never really apologized for not telling you about the whole Serena thing."
Blair turned to look at him and gave him a weak smile. "It's ok, you were right it was forever ago".
"But you reacted so strongly. I know it's something else so tell me" Chuck gently urged her, sliding across the seat and placed his hand on her knee.
She let out a little huff and casted her eyes down. "I was so mad that Serena was picked first again. Pathetic, I know, but I thought you wanted me first."
After all of these years, Blair still felt the need to compete with her best friend. Was she always going to be overlooked next to her, always going to be one step behind her?
Chuck's heart melted at her words. "Blair, you know it wasn't like that. I was really messed up back then and still am", he joked.
"I used to think that there was nothing more to life than money, scotch and girls...then you came and all of those things just didn't seem to matter anymore." Chuck's eyes never left hers as he continued, "Serena was never first choice for me. And you were forbidden fruit I so desperately wanted to take a bite of since the day I hit puberty" he said with his famous smirk.
Blair reached for him and pulled his head down towards her, kissing him tenderly. "So glad we had this talk".
"We're not entirely done just yet." he gave her an expected look. He seriously hoped this wasn't going to be like pulling teeth.
Feeling somewhat uneasy, she inched away. "I don't have that problem anymore so you can stop assuming that I do" she said defensively wishing that they weren't cooped up in this damn limo anymore.
"Blair..."
"I told you Chuck, those days are far behind me, I'm happy now...I'm happy with you" She slid closer and played with his shirt collar.
"Explain your appetite then, or lack there of. B, I'm just trying to understand so please just let me" his pleading eyes made it impossible to deny him.
Blair huffed and created distance between them again. "I won't eat when I'm not hungry. And when I am, I have myself an appropriate amount of food. You can monitor me if you so wish". Her sarcasm was evident in her voice.
"That won't be necessary. I believe you."
"Thank you". Blair was about to move in for a hug when Chuck let out a hiss and grabbed his ribs.
"Painkillers wearing off?" Blair dug into her miu miu bag for the pills and grabbed a bottled water.
She placed the pills into his mouth. Her fingers lingered for longer than they should have as she lightly grazed over his bottom lip.
Chuck drew back a bit with a frown and took a sip of his water. "You don't have to feed me you know, I'm not a baby."
"Yes, you are and I'm going to look after my poor baby as requested last night". Blair let out a small laugh.
His heart swelled at the term of endearment. He only realized that he enjoyed having pet names when Blair first started using them. He gave her a soft kiss and smelt a whiff of her sweet scent of wet blueberries. Tempted as he was to just grab her and lay wet kisses all over her body, he was physically unable to fulfil such an act. Instead, he rested his head back and watched the built-in TV without really watching it.
Blair was already aware of her boyfriend's frustrations without him needing to tell her. He's Chuck Bass. Just because he no longer bedded countless women nor did he wish to do so, didn't mean he lost his sexual appetite. So Blair definitely knew it was killing him inside.
She moved and sat up on her knees, careful not to lean too much onto Chuck. She stretched her arm out behind his head and bent down to nibble on his earlobe. She could hear the tiniest hitch in his breath that she wanted to giggle at his restraint.
"Blair please". Chuck didn't know what he was saying "please" for. All thoughts were thrown out the window as soon as her mouth touched him.
"I said that I would take care of you and I want to start right now" she said softly between her tiny kisses.
Chuck started to feel the heat travel inside of him like molten lava which happened every time Blair's tongue came into contact with any part of his body.
She untied his ascot and worked on the buttons of his shirt. She licked down as more of his flesh was exposed. She could feel his heart thumping quicker than normal against the tip of her tongue and it only urged her more. Feeling it hard to continue her ministrations from her current position, she moved to the floor of the limo and kneeled between Chuck's legs.
Both of her hands slowly slid on each of his thighs and looked up at him with a smirk. She unbuckled his belt and undid his suit trousers revealing his tented boxers. Chuck thought that he was going to go off like a choo-choo train, he was surprised there wasn't smoke coming out of his ears. She worked her way excruciatingly slow that he was so grateful for all of those womanizing years training his durability.
Blair undid the buttons of his boxers before reaching her destination. She released his throbbing member through the hole and grasped it with both hands. Chuck felt such relief from her finally touching him as though he needed it to actually function. She twisted her hands so that they moved in opposite directions against his shaft and was rewarded by a loud groan. Arthur definitely managed to hear from the driver's seat even through the divider.
She continued to pump him with her hand knowing that he was nearing the edge but she wasn't done with him just yet. Her head moved closer to his head but his hand grabbed at her shoulder, stopping her from her actions.
"Blair, you don't have to..." Chuck said sincerely. Surprisingly, they haven't yet reached this level and he didn't want her to do this out of obligation. He had taught her to be the vixen that she has become but still knew that she was this prim and proper society girl at heart. And those kinds of girls just don't do those kinds of things, or so he thought.
"Let me make you feel better" Blair said in just above a whisper. She wanted to give this to him as she trusted him completely. That said, she was still so very nervous and the fact that Chuck had had other girls way more experience than she, was intimidating as hell.
She pushed that thought out of her mind. She was ready and willing to give him this pleasure. Before she could let him protest any further, she moved closer again, breathing over him causing a twitch. Then she let her mouth close around his tip and sucked gently.
"Blair", Chuck let out with a grunt, throwing his head back in abandon.
This gave her the confidence to take more of him into her mouth bobbing her head up and down. Chuck resisted the urge to buck his hips forward or push her head down because he wanted to give her full control. Watching her swallow him in over and over was the greatest image that will forever be engraved in his memory.
She kept going on using her hands as well to stimulate the whole of his length. Keeping just the tip inside her mouth, she swiveled her tongue around and around in circular movements. His eyes rolled to the back of his head, completely letting go of all his inhibitions. She liked to watch his face and loved the effect she had on him giving her a sense of power.
He had to pull out or else it would be too late.
"Blair, I'm going to..."
But she didn't stop, her lips still clasped onto him
"Blair" he said in a more warning tone but she didn't want to budge.
He looked around the limo desperately trying to find something to release himself into and grabbed the nearest thing to him. He used all the power he had to yank himself out and exploded into what seemed to be a small silk cloth. His eyes still shut and his chest heaving constantly, Blair thought he was undergoing an asthma attack...but he doesn't suffer from that condition!
When Chuck finally looked down to see what he was holding, he couldn't help but feel upset with himself that he had ruined his favorite ascot. Well, he wasn't entirely at fault here but it's not like he could blame Blair especially since she was already looking guilty. He did up his pants deciding to leave his shirt for Blair to help button up but she made no movement towards him. She was sat all the way on the opposite side avoiding any eye contact.
Blair's mind racing, oh God, did I do it wrong? Did I hurt him too much? He's never going anywhere near my mouth again, is he? She was so embarrassed, she felt like a virgin all over again.
Chuck noticed her change in mood. Why was she looking so shy all of a sudden which was, by the way, so un-Blair like? But he didn't want her to feel uncomfortable at all, not after what they had just shared so it took all his strength to slide over to her side.
She felt him grab her hand and kissed the inside of her wrist. Chuck didn't want her to feel ashamed or think less of herself. When she turned back, he surprised her as he caught her lips with his. He kissed her hungrily and poked his tongue inside her mouth, tasting a bit of himself.
"You're amazing".
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