ATTENTION! ;]

This is my very very very first FF. So please tell me what you think. If it's absolutely terrible, then please let me know! Oh and I'm no S.M. so don't take this stuff too seriously. I was just re-reading BD and I thought about this story. ENJOY!

I slowly pulled into the Black's rocky driveway, the rain beating so hard it sounded like the windshield was about to crack. I hesitated before I took the keys out of the ignition.

Maybe I should just leave, even though Jacob would've already known I was there by the sound of my truck. Perhaps by some slim chance, the rain was so loud he didn't hear me pull up.

I pulled my hood over my already soaking wet hair, and jumped out of my truck. I sprinted up the driveway and onto the porch of his tiny house. I barely tapped on the door with my fist and it creaked open.

"Bella, I'm so glad to see you. I've really been needing to talk to you." Jacob said in a shaky voice.

"Hey Jake, I've been wanting to talk to you too." I said trying to hide the nervous sound in my voice.

"Um, let's go talk outback in the garage, Billy is over at the Clearwaters, so we won't have any interruptions." He said as he grabbed an enormous orange umbrella.

We walked around the back of the house, through the trees where his make-shift garage was. The only place to sit inside was his vintage Volkswagen Rabbit front seats.

"Listen, Bella, I'm pretty sure I know why you came tonight. I just want to let you know that your secret is safe with me. I've kept it out of my thoughts every time I phase. I just really hate that you are so upset about this and.."

I cut him off before he could finish. "Jake, I know you're sorry, and you have no reason to be sorry because..because, I enjoyed it.."

"You..did?"

"Yes Jake, I'm just upset because I'm caught between fire and ice, and I don't know which one to choose. I love you Jake, I love every part of you. But, I love Edward. And I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I'm getting married in just one week. I can't do this. I shouldn't have done this. I'm.."

Before I could finish he kissed me. He kissed my forehead and then pulled away. We sat there for a few seconds that seemed like hours. I looked over at his face and realized he was crying. I had a burning sensation in my throat and an aching feeling in my stomache, and before I could say anything I started crying.

"Jake, I love you. But we can't do this."

"I'm sorry Bella but we already did. We went farther than you and Edward ever have, farther than you ever can. And no matter what you say, no matter how much you deny it, it will never go away."

He wiped the tears from my eyes, and then opened the car door.

"Where are you going!?" I cried out and I realized that my voice was hoarse.

"I'm not sure..but I have to go Bella, I'm getting too upset..I.." His voice was shaking. Every bone in his body was shaking. I was still crying in the car, I opened the door to get out and make sure he was okay.

"STOP, Bella, please. Just stay over there. I..gah!"

He cried out an enormous growl and then exploded into his wolf form. He sprinted out of the garage faster than I had ever seen him run. I climbed out of the car and fell to the ground sobbing. I was about to get married to the man of my dreams, after I had cheated on him with my best friend who I realized I love as equally as I love Edward.

Thanks so much guys, for actually taking your time to read this. I will definetly have the next chapter up soon! 3MK