Yay This is alternative ending number ONE~! Yay. I've got a lot of people telling me that I need to make this story seem more happier. And I smiled saying I'll see what I can do.
So here it is~! My alternative ending number one~! (Don't worry. alternative ending number two will come as soon as I write it. ARG)
Here~! Though I'm so damned busy and so fucking tired, I will continue to write for you guys. Hope this pleases you.

Just a warning though, I ran out of ideas, and my style lagged because all my good work has be placed into the story. I know my grammar will suck sooooo bad in this alternative ending, so please bear with me. I will halt, trying to force myself out of the habit of writing like a five year old. *sob* I write like five year old. I feels so insulted. But it's true....

Sigh, I wish my friend would stop telling me that I have no knowledge in my background. I do know some, and I can certainly read read my language's words. Ugh. I cannot write any more. It's like, what? ten PM and I'm so darned tired. I have school...-.-
And I dun want to go to school tomorrow.

I want to bring my laptop to school so I can write my story. But nooooooooooooo I cannot. My dad says I'll break it and stuff like that...well, he didnt really say it, but I can imagine him saying that, in a oh-so stern voice.

I HATE school. . It drives me bananas. Plus, I have to submit my marks into University soon, and my exam's on friday . I'm sooooo screwd for life.

Well, at least I'm finished this today. I'll work on my other alternate ending tomorrow, and I'll come to a halt. I was originally going to write my other two stories, but look at the time~! I need to study for my darned math exam. Two fucking hours, man. I know, University's exams are much longer and harder, blah blah. Poo to you too. I'm not in university yet. .

I'm so spoiled .

I want to buy the Vongola Rings . But my mom's like, "NO" and I cried. Well, I didnt really cry. I just whined. Arg I'm such a brat. I'm such a spoiled brat.

Well, enough about me and my boring life, read my alternative ending one~!

That way, I wont have to tell you how much I looooove New Years.

Oh. Happy New Years if you're celebrating it. LOL

Onward HO!

Warning: Massive swearing machine inserted in some parts of the story. Don't wring my neck knowing I used a lot of swearing words.

(psst: Once I start swearing, it's hard for me to stop.... I'm such a malfunctioned machine . LOL)

Hibari sat calmly at his desk, trying to get his work done. It was now almost at the end of the school day as he hears herbivore shouting in the halls, doing what ever they do best; crowding around.

And you know how much Hibari despises crowding.

He'd go and teach the herbivores to crowd around. He smirked when he imagined the herbivore being bitten to death by his hands and his tonfas. Chuckling slightly, he grabbed his trusty tonfas and headed out the door.

Those papers would have to wait.

Preying on herbivores was his main priority. He smirked. Nothing better like preying upon small, weak animals---

And the image of Sawada Tsunayoshi comes to mind.

He sighed, and opened the door.

He'd bite them to death, he decided. He'd bite them—viciously.

After a job well done—more like violently done—he proceeded to walking back to his office. Really, how much could he really do now? It was nearly five o'clock, and he needed to go home—not that anyone's waiting at home for him. He yawned. He needed a nap. And fast.

Walking down the hall, he spotted the weakest herbivore out of all the herbivores. He sighed and walked on, towards the brown-haired herbivore.

"What are you doing, herbivore? Don't you know that school hours are over?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi; or Tsuna, as everyone called him, twisted his head and stared at him with shock in his eyes. The fear that ha reflected off his eyes never seemed to go away. To Hibari, he was amusing. He watched as Tsuna cowered in fear, trying to give him an appropriate answer.

"I-I was looking f-for…Lambo…he-he somehow escaped ran away--"

Tsuna's sentence was not even half finished when Lambo zoomed pass and accidentally hit the wall by Tsuna. He got up with teary eyes.

"Must…stay…calm…"

He pulled out his 10-year bazooka and ran towards Hibari with it. Suddenly, there was a poof, and where Hibari stood is now…

…the future Hibari.

The future Hibari stood in shock as he faced full-on with the younger Tsuna, staring at him, eyes widened.

"Hi-hibari of the future~!"

Hibari narrowed his eyes, grabbed Tsuna by the wrist and pulled him into an embrace.

At that moment, Tsuna's mind imploded. Hibari of the future is so much more friendly…and scary~! He recognize that this was Hibari of the future, not some weird idiot that popped out of the bazooka. In that instant, all his thoughts were cut off and melted away when Hibari claimed Tsuna's lips with his.

W-what? This is Hibari Kyoya we're talking about! He doesn't just suddenly come and kiss you out of the blue!

Tsuna forced himself apart, and stared at Hibari with intense eyes.

"H-hibari-san?!!"

Hibari scrowled, and stood up firmly. Tsuna sighed, knowing that Hibari won't be weird again. But just as his thoughts were relieving, Hibari propped a hand under his knee, and another one behind his back. He extended arms and brought Tsuna up, and carried him bridal style.

"I want a meeting. Arrange it now."

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Hibari suddenly got popped into a…what ever and suddenly appeared in a hospital room. He inspected his surroundings before landing his gaze upon the man lying on the bed. Isn't that…Sawada Tsunayoshi? He stood up and checked his breathing.

…he's not breathing at all!

Hibari panicked and jumped up, running out of the room.

Crashing through the main door, he came face to face with those people. Older versions of those people. Those people were crying.

He recognized the infant, the dynamite wielding herbivore and the katana-wielding herbivore. He recognized some other people too, but…

…he didn't understand why they were crying. Was it because of Sawada Tsunayoshi?

What ever, he thought. What ever it is, I have to ask.

"Hey, you." He started, catching everyone's attention. As soon as everyone was looking at him, he felt regret. They were staring at him with wide eyes as if they've never seen a human before.

"Hibari, what happened to you? You look so…young!"

Hibari twitched. "What."

The room stayed still as a plague of silence ran through the room.

"What's wrong with Sawada Tsunayoshi?"

He watched as Gokudera surpressed the urge to cry. He knew that he was an herbivore, but not a crybaby! The others look quite sympathetic as well.

"I'm asking what the hell is wrong with Sawada Tsunayoshi."

But no one answered. As usual, the silence had condemned him. What the hell? What did they take him for? Surely, they thought that he didn't take the truth very well; but in reality, he took it pretty well…or he hoped so. He'd wish that they wouldn't treat him like a child so much. He's not a kid anymore!

"Isn't anyone going to answer me?"

Still, the silence gave him a sly smirk. What stupid bastard this silence was. Always mocking him as if he cannot do anything anymore, since he was a stranger to this time.

Of course, he was a stranger, but that doesn't stop him from discovering the truth. He needed to know. Of course, he had a right to know what the fuck had happened the herbivore. He had to know.

He had to know? Where did that come from?

A wave a different emotion plagued him as he gripped his head in his hands.

"Fuck you. I'll go find out for myself."

Just when he was about to leave, Gokudera opened his mouth, revealing to him a shocking secret that had been driving him crazy just a moment ago.

"J-juudaime is…dead."

A shaky breath escaped Gokudera's mouth, as the truth was, once again, let out, However, this time, Gokudera was able to keep his tears in, for a long time. He had accepted it to some degree; however, he knew his heart was still waning from the hurt that was suppressed inside.

Hibari held in a breath. He knew that the herbivore is dead; at least that's what he looks like from the outside. He wasn't even breathing! His pulse was gone too. He's gone. Long gone. He let the breath out, as he didn't know when he started holding it in the first place.

This new wash of emotions overpowered him. As he begun to feel something other than hatred, his heart clenched tight knowing that his herbivore is gone. And he had left him all alone to fend for himself against the cold harshness of reality.

Wait. His herbivore? Where the hell did that come from? Tsuna wasn't his, and surely wasn't his herbivore. Sure he branded him as a weak, little animal, but he hadn't considered him as his.

What was this new flow of emotions? Why was it surfacing within him? What was he to him, really? He wanted to know.

His thoughts ceased when Gokudera paused to speak. "Juudaime…juudaime wanted me to tell you that he loved you…"

Hibari's eyes widened. Loved him? Tsuna loved him? What the hell was going on? He didn't love the herbivore. Well, that's how he interpreted it to be. Tsuna did not love him and that was that. So why did this herbivore say…

Wait. This is the future, isn't it? Was in possible that he and Tsuna were…lovers?

The word 'lovers' plagued his mind. He wasn't in love with the herbivore…

…damn it. He was so fucking confused.

Why was fate so utterly mean and nasty to him? What did he do to deserve this?

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"A meeting, Juudaime? Why a meeting?"

Tsuna panicked. He couldn't tell Gokudera that Hibari from the future had appeared and molested him on the spot…

…well, not molest. All he did was kiss him…

Tsuna cringed at the memory. Hibari was acting weird. Hibari of this time would never do something like that. Never. So why did he…

…wait. He is from the future, no?

He suddenly shuddered at the thought. He did NOT want to know what he was doing with Hibari in the future. Oh god, no.

Hibari sat squarely in front of the group. He hates crowds, but he has to endure with it right now. Right now, it's not him that's important, but the herbivore he is currently holding hostage, shaking in his lap.

"Hibari-san…um…why am I sitting in your lap?"

Hibari made no sound nor did he answer the poor herbivore sitting in his lap, scared out of his wits. He was hoping that nothing worse would come to this when Hibari opened his mouth to speak. The horror that made itself known on Tsuna's face had half amused Hibari, and half worried him. Did he tell them at all?

He mentally hit himself. Right. If he had told them, Tsuna wouldn't have died in the future. He would have been cured by then. By then, he'd be living peacefully with Hibari, snuggled close as they are sleeping…

He really missed those moments with the small animal. He really ached for it.

But not now. He needs to warn the others about his sickness before it brings him to his end.

"In the future," he started, his voice firm and smooth, "Tsunayoshi died due to his health diminishing."

There were echoes of shock written on everyone's face.

"He is, ultimately suffering from a failing heart. As of right now, his heart," he paused, trying to gather up his thoughts, "is failing as we speak."

Tsuna's face suddenly turned pale. How had Hibari-san know about this? He couldn't have…he never told anyone. Not even Gokudera-kun and Yamamoto. So how…

"As he has explained to the dynamite idiot, who had suspected nothing," He suddenly stopped, leaving the group wanting more.

Hibari mentally cringed. He didn't suspect anything either. Tsunayoshi was really a good actor. He was able to keep even this sinister of a secret from us.

Hibari sighed, but continued on. "As I was saying, just before he died," Hibari eyed the herbivore, sitting on his lap, "he told us of his sickness."

Tsuna said nothing. What could he say? Right. I didn't tell you about my sickness because I'm so selfish and didn't want to worry you?

Psh. As if they are going to buy in with that lame, stupid excuse.

Tsuna sighed. What was he going to tell them? That he was too embarrassed? Hell no. He was crazy enough to tell them, and then regret it because they will spend their time worrying about Tsuna, always checking up on him, or something like that.

As if he didn't receive security enough.

Actually, he really didn't think it was about his own security reasons. It was about his friends constantly worried about him if he was to tell them. Then they'd always focus on him, and not about themselves. He didn't want that. Surely, he wasn't that important, is he? Sure, he's the tenth mafia boss of the Vongola family, but other than that, he's pretty much a normal person—that doesn't know how to do anything. Well, there's that and worrying. He's always worried about his friends. He has a great heart, in a mental sense. He cared about everyone. He put everyone in front of himself when it comes to care. He's a big worrier. But at the same time, he's a great friend and a great person in general.

That's what Gokudera had told him a few days back, after the ring conflict. Actually, that's what everyone said. Hibari hn'ed but agreed, nonetheless.

That sort of made him happy.

To him, Hibari is a very important person. He secretly loved Hibari from the start. Though he'd never say that, since he knows that Hibari will bite him to death with his tonfas if he were ever to say that.

He sighed. He's sure hopeless. And hopelessly in love with the most vicious person in the whole entire world. God. He's sure dense.

He shifted uncomfortably at everyone's stare. Really, how much will you stare at a person to make one feel so embarrassed and so utterly ashamed of oneself? He really didn't know the answer to that, nor does he want to know, he thinks.

He sighed pathetically, and lowered his head.

How that he knows, he was in for a biiiig trouble. He was going to be yelled at for not telling them. They'd say something along the lines of…

"How come you never told us?"

He watched Gokudera's face scrunch up with anguish. He didn't want his friends to be like this. He sincerely hoped that they would just disregard this and change the topic.

But really, hopes and reality are farrrr away from each other. Far far away.

He's really embarrassed and ashamed now, First Hibari kisses him, then he tells the others about his health problem.

Really, how much will you make one suffer?

Hibari, you're truthly evil. Why must you make me suffer like that?

He sincerely hoped that nothing bad will come out of this.

Reality is harsh, really.

And the truth's bitch.

He cringed slightly.

What he does for his friends……….

"Why didn't you say anything, Tsuna?"

Tsuna could watch as Yamamoto's face become serious. He's only seen his face like this a few times. And all of the times he's seen it was with him and baseball.

Or something like that.

But none of them was with him. He looked at Yamamoto's serious face. Worrying about him.

But really, Tsuna doesn't think he's worth that much. He's truly selfish to talk about his own sickness when others are suffering though it too.

"What sickness? Ha-ha. Hibari-san's just kidding. Ha-ha."

Suddenly, all his hopes of going through this peacefully had crashed against a wall and exploded. He went on thinking that nothing could get any worse than it already was…

…when Hibari suddenly just kissed him out of the blue again—and in front of his friends too! Oh god, he thinks, Gokudera-kun's going to be sooooooo pissed…………..

And he was right. Gokudera was already at Hibari's throat, threatening him with some dynamites. Tsuna sighed.

Nothing could get any worse…

Really, how much can you really embarrass a person to make them absolutely insane?

He really wants kill himself now. Or rather, he wants to find a rock big enough to crawl under and stay there for the rest of his life.

He wants out, truly out.

"I'll tell you the truth…"

Tsuna started, after Hibari broke off the kiss and gave him a smug smirk. Damn him, Tsuna thought. Damn him for making me do this!

"…I have always been this way ever since I was born."

He fidgeted. Staring up at the others, he started again. "It has always been like this. Well, not exactly, I myself don't even know the full details of this, so maybe that's why it may not be so clear as to why I am like this. Since I was born with it, the doctors told my mom that for me to survive, I needed to insert some medicine into my system. Obviously my mom agreed, saying something along the lines of 'whatever is best for now' or something. Ah…"

Tsuna scratched his head, and laughed nervously. "Don't ask me how I know this. I don't quite remember myself. I think I asked my dad…"

Gokudera popped in, jumping at the perfect time to speak his thoughts. "But Juudaime…how did you cope with this?"

Tsuna laughed nervously.

"How can you still laugh? Isn't this a serious matter?"

Tsuna's eyes widened. "I guess it's like Yamamoto," he started, pointing at Yamamoto. "He manages to laugh in the deadliest situations, so why can't I?"

Gokudera sweat dropped. "I guess you could say that."

Yamamoto interrupted, smiling as he does so. "Maa, maa, Tsuna, please continue."

Tsuna paused in his thoughts, and pondered. "Ah…where was I? Oh right. Now the doctor says that I can survive about 20 years until my hearts starts to act up again. I guess that's when my heart starts to act strange…"

Hibari nodded. "About right. When you turned 20, you started acting strange. Things like getting sick easily. I've had my suspicions too. But the others regarded it as something minor and overlooked it." He stopped suddenly, stealing a glance or two at Tsuna. "You died at 25…meaning you survived about five years of pain…"

Tsuna lowered his head. "Really? I'd never thought…"

Hibari stood up, picking Tsuna up and throwing him over his shoulder. "We're going to see a doctor."

Tsuna panicked. "Ah…? I thought they couldn't do anything…"

"Not when we can prevent it now."

"What? That doesn't make sense, Hibari-san!"

"Shut up, herbivore, and listen to what I say. It's for the both of us."

Tsuna's eyes widened. "What do you mean, Hibari-san?"

Hibari said nothing as he 'abducted' Tsuna to go see a doctor. A very good doctor, he might add. A doctor that he threatened in order to make him treat Tsuna. A doctor named Shamal.

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Hibari wanted to kill every single person in the room. Everyone. They could even protect a small Herbivore like Tsuna. Pathetic herbivores, letting Tsuna die like that.

Wait. Why does he care? He's got nothing to do with it, and ultimately, he has nothing to do with it AT ALL. So what if Gokudera said that Tsunayoshi loved him. So WHAT? What does that say about him? What does that say about his relationship with Tsunayoshi? So what if Tsunayoshi loved him? Why does that matter?

All that matters is that Tsunayoshi is so fucking alive and so fucking breathing right at this fucking moment.

In the past, that is.

He sighed. He surely knew that Tsuna was like that, right?

Why does he care? What's in it for him?

"Why the fuck are you telling me this?"

Mukuro laughed bitterly. "Because you loved him."

Hibari froze on his spot. Loved the stupid herbivore? Why would he love the herbivore? Why on earth would cause him to fall in love with him?

What the fuck is going on?

He searched his head. Really. There was only so much you would know if you're not from the future.

He doesn't love him and that's final. He wanted the others to stop torturing him with the fact that Tsunayoshi is dead and never coming back. He doesn't want to hear that. It would make his heart quiver and shake painfully every time he…

…Fuck.

Why was he experiencing these fucking emotions? Shouldn't he be fucking cut from these stupid fucking weak emotions? If he did love Tsuna, then why does it fucking hurt so much?

Why does it fucking hurt so fucking much?

Even he doesn't understand why it hurt him so much.

Does he love him? Was he afraid that Tsuna would leave him?

Tch. He had already left him. And even if he does anything, he would never bring him back.

He realized something.

He loved the stupid herbivore.

Damn it.

Why was he so stupid? He…

…had always loved him. To an extent that he'd do anything just to bring him back. Really. He's insane, but what does he know about insanity anyways? He had never experienced insanity.

He didn't want Tsuna to die.

Because he's afraid. So fucking afraid to be alone…for the rest of his life.

Fuck, he thought. Fuck this all away. I hate this so much.

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"It's fixed."

Tsuna stared at Shamal with disbelief. "That's it?"

Shamal nodded his head, and waved his arm around proudly. "That'll probably last about another 25 years. Once it's up, come and see me and we'll do another insertion. I'll sure it will be okay.

"Ah…" Tsuna poked around, trying to find the right words to say. "Thank you Shamal-san…"

Shamal nodded and patted Tsuna on the back. "Do good, Young Vongola."

Tsuna smiled, "Yes, Shamal-san!" And happily walked towards the door.

"Um," Shamal scratched his head, as he looked at Tsuna sympathetically. "I'd tell you to stay away from sakuras…but I thought you might figure it out for yourself…"

Tsuna stopped dead in his tracks. "What?!"

"It's the same thing with Hibari over there. He…you know…hates sakuras because…"

Tsuna's eyes narrowed tiredly. "Hai, hai………………………………………"

And somehow, Tsuna doesn't feel so special and unique anymore. There always has to be a catch everything he had to do. But oh well. He smiled proudly knowing that he will be okay. And that Hibari-san won't be sad anymore.

Wait. Hibari-san won't be sad anymore? What's that got to do with…

Right…Hibari-san kissed him, remember? He declared Tsuna as his lover…

RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT………………………………………………..

He bonked his head. Forgot…

He laughed nervously as he scratched his head.

NOPE.

He regretted nothing at all.

Even when he got molested by the future Hibari the fifth time that day.

Great………………………………………

He feel sooooo special now.

As time passed, the malfunctioning of the bazooka was fixed as each of the Hibaris returned to their respective time periods.

As soon as the younger Hibari returned, he had enclosed the young Vongola in an embrace, one that seems to be of longing.

Tsuna's only too happy to oblige. He hugged Hibari back fiercely as well.

He smiled bitterly when Hibari opened his mouth. "You'll end up leaving me…"

Tsuna shook his head. "No. It's all fixed now. Shamal fixed my problem. As long as I go and get my insertion when it's time. But other than that, I'm pretty healthy. The others said so too."

Tsuna smiled, bringing warmth to Hibari's heart. "I'm glad, then."

Hibari smiled, a true smile and not a smirk that he gives to get by. A true smile; one from the heart.

"I love you, Hibari-san…"

"Kyouya…"

Tsuna blinked, confusion written in his features. "Ah…?"

Hibari sighed. "Call me Kyouya." I want to change the future so desperately…

Tsuna smiled shyly. "K-kyouya-san…"

Hibari cringed. "Herbivore." He bonked Tsuna on the head. "Let's go, Tsunayoshi."

Tsuna smiled cutely, stood on his tiptoes, and pecked Hibari on the cheek.

"Yup. Let's go back to everyone."

Hand in hand, they walked back…

…and they never let go.

But what is there to lose?

Tsuna smiled. Nothing.

There's nothing to lose. Nothing.

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They say, that once a person is lost, they'll never return again. Never ever.

But who knows? Life may change with a single act, just like this.

Surely, the reality may be morphed into a shape that is beneficial to everyone.

But not every reality can be moulded so easily. It may take a while, it may take years, and it may take an eternity.

But as long as I know you are waiting for me, I'm almost too happy to oblige.

I'll change the future, just for you.

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Though Hibari never ever said it, he does care for Tsuna.

Though he will never say the three words, Tsuna understands with his whole heart.

Though Hibari will never lower his head to Tsuna, Tsuna knows his true intentions.

Though Hibari may leave Tsuna, Tsuna knows that it's the best for both of them.

Though Hibari may get mad at Tsuna, he knows that Hibari's had a hard day.

But even though Hibari will never say the three words, Tsuna understand that deep in his heart, he still cares. He does. His eyes says everything for him. Everything.

And he loves Hibari for who he is.

Because ultimately, Hibari is Hibari. There's nothing to change, nor does he want Hibari to change. Ever. He loves Hibari the way he is.

And that is that. No questions dealt.

And Hibari knows too.

Because everyone needs someone.

Just like he needs Tsuna.

And just like Tsuna needs him.

That's why they're both happy in their own way.

And they'd give their lives to make it stay this way.

FIN.

DONE~! Yay.......

I'm done this alternative ending . YOSH, man~!
Me so happy . This is awesome. I'm finished . YOSH.

Kyokugennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL wao. I really need a break. Don't worry. I'll get going with the second altenative ending. Though it might not come tomorrow or the day after that, expect it. I may not have enough time tomorrow, or I may, depending on whether I want to skip class or not. I'm probably gonna skip class tomorrow and write this in the library.

Haha. Or not. Who knows. I'll be writing it in my spare, that's for sure. LOL

I'll get it going with the second alternative ending soon. I have another fan fic I need to finish too. And not to mention two fucking posters and one doujinshi I have to make. Well, I can set aside the doujinshi, but that's about all I can set aside.

The fanfiction, I need to finish soon. DARN. Fuck.

I'm so fucking mad right now. . Stupid Exams. Stupid fucking exams....

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK....

Okay. I feel soooo much better now. LOL. Darn. I'll get going with my second alternative ending now. . *sigh* What I do...what I do .