Disclaimer: No I do not own Twilight OK. Geez stop bringing it up it's a sore subject.

Proluge:

As I plunged into the black, icy waves I suddenly felt the weight of my decision. What had I been thinking jumping off of a cliff

when I can barely survive on dry land? I now knew that I should have waited for Jacob,I should have waited for the storm to die

down,and I knew that the little of my life that remained after...after it happened was soon to be ended. My broken heart

wrenched in agony to know that this moment drenched with agony was the last time I would hear his sweet velvet voice. As I hit

the water it felt like a ton of concrete. Frantically I thrashed in the water trying to hold on for Jacob, for Charlie,for...for- Edward I

forced my self to think for I had also promised him that I would keep myself safe for him. Despite all my ill atempts at hearing his

voice now that it really mattered I did try to Be Safe as he had once urged me of in the note a that he had left me life ago when I

was in much less trouble than I am right now. Automatically my subconciousness flinched away from the memories of the life I

no longer had,but I ran to them with open arms realizing that it no longer mattered since I wouldn't be seeing it for long.

People always say that your life flashes before your eyes right before you die and mine did,but instead of a few old memories

I was greeting with my warm topaz eyed angel for he truly was my life. The glacial embrace of the water engulfed me

reminding me of the feel of his cool arms. Edward I love you. I thought before slowly sinking into the dark water that I would

never resurface from.

A/N First fan fic probably not good. I'll try and update at least twice a week.