Hey Again for the second time today. Phew I think I'll quit for tonight. But, I hope you all enjoy it. Its a labor of love! Hopefully you'll all review!!!!! I love your comments! Love you all!!!! I will have to update again with music because I dont have any right now, none came.

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Hope you LOVE it! ~Ella

I felt like I was flying as I looked at his white neck and I heard his steady breathing and I…believed. I believed what he was telling me. I believed he wasn't human. His family's golden eyes, his cold skin. I remembered how he sometimes talked from a different time. This was him without the mask, without the lies.

We stopped outside of the large colonial house. My favorite house. He threw me off his back and towed me through the door into the living room. He spun around to face me and the expression on his face was terrifying. I was still trying to catch my breath. The 30 minute walk took just seconds with him. They lived here, and I remembered my walk this morning. The bangs, the growls. That was them?

"Now do you believe me?" he spat.

"What-what are you?" His viscous expression turned to despair and he took a deep breath as I held mine

"I am… a vampire." He whispered. And I expected to be terrified when he said that. Like a normal person. But, I wasn't. I was curious, and in awe and…angry.

"You-you kept this from me? After everything we went through, after everything we were you never told me?" I asked.

"Bella, you wouldn't have handled it." He said.

I scoffed at him. "And I'm not handling it now? How hypocritical can you be?"

"You're in shock, it makes you act differently." My anger boiled over and I was seeing red. My rage had taken hold of me. His indifference to my feelings, and my opinion was infuriating. I was two steps from him and I took them quickly and before I knew it I slapped him across the face as hard as I could. It felt like slapping a rock but I didn't show it. The red mark spread across his face rapidly in the perfect shape of my hand.

The silence of the room was deafening. Edward's expression was one of true shock. My anger had gotten the best of me and I stared for the first time truly in his eyes. His pain and my pain mingled together and his was shown through his tawny eyes. My anger mixed with a new emotion while I stared at him. My eyes traveled across his face. His chiseled jaw line, his perfect nose, his incredible hair. My eyes started traveling lower. To his neck, his sliver of chest exposed by his tux. He really looked incredible in a tux. And then I realized that new emotion, lust. A feeling deep in my abdomen built up until I couldn't take it anymore.

I grabbed his face in my hands and pulled it towards my face. And then I was kissing him like I've never kissed anyone before. His cool lips brought back so many harsh memories it made me want him even more. I wanted to make up for lost time. I wanted to feel again.

He kept completely still for only a few moments and then I felt his power. His lips moved with mine as all of our anger and frustration and want, poured into our kiss. He pushed forward and I walked back quickly until I slammed into the door. When I did I let out a moan of pleasure from the feeling and Edward kissed me more feverishly. I felt his ice cold tongue on my bottom lip and I opened my mouth allowing him access as our tongues fought for dominance. I couldn't breath and I didn't want to because it would just break this perfect moment in a cruel world. But Edward had better ideas and let go of my mouth and reached his lips towards my neck. He sucked on it and it was the most incredibly sexy feeling as my chest heaved for air.

I felt his hands move from my face down slowly to my neck, across my shoulders and down farther. I panted faster as he still kept going lower. His hands moved across my arms and grazed the sides of my breasts. When he did I gasped wildly and my chest arched involuntarily towards him. His eyes locked with mine. The tawny eyes had changed to a lust-filled black fire.

He took my bottom lip between his teeth and I felt his hands still travel farther. They stopped at my waist, my back still arched, our chests touching. He then lifted me up and ran again up the stairs to what I assumed was his room. It only took a second. I breathed out before kissing him more fiercely. His hands traveled to my back and in one long swoop, had the zipper undone that made me gasp. I took my hands from his face as our eyes stayed lock. I pulled down on the fabric until it pooled at my feet. His eyes had not left mine. They wouldn't look at my body. That made me mad. We had gotten this far, I grabbed his face again and tilted it down. His eyes turned wide as they raked over my lithe form.

I pulled at the buttons to his jacket until they came undone. His hands touched my collarbone and traveled down until he was cupping my breasts. The feeling was so good, and it made me rip at his bowtie and his shirt collar. I kissed his chest every time I popped a button. The more chest I saw the more aroused I got. He ran me back into the wall again as his hands traveled to my sides. They left momentarily as he shrugged the white button-up shirt off his shoulders. His hands put more pressure on my sides and then he roughly lifted me in the air, our lips still locked together and my legs wrapped around his torso. He roughly kissed me and I could feel how aroused he was getting. He put his huge hands on my butt and spun me around. I didn't know where we were going until he lowered me and my back hit the bed. I crawled backwards to the pillows and he followed after me, he looked like a he was prowling. His lips met mine again quickly until I broke away so my eyes could find his belt. I undid it, taking care to gently graze him. He gasped loudly and growled, a deep throaty sound that sent a shiver down my spine. I undid the button of his slacks and the zipper and he kicked them off revealing a pair of dark gray boxer-briefs.

His arms wrapped around me and I felt his cool breath on my neck as his hands worked at the clasp of my bra. When he got it, he slowly threw away my bra on the floor as he sat up on his knees to look at me. His eyes were wide and that trade mark crooked smile slowly crept onto his face.

"You are so beautiful." He whispered in awe. I sat up and gently touched my chest to his as I tilted my face towards his and my hand grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him gently down on top of me. I felt his arousal through my underwear and put my hands on his back and slowly moved them down. He got the picture and his hands moved and he removed his underwear. Then, his hands traveled to the top of my panties and slowly pulled them down. I moaned out in pleasure as I could finally feel when there was nothing between us. It was what I had always wanted and now I was living it.

"Are you sure about this?" He asked me.

"Are you sure?" I countered back. He chuckled.

"Oh Bella, you have no idea how ready I am." To prove his point he shifted just a little and I felt him right in front of me.

"Oh my God, you have no idea how good that feels." I moaned out.

"I bet it can feel better. I love you." He whispered.

"I love you too." And then he slid into me. The feeling was so amazing, it was explosive. I yelled out in pleasure and he did that throaty growl again. As the time passed in ecstasy he tried to go slow to make it easy for me but, he couldn't hold out on his instincts. He started slamming into me, hard. His grunts growing louder and my screams getting louder as we both reached our climax. The power of him above me and the feeling of him moving inside me finally sent me over the edge and I screamed out and arched my neck back as I rode out my orgasm. He started going faster and faster until he let out one last loud grunt and he twitched inside me. We both were panting and I looked at his face, into his eyes and he looked into mine, and we both smiled blissfully.

"That was…wow that was incredible Edward." I laughed exasperated. I had had those experiences before but never like that.

"You did things to me today. You were so beautiful and sexy in that white dress but you know, I like you better with no clothes on." He chuckled. I kissed him again as he rolled over to the side of me. I turned towards him and rested my head against his chest.

"You don't know what I went through, how I felt when you were gone. I died the day you did. That's how I've always felt. You know you have 7 graves in the Forks Cemetery." I said sadly.

"I know their there. I've visited mine. The first month we stayed hidden but we stayed. We watched. Every day you put flowers on those graves. Thank you…for that. For keeping me close when I wasn't there." He said as he kissed my bare shoulder.

"Your Welcome. But I have other questions, about you, about what you are, about what we are."

"I will answer any questions you have, I owe you that. But, not tonight. Your tired and need some rest.

"Alright. Edward…I-I love you." I said through my tears.

"I love you too Bella, always know that." And I closed my eyes and drifted of into a sleep filled with Edward. Filled with the man I truly loved.