I started writing this tonight and my point is to put a quote in every chapter. Mostly famous and some that people might not know. Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy it and please Review!!

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Ginny was lying in the grass outside the Burrow. Hermione and Ron had just announced their engagement and the house was in shambles, trying to plan every little detail. Ginny was in a bad mood and decided to leave the house. It was almost an hour when someone else joined her. They lay next to her and kept perfectly quiet.

Ginny had her hands across her stomach and was looking up at the sky trying to work out what the cloud looked like the most when the person spoke.

"Why you out here?" it was Charlie who spoke. He came back from Romania for the war and after all the tragedy he hadn't gone home yet.

"Looking at the clouds. I think that one there is a duck." She said lazily and Charlie laughed.

"Looks more like a tank to me." He said tilting his head to the side. Ginny smiled and pointed to another one.

"What about that one?" she asked but she hadn't distracted him enough yet.

"Why are you really out here?" he asked and Ginny sighed.

"To look at the clouds." She said and Charlie sighed and sat up looking over her.

"Are you jealous?" he asked.

"Yes so jealous, I mean I just love Hermione and want her t marry me." Ginny said sarcastically and Charlie sighed.

"For every minute you are angry you waste sixty seconds of happiness" he said and Ginny sat up.

"Why should I be happy?" she asked and Charlie hugged her waste.

"Why not Ginny? You have no reason to be angry or sad" He said and immediately new it was a mistake. Ginny shot up and stared at him with a look of absolute hate etched in her features.

"It is like he never existed to you guys. You are all acting like happy little cherubs and it makes me sick. He has been gone a year and every one is acting like that's long enough that he is no longer apart of us!" She yelled and Charlie stood up in response.

"Ginny you are not the only one hurting!" he yelled and Ginny's face became hot and tears prickled her eyes.

"Well it sure seems like I am!" she yelled and walked off down the path to the paddock over the way.

Mrs. Weasley came running out and looked towards Ginny.

"What happened?" She asked Charlie and he kept his gaze on Ginny.

"She is still hurting." He said and Mrs. Weasley placed her hands on her hips.

"Oh I thought it was something serious. She needs to move on." She said hiding her own pain. Charlie shrugged.

"How can she? She has now made all her pain into anger." He said logically and Mrs. Weasley sighed placing her hand on her son's shoulder. He turned around and started walking back towards the house,

"There is nothing more we can do now." She said when Charlie took one last look around at Ginny sitting on a rock in the middle of the paddock.

Ginny let the tears runs down her face and she hugged her knees and look out over the horizon. Fred's death had devastated everyone. But Ginny and George still weren't over it enough to be like everyone else and forget what happened and move on knowing her was brave.

He was brave and Ginny knew that but he died because no one got his back and the killing curse hit him. Unknown to many people was that Ginny was standing there ready to hex the culprit and was pulled away at the last second. As she was being pulled away she saw Fred fall and since then has blamed her self for his death. No one knew this of course because she knew what they would say and it didn't matter to her. She would forever feel it was her fault.

Ginny sat there until the sun went down and planned to stay there until someone grabbed her around the waist.

"Ginny its dark and mum is worried. She wants you home for dinner." Bill said and Ginny shrugged.

"Why? I am not going to eat anything" She said. Ginny had barely eaten since it happened and only ate when she felt it necessary or when the Healers at St. Mungo's made her. Bill sighed and sat down next to her.

"Ginny you have to eat regularly. You are becoming to thin." He said and Ginny shrugged again.

"I will be fine. Besides I won't eat if I am not hungry." She said logically and Bill stood up grabbing her waist and picked her up taking her towards the house. Ginny kicked and thrashed but it was no use. She may be stronger then all her brother's when it came to magic but she was nothing when it came to physical strength. When they got close to the house Ginny gave up and let him take her. They got into the house and he put her down while everyone around the table watched. She blushed and then left the room.

"Ginny!" she heard everyone call before she slammed her door as a sign to tell people to bugger off. She lay back on her bed and the door opened.

"Will you guys leave me alone already!" she said and Harry came and sat on her bed.

"Gin you cant do this to yourself. You have to start letting go." He said and Ginny sighed.

"Go away Harry" She said simply and rolled over in her bed Harry sat there until he was sure she wasn't going to speak and left the room. She slowly drifted off to another nightmare sleep.

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This quote if from a friend of mine. I do not know where he got it from but it was in his Personal Message on MSN. So thank you to Beau!!! I hope you enjoyed. Please tell me if you would like to see more.