Title: Rated R Desire

Author: NeroAnne

Disclaimer: I do not own Jeff Hardy, Edge, or the rest of the wrestlers in this fic.

Summary: Jeff smirked, running a hand through his purple/blue hair. "I know what you want, Adam. I'll give you a little hint…it's definitely…Rated R for Rough.

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Chapter 12.

Jeff ran his fingers gently through Adam's hair. His head was turned, staring out the window, the moon reflecting in his emerald eyes. Glancing down at Adam, he smiled, gently brushing his fingers across the older man's forehead.

Adam had nodded off at about 12:40. He snored softly, his head pillowed against Jeff's chest, his arms possessively holding onto Jeff's waist.

Jeff sighed, closing his eyes. He wanted to sleep…but something was keeping him up. Gently loosening Adam's grip, Jeff carefully laid the taller man on the bed, smiling when Adam groaned.

Slipping quietly into the bathroom, Jeff rubbed his neck. He let out a slight hiss of air, feeling the tender muscles in his neck ache at the touch, "What the fuck happened to me?" he murmured to himself. Glancing at himself in the mirror, he narrowed his eyes.

"Why don't I remember anything? Why is everyone acting funny around me?" shutting his eyes, Jeff rubbed his temples, "Think," he whispered fiercely, "Remember."

-Memories sharp as Daggers-

"Well, aren't you a pretty one?"

Jeff smiled seductively, "Am I really?" he giggled, slowly turning around in a circle.

"Wow, such pretty hips…sweet ass…very nice legs. You're perfect baby, every angle and every curve." The unknown man whispered, his tone dripping in lust.

Jeff smirked, "So? Am I just going to be your pretty little picture all night long? Or are you gonna paint me?"

The man smirked, standing and making his way over to Jeff, "You'll get painted. Don't you worry about that."

-Pierce into the Flesh of Today-

"Honey…?"

Jeff jumped in surprise, turning wide eyes to Adam, who was giving him an odd look. "Oh…Adam…I'm sorry, did I wake you?"

Adam shook his head slowly, "Nah…the bed got cold."

Jeff closed his eyes for a moment before shaking his head, "Sorry…my eyes were watery, I wanted to see what was up."

Adam frowned, walking over to his boyfriend. Gently cupping the smaller man's cheeks, he peered deep into the green depths, "They look fine…"

Jeff carefully pulled his face away, "Yeah, I took care of it…" noticing the slight narrowing in Adam's hazel eyes, he smiled, "Go back to bed baby, I'll be right there."

Adam sighed, running a hand through his hair, "Alright." He walked out of the bathroom, shutting the door behind him.

Jeff waited till he heard the footsteps walk away before looking into the mirror again.

"Who…was that?" he asked himself.

Sighing, he turned the bathroom light off, walking over to the bed.

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-Next Morning-

Jeff rolled his eyes, sitting down on a nearby chair, "Yeah, yeah, I know," he told Matt, who was eyeing him carefully, "I'll stay right here, Matt. I promise."

Matt nodded, "Alright…I'm just gonna go get the guys and I'll be right back, kay?"

Jeff nodded, watching with half-lidded eyes as Matt walked away. Licking his lips, he eased back onto the chair, trying to relax.

He yawned a bit, his eyes slowly drifting close. He was so tired…he hadn't gotten much sleep after that weirdness that went on in his head last night.

His eyes closed completely and his head was just about to fall forwards when-

"Jeff, damn it!"

His eyes snapped open, darting around before zeroing in on his brother. "Oh…hi, Matt," he rubbed his left eye, "What time is it?"

Matt rolled his eyes, "I've been gone only two minutes."

Jeff frowned. It felt like so much longer…

"Well, what it is?" Jeff asked, his tone annoyed.

Matt quirked an eyebrow, "Touch-y," he drawled. "Did you get any sleep last night?"

Jeff considered telling him about last nights thought…he hadn't told Adam but only because he was afraid of the reaction…but Matt was his blood…

Sitting up straight, Jeff looked up at Matt, "Something weird happened to me last night," he said softly.

Matt's eyes grew concerned, "Your neck? Or was it the bruises on your abdomen? Did they bother you?" he began to look over his younger brother.

"No…no," Jeff murmured, gently pushing Matt's hands away, "Not physically…just mentally. I had…I don't know…a…a memory I guess…"

Because his focus was on the ground, he completely missed the alarmed look on Matt's face.

"I was with some guy…I didn't even recognize him…and he was saying some weird shit, man. He said I was pretty…and then, I replied…in an even weirder way…I said some real gross shit and then he came towards me and then…I was brought back to reality by Adam." Jeff said.

Matt nervously rubbed his hands together, "Did you tell Adam?"

Jeff shook his head.

"Alright…well, it was probably nothing…maybe just a weird dream you had or something…"

"But-"

"No, Jeff…" Matt said, his tone slightly hard, "It was a stupid dream, nothing more. Now come on, Evan and Adam are done with the shoot."

Jeff sighed, standing up slowly. He walked quietly, following his brother to the parking lot of the studio.

"Hey, honey," the soft voice purred from right beside him.

Jeff smiled softly, "Hi, baby," he accepted Adam's kiss, giggling when Adam let out an over-exaggerated moan.

"Gross," Matt complained. "Knock it off, you two."

Jeff hugged Adam, keeping his head to his brother, a small smile playing on his face, "Now don't start…we never complain when you kiss Evan."

Adam smirked, "Well, not out loud, at least."

Matt merely looked away, smiling as Evan walked into his arms. "Good morning, gorgeous," he whispered into the smaller man's ear, causing him to smile back.

"Gross," both Adam and Jeff said, grinning, "Knock it off you two."

Matt flipped them the bird, leaning his head down to kiss Evan, who readily kissed back.

Smirking, Adam turned back to his own boyfriend, "So, babe, how are your eyes?"

Jeff blinked, "My eyes?" then realization hit him, "Oh! Yeah…they're fine…not at all watery anymore."

"What's wrong with your eyes?" Evan asked once he pulled away from Matt.

"Uh," Jeff licked his lips.

"It doesn't matter, they're fine now," Matt cut in, "Let's just go on to the Hotel now."

Jeff shot his older brother a grateful look, receiving a wink in response.

Adam shrugged a bit but nodded, "Kay…"

A few steps away from the car, Adam jerked a surprised Matt back, ignoring the glare he received after. "You two get in the car, I have to talk to Matt, real quick."

"About what?" Matt hissed out of the corner of his mouth.

"You'll see," Adam hissed back.

Jeff and Evan both shrugged and got inside the black car.

Walking a few feet away, Adam finally let go of Matt's arm.

Rubbing his arm and shooting daggers at Adam, Matt spoke, "So? What is it?"

"Matt look…you were my best friend…and I know I caused you harm and I'm sorry…but I have a big favor to ask you," Adam dug around in his pockets.

Matt rolled his eyes, "What is it, man?"

Licking his lips, Adam pulled out a small black box, "You mean the world to Jeff…and he means the world to me…be my best man?" Adam opened the box to show the engagement ring lying inside.

Matt's eyes widened, staring at the expensive looking band, "Holy shit!" he yelled. He quieted down when Adam glared. "You're gonna ask my brother to marry you?!" he whispered excitedly.

Adam nodded, "Yeah…I know it's sudden…but, I really love him…and I want him to be mine forever." Closing the box and tucking it safely in the pocket, Adam locked eyes with Matt, "So will you do it? Will you be best man at our wedding?"

Matt shook his head, a slow smile forming on his face, "Of course, Adam…of course."

They both embraced.

"Thank you so much," Adam whispered.

Honk, honk!

The jumped apart, blushing heavily.

"Hey! Hurry up!" Evan called out, grinning, "Unless you want me to hug and cuddle on Jeff…cuz if that's the case, I wouldn't mind trading Hardy's for the day!"

"Hell no!" Adam and Matt both yelled, running over each other to get into the car.

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Jeff flipped a page through his book, reading attentively.

'He stopped, staring down at his love interest with narrowed eyes, "And what would you have done…? Would you have killed him? To be with me…? Would you have left him and his abusive ways?" He smiled sweetly, "Or would you have continued to been his bitch? After he kicked you out…and left you…broken and bleeding." He looked down at the younger male, "Collin…I've loved you for years now…why ignore me?" He leaned closer to the boy. His lips only a breath away,'

"Hm…kinky, Jeff." Adam murmured, reading over the shorter man's shoulder.

Jeff chuckled, closing the book and looking over at his boyfriend, "I like to imagine it's me and you."

Adam smirked, "Babe, if it were the two of us, our lips would have crashed against each other by then."

"True," Jeff admitted softly. He rested his head on a pillow, "Ready for bed?"

Adam nodded, tugging off his shirt. "Yeah," he tossed his shirt behind him and climbed in, pulling Jeff on top of him. He hummed, feeling Jeff's light weight rest on his chest. "You feel so good…"

Jeff smiled, "We didn't do anything…"

Adam shrugged, "Don't care…I love the way you feel."

Jeff sighed, "I'm sorry, Adam…it must suck not to be able to have sex…"

Adam pressed a finger to Jeff's lips, "Shh…I'm willing to wait for you…"

Jeff's eyes shined, "Since when are you so sweet?"

Adam looked over at his nightstand, smiling when he noticed the box, "I'll let ya know, tomorrow."

Smiling, Jeff rested on top of Adam, closing his eyes.

Adam's eyes closed as well.

5 minutes later both were asleep.

-Dreaming-

Carlito pushed Jeff onto the bed roughly, before climbing on top of him, kissing him hard.

Jeff moaned, arching his hips up to Carlito's, "Please…no foreplay, just fuck me."

Carlito smirked, "Eager?"

Jeff smirked back, "And willing. Please, I need you so fucking bad!"

Carlito growled and forced Jeff onto his hands and knees. Grabbing onto his hips, Carlito slammed himself inside him in one smooth movement.

Jeff tossed his head back, moaning loudly.

"Damn," Carlito murmured, "You moan like a-"

"A slut," Jeff whispered, smirking darkly, "I know."

Carlito groaned and set the pace.

After three rounds, Jeff was finally satiated and he mewled, feeling Carlito pull his now flaccid cock out of his ass.

Carlito ran a hand though his forehead, panting deeply, "Fuck…" he whispered, collapsing on the bed, spent.

Jeff smirked, "A lot of it," he agreed.

Standing up, Jeff dressed himself, "Thanks a lot Carlito, it was a great fuck." He walked towards the door of the hotel.

"Anytime," Carlito answered, a playful smirk on his face.

Jeff giggled and walked out the door.

As he walked towards the elevator, he noticed the bellhop checking him out. Smirking, Jeff walked over to him.

-End Dream-

Jeff's eyes snapped open. Gasping, he sat up, looking around.

"Adam?"

Looking around, Jeff came to a conclusion. Adam was gone.

Shaking, Jeff looked towards the nightstand. A note.

Picking it up, Jeff read through it:

Hey, honey.

Had to talk to Matt, be back in a couple of hours,

Love, Adam.

Jeff crumpled the note, bringing the bed sheets up to his chest. He sobbed lightly, shaking his head.

"No, no…why am I dreaming this? I love Adam…" Jeff swallowed hard, thinking back to a week ago.

-Flashback-

Carlito smirked, lowering himself to Jeff's level, "I was, uh…kinda hoping for a repeat performance of last time."

Jeff blinked, "What the hell are you talking about?" he was so damned confused.

Carlito chuckled, cupping Jeff's cheek, causing him to recoil, "Come on, Jeff…you remember…you were screaming an awful lot."

-End Flashback-

Jeff's eyes widened.

'Oh…oh my god…'

Getting out of bed, Jeff looked around for his cell phone. Finding it, he quickly dialed a number.

"C-Carlito?" Jeff whispered softly, "I…I…need to know…"

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Adam groaned, covering his eyes, "Matt…I don't care!"

Matt rolled his eyes, "You have to care, Adam. It's your engagement. How do you expect to do it?"

"Gee, I don't know!" clearing his throat, Adam began, "Hey, Jeff! I love ya, babe! Fucking marry me!"

Evan laughed, rubbing his eyes, "Cute."

Matt twitched, "Copeland! I'm serious!"

Adam sighed, "Alright, Alright." Smiling, he told them his actual plans.

"Well," Matt said, pleased, "That sounds wonderful."

Adam smiled.

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"O…Okay, thanks…" Jeff hung up, a hard sob escaping his throat.

He had sex with Carlito…

But when?! Why wouldn't he remember when!?

Sniffling, Jeff closed his eyes, "Remember, damn you! Remember!"

-Memories-

Randy exhaled heavily, "I won't lie…I did say that…but I didn't mean it…I just didn't want to look love-stuck in front of the guys…"

Jeff swallowed, "L-love-struck?"

"Yes," Randy cupped Jeff's uninjured cheek and leaned closer, "I love you, Jeff."



He swung open the door and gasped, "What the hell are you doing here?!"

Adam Copeland merely glared at him.

Jeff growled and stepped out of the door, closing it gently behind him. "Adam, what the hell?"

"You know, I could swear I remember telling you that Randy couldn't give you what I could," Adam grabbed Jeff's wrist and pulled him against his chest. Adam's light eyes traveled through Jeff's face, noting the redness on his cheek.

Jeff glared, "And I swear I could remember telling you not to look for me again!" He pulled away from the taller male.

Adam smirked, "Please, Jeff. I'm not here because I want to fuck you; I'm just here to gloat to Orton. Poor boy, he wanted to take your virginity…but, that's already been given to someone else, hm?"

Jeff remained silent, glaring at the older male.

"Oh, Jeff…you really were such a little cockslut…I'm still surprised you were a virgin…How is it that you remained that way for so long?"

"By avoiding bastards like you," Jeff hissed as he turned to the door.

Adam smirked and pinned Jeff to the door, "Avoiding? You came onto me, you little slut. You knew what you wanted, because you craved it for so long, and now, you're standing here telling me that you were avoiding me? Bullshit."

Jeff licked his lips, his eyes flashing angrily, "What the fuck do you care? You don't want to be with me!"

"Because Jeff," Adam leaned close, so they're eyes met, "Ever since you uttered those three forbidden words, you've been mine. I don't want you, I have you. You know that you're never going to be able to love Orton the way you love me."

Jeff closed his eyes.

"Orton's a little boy. You need a man. Let me be that man, Jeff." Adam moved his lips closer to Jeff's.

Jeff recoiled.

Adam stared up at him in shock, grasping onto his jaw.

Jeff unclenched his fist, breathing hard. "Fuck you Adam…You don't own me, I own me. I will not be your little toy, I'm not going to be manipulated by you. You were the one who kicked me out, you were the one who fucked me and left me, you were the one who had a fucking chance and lost it!"

Moving towards the door, Jeff turned to give one final glare at Adam, "I'll see you tonight." And with that, the door was slammed shut.

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"Jeff!" Randy stared at him with watery blue eyes, "Honey, what are you doing?"

Jeff punched the wall harder, "Mind your business," he snarled.

"Whoa, man, easy," John Cena said, gently grabbing Jeff's fist. "Look, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kissed Randy, I just-"

"Shut up." Jeff mumbled.

Randy and Cena shared looks as stayed quiet.

"Do you love him?" Jeff asked quietly.

Randy looked at him sadly and nodded, "So much," he admitted.

Jeff looked at John, "You'll take care of him?"

Cena nodded, his eyes intense.

"Fine." Jeff shoved his way in between the two males and turned to leave.

"Jeff…" Randy whispered.

Jeff turned, and forced a smile, his eyes shining with tears, "Don't worry about it Randy. I'm glad he loves you," Jeff turned, the tears falling down his face. 'Because I know I'll never be able to,' he thought.

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Matt's face darkened, "Why are you home so late?"

Jeff smiled, "I was having fun."

Matt blinked, "Without us?" he asked, a bit hurt.

Jeff sighed, "You wouldn't have liked this type of fun, Matty. It involved lots and lots of sweat."

Matt stared at him with confused eyes. "But, Jeff, I…"

"I'm sleepy," Jeff interrupted, smirking playfully, he kissed his brother.

On the lips.

Evan stared at the youngest Hardy in surprise. Matt seemed to have turned to stone.

Jeff giggled and turned to Evan, "Night, cutie," he purred, before kissing him on the lips also.



Jeff smirked darkly and purposefully gagged himself on Adam's cock, causing the older man to cry out. Swallowing and gagging repeatedly, Jeff finally eased his lips off Adam's dick to answer, "You made me this way."



Adam fists clenched, "Did you suck him off?"

Jeff blinked innocently, "Who? Carlito, the bellhop or the other six guys I had sex with last night?"

Adam growled lowly, "Filthy bitch."



Chris leaned back against the couch, tugging Jeff down with him. They kissed passionately, licking, sucking and biting.

Jeff whimpered, feeing Chris's teeth sink into his lower lip, "Oh, yes," he moaned.

"Like that?" Chris asked softly, licking away the tiny bit of blood from the bite mark. He smirked when Jeff nodded.

Jeff panted, sitting up on Chris's lap. Smiling sweetly, he began to unbutton Chris's shirt. He kissed every bit of skin that was revealed to his lusty green eyes, taking his time in unbuttoning the blue shirt.

Chris smiled, his eyes closed, "Damn, baby…can you feel what you do to me?"

Jeff smirked, then gasped as he was roughly lifted off of the blonde Canadian.

"I'm sure he can, but wait till you feel this,"

Chris couldn't even react, next thing he knew, he had a snarling Matt on top of him, punching and swearing.

"Matt! Get off of him, damn it!" Jeff pushed Matt off of Chris and began to look him over for any serious damage.

Matt glared, "Get away from him, Jeff."

Jeff glared, "Mind your own business, brother."

"You are my business!" Matt snarled.

Jeff stood, his fists clenched, "Chris," he whispered, "Go outside, I'll be there in a couple of minutes."

Chris nodded, walking quickly towards the door, ignoring a stunned Evan as he went by. When the door closed quietly behind him, Jeff turned back to his brother.

"You have no business interrupting us." Jeff seethed.

"God, Jeff! He's a married man, he has kids! What the fuck where you thinking?!" Matt yelled, pushing Jeff against the wall.

Jeff stumbled, but regained his balance, "Shut your mouth! You have no right to judge me!"

Matt began to see red, "What the fuck has gotten into you!?" he screamed, grabbing a hold of Jeff's shoulders, "Do you have any clue what you're doing to yourself!?" he began to shake Jeff roughly, "Do you have any idea what could happen to you!?"

Evan timidly placed a hand on his boyfriends shoulder, "Matthew…"

Jeff swallowed, noting the look of immense rage in his older brother's eyes, "You're not my father, Matt. You don't control me. I can sleep with whomever I want, whenever I want."

Matt pulled his fist back, slamming it into Jeff's cheek, "You idiot! Whoring yourself out just because some stupid fuck didn't love you, is that it?" he punched Jeff again, this time in the eye, "Are you such a fuck up that you can't even find another person to love?"

Jeff whimpered, his eyes clouding with tears, "Chris loves me…" he said weakly.

"Bullshit!" Matt slammed his fists into Jeff's stomach, "Chris loves the fact that you'll spread your damn legs for him! He cares nothing for you!" Punching his brother in the gut a few more times, he waited until Jeff was reeling in pain before he shoved him against the wall again, "Jeff…" Matt was sobbing now, lowering himself to his knees.

Jeff was crying also, only much quieter. His left eye was beginning to turn blue, his cheek already sporting a bruise. He could hear Evan sobbing in the background.

"Jeff…" Matt repeated; hurt lacing his voice, "What would momma say…if she saw you now?"

Jeff's eyes snapped closed, "No! Fuck you, Matt!" He stood, ignoring the ache in his stomach and he ran out the door, pushing past Evan.



Jeff stiffened, "You're one to talk about disgusting, Adam…You broke me. You have no idea…how it felt to know…that you wanted nothing more than for me to be your slut. I wanted you to love me…but now, I think I just want you to either fuck me…or stay the fuck away from me. You choose." He turned on his heel, fully intent on leaving.



"You have no idea what you're getting yourself into," Adam began, breaking the silence. "Do you know that Matt and I spent days trying to contact you? We've been worried, Jeff…really worried."

Jeff snorted, "You were worried about me? Bullshit." He turned in his seat, facing Adam, green eyes flashing, "Now, Adam…you dragged me in here so that we can get to your hotel…and fuck. That's all. And since I don't want to talk, I guess I'll have to entertain myself." He unzipped Adam's pants.

Adam nearly braked in alarm, "What are you doing? I'm driving!"

Jeff smirked, "Don't care." He leaned down, sucking the head of Adam's cock into his mouth. He licked the tip languidly before swallowing completely. He hummed around the thick cock, feeling Adam squirm.

"Jeff," Adam panted, trying to keep his hands steady on the wheel, "Please, I can't, ooh,"

Jeff stoked half of the cock in his hand, while his mouth took in the rest. Pulling his lips off the member, he smirked, "What's wrong, Adam? You don't like the way your slut pleasures you?" he licked the tip quickly, "You should be happy…after all, it's only your dick that I suck."

"Damn it, Jeff!" Adam swerved and nearly had a heart attack, "Knock it off!"

Jeff chuckled, "You afraid of crashing?" he squeezed hard, "You shouldn't be…after all, we both deserve hell, don't you think?"

Adam couldn't take it.

"Jeff, shut up!" he slapped the other male. Hard.

Jeff's head turned to the side. His left cheek quickly began to turn red. Shaking, he turned to look at Adam, fear in his eyes. Quickly, he sat back, huddling close to the window.



"What are you two doing?"

Both men turned and saw Matt, staring at them with narrowed eyes.

"What are you doing here?" Adam asked.

"I was driving to the hotel room and I saw your car parked and I got worried so-" he saw the red mark on Jeff's cheek and he turned heated eyes to Adam, "You bastard! What did you do to him!?" He grabbed Adam's neck from the window, squeezing hard.

"Matt, no!" Jeff ran out his car door and went towards his brother, "Matt, please, I was provoking him, it isn't his fault!" he tried tugging Matt off of Adam, who was beginning to turn red.

"Get off, Jeff! First, he fucks you for fun and now he hits you!? Not on my watch!" he reared his fist back.

"Matt stop!" Jeff grabbed Matt's arm.

Matt let out an annoyed growl and pushed Jeff off with incredible force.

Jeff stumbled backwards, right onto the busy road. He heard a loud honking noise and he let out a yelp. A car hit him dead on, connecting hard with his mid-section and sending him flying back.

Matt had turned around, and had seen Jeff's body cut through the air. Then all he saw was Jeff land with a hard thud, his body still. Adam had seen it also.

"JEFF!"

-End memories-

Jeff's eyes snapped open and he stared blankly at the wall, tears streaking down his face.

"Oh…oh god…this whole time…" Jeff sobbed, "They knew…and they didn't tell me…they kept this from me!"

"Jeff?"

Jeff turned to stare at the three men who entered the room and he wiped his eyes, hiccupping loudly.

"Baby? What is it?" Adam asked, walking quickly over to Jeff, his hazel eyes glowing with concern.

Matt and Evan came closer also; they're eyes shining with alert.

Jeff shook his head, trying to move away from Adam, "No! Let me go!" he got up from the bed.

"Jeff, tell us what's wrong," Evan pleaded. He tried to walk closer to Jeff, but that only caused Jeff to back up further.

"What's wrong?! What's wrong is that all of you LIED to me!" Jeff yelled, pointing a finger at them.

All three men stared at him in surprise.

"What is all this shit?! What the hell did you do to me!?" Jeff screamed at Adam, "You made me a slut! I was sleeping with so many different guys! I slept with Chris! It was all you! You were the one who turned me into a slut, you caused the accident, YOU'RE the reason why I can't remember all this!" Jeff screamed, his eyes burning with tears.

Adam felt his heart break, watching Jeff shake with the force of his sobs. "Honey," he cooed, walking over to Jeff, "Please, sweetheart, I'm sorry," he reached to Jeff.

Jeff slapped his hand away, "No," he whined, "No…I don't want to be with you…none of you! You were the love of my life!" Turning to Matt, who had his head lowered, Jeff screamed, "You were my brother! How could you two?! HOW COULD YOU!?"

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-2 months later-

Adam stared down at the engagement ring in his hands, tears falling down his cheeks. He ignored the presence behind him, knowing who it was already.

"…Jay just dropped him off to therapy," Matt said softly, his eyes watching the way Adam fiddled with the ring, "…He didn't say a word to me…he…ignored me."

"We deserve it…I deserve it…we should never have kept the truth from him, Matt…" Adam licked his tear-stained lips, "But we did…and we lost the most important person in our life…"

Matt's eyes glassed and he shook his head. "I won't give up on my brother…I know he still loves me…" kneeling down next to Adam, he stared into his eyes, "And I know he still love you…"

Adam's mind brought forth the images of how it once was with his Jeff…the sweet kisses…the soft hugs…the gentle words of love…the passionate sex…

"No…he doesn't love me…he did…and look where it got us…Jeff Hardy was never my soul mate…" closing his hazel eyes, Adam ended his sentence in a barely audible whisper,

"He was only my Rated R Desire…"



"Nothing can erase what they did to me…nothing will ever ease the pain…I wake up screaming…and I can't stop it…but I won't go to them ever again…I will not let it go…I will get my revenge…" Jeff murmured to himself, locking eyes with his therapist.

"Jeff…you're beginning to sound a bit psychotic," the old woman said softly.

Jeff smirked slowly, "Love can do that to you."

-END!-

Wondering if I'm evil enough to leave it there?

HELL NO! XD!

Oh, there WILL be a sequel. Sometime in the future.

And trust me…it won't be pretty.

Haha! I love how I finished this!

It's just so unexpected…yet, so powerful…

Don't you just hate me? XD!

*yawns* this was seventeen pages…I'm so tired…

ANYWAY! For those of you who don't want to kill me: YOUR APPRECIATION IS EVERYTHING!