Disclaimer: I do not own Negima

This is a KonoSetsu fanfic, if you dont like it dont read it. This is one of my first fanfictions so go easy on me ^^ I love this pairing so much. Thoughts are italic. And I'm warning ya'll, I'm really bad at spelling. Well anyway on with the story.


I Will Never Let You Go

(Setsuna's point of veiw)

I walked out of my dorm room, Yuunagi in hand and headed towards Konoka's shared room. I slung Yuunagi over my shoulder and knocked lightly on the door. It only took a couple of seconds for Negi to open the door.

"Oh, good morning Setsuna-san." the little teacher smiled up at me.

"Good morning Negi-sensei," I bowed "is Ojou-sama ready?" he nodded and gestured for me to come inside. I gave him a slight smile as I walked through the door.

"SECCHAN!" Konoka screamed and glomped me, a blush stained my cheeks and my heart sped up.

"G-Good morning Ojou-sama, are you ready to head out yet?" I studdered.

Konoka pulled back far enough to look into my eyes with a pout, "Mou Secchan, there you go with the formalities." The blush got darker with how close her face was to my own.

"I-I'm sorry K-Kono-chan." I stared at her chocolate brown eyes that only brightened when she heard her favorite nickname and a smile spread across her face which caused my blush to darken even more as I gazed at her. Beautiful. Then she let go of me, grabed hold of my hand and started pulling me farther into the room.

"I bet Secchan hasnt had breakfest yet." She said without looking back at me, I could barely hear her words as I was intranced with how soft her hand was. She suddenly stoped and I was brought back from my thoughts to see her facing me with a worried look in her eyes.

"K-Kono-chan?" I asked wonder if I had missed something. She gave me a stern look.

"Secchan, have you had breakfest?" I blinked and shook my head. She gave me a small pout again and my blush came back full force as I looked at her lips. I quickly looked down at the floor to hide my blush and to resist the urge that had almost over powered me to kiss her. "Secchan?" I heard her voice break into my thoughts once again. I looked up at her worried face and saw it coming closer to mine until our foreheads touched, "Are you not feeling well Secchan? Your face is red." My eyes widened and I pulled back as i felt my whole face burn with the cursed blush that seemed to always get me into situations like this.

"I-I-I'm f-fine..." was all I could manage to say. I looked back down at the floor and hid my blush again.

A laugh caught my attention and i looked up to see Asuna smirking over at me, "Don't worry Konoka, shes fine." she said as she grabed her bookbag from the floor beside us.

I looked back over at Konoka and apologized to her about worrying her. I need to stop thinking like that, I have to focus. I mentally shook myself and felt my blush fade away. I focused my mind on the surroundings and the barrier around Mahora, scanning for any sort of danger. "Ojou-sama, we should get going."

Konoka pouted at the name i called her but excused it this time, "Alright Secchan," she turned to Asuna and Negi, "see you at school." she smiled and grabed hold of my arm as we walked out of the room. I felt my face burn slightly again with that stupid blush of mine, I forced myself to focus on our surroundings again.

"Ne, Secchan, can we go shopping after school, just you and me?" Her question caught my attention and I looked over at her. I opened my mouth to say something in responce but my words failed me so i just smiled and gave her a slight nod. She smiled and huged my arm tightly. Being close to Kono-chan like this makes me so happy.... But, I know I cant let this distract me, I have to focus on protecting her. I shouldnt let these feelings for her prevent me from protecting her. I looked around the campus as we headed to school together like we do every morning. Something wasnt right today, something felt wrong...what is it?! I kept myself alert to every movement made around us all the way to school.

Konoka and I walked into the classroom, there were alot of our classmates there already. I walked Konoka to her seat and pulled the chair back for her to sit down, I ignored the "awww"'s coming from various students. I walked back to my seat and sat down with Yuunagi proped up on the left side of my desk. I looked up to see Negi-sensei walk in. Asuna-san's gunna be late again today. I laughed slightly to myself as I immagined the normal commotion that would start with Ayaka-san. They always fought over the stupidest reasons. And sure enough Asuna came sliding through the door right as the bell rang, there was a loud thud, I looked to see Asuna face down on the floor in the doorway. "I made it~" her statement was muffled by the tile floor. The whole class started to laugh.

"ASUNA GET UP YOU'RE DISTURBING NEGI-SENSEI'S TEACHINGS!" Ayaka's voice echoed through the class room and over the laughter of the other students. I sighed, got up and helped Asuna up before Ayaka could get in her face.

"Thanks Setsuna." Asuna smiled at me. I smiled back and gave her a slight nod, we both walked back to our seats with the class being completely quiet.

Negi-sensei's voice broke the silence, "Alright class time to start with the lesson for today!"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~After Lunch~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I didnt really eat much for lunch, I couldnt really eat with this uneasy feeling i felt, I didnt get it. Why do I feel like this? Everythings fine, today's just a normal day. I tried to convince myself that there was nothing wrong but no matter what I couldnt shake the feeling.

"Setsuna?" I heard a familliar voice call my name, i turned around to see Mana standing behind me.

"Yes?" I leaned my back against the wall.

"Did a demon break through the barrier that i dont know about or something?" She looked at me curiously.

"No, none that i can tell, why?"

"You're acting like it," she said bluntly.

I shook my head, "I just have a bad feeling Mana, its nothing really." I turned away and continued my walk back to the classroom.

"Alright Setsuna, if you need my help just call me and I'll put it on your tab." She called to me just as i walked through the classroom door. I let out a small sigh and sat back down in my seat. Am I really acting that strange? I must be if I worried Mana...I hope I didnt worry Kono-chan...Its probably just my imagination anyway, I just have to watch out for danger like usual. I noticed that I was the only one in the room. Wow am I really this early? I shruged and closed my eyes and pulled out a talisman with "ChibiSetsuna" written on it. I focused on channeling my chi to it and suddenly it turned into a little chibi version of me.

"Yes?" The little one asked as I opened my eyes.

"Go keep an eye on Kono-chan for me." I said with a stern voice. The little chibi nodded and bowed before flying out the door and towards Konoka. I let out another small sigh and barried my face into my hands. Now I have a little time to sort things out while ChibiSetsuna watches after Kono-chan.... This morning was very akward..I just cant feel this way about her...my duty wont allow it. Not only that but if she were to find out she'd probably ask for me to be sent back to Kyoto. Then I'd never be able to see her. Its better just to keep it to myself or just forget about those feelings...I love her in a way that I shouldnt, I cant lie to myself, I really do love her, I want to kiss her and hold her in my arms so that she knows shes not alone. A blush formed on my face at the thought. I know i shouldnt love her this way but...I cant change the way I feel no matter how many times i deny it. I want to tell her so badly. But i'm- "-chan. Secchan!" I jumped halfway out of my seat as her angelic voice interupted my inner-rant. I looked up to see Konoka's face very close to mine with ChibiSetsuna clinging to her soft brown hair. My eyes drifted down to look at her lips again, they looked so soft....I want to-...SHIT! I flew back and out of my seat. I hit the back of my head and landed on the floor with a thud. My vision blured for a minute and I got a hell of a headache.

"Secchan!!!" Konoka cried as she ran over to my side. She put a hand behind my head and the other on my stomach as she helped me sit up. I closed one eye tightly as the pain got worse. Konoka's eyes were locked with mine again and my pain stoped as my heart sped up and my face burned, "Secchan are you ok?!" I nodded slowly and kept staring into her worried eyes, intranced by her once again. Suddenly she moved up and kissed my forehead, I went stiff in surprise. She moved back down to look into my eyes again, "Do you feel any pain?" I shook my head. I'm never in pain when you're with me. Konoka gave me a small smile, "Silly Secchan, you shouldnt daze off into space like that. I had to call your name three times to get your attention."

"I-I'm sorry. You dont need to worry about me Kono-chan." Then I heard some more 'ooo's and 'awww's. I sat up instantly and looked around suddenly realizing that the whole class was back in the room. I mentally slaped myself as I stood up dispite Konoka's attempts to stop me. I held out my hand to help her up, which she took, and I walked her over to her seat again. Once again I earned some comments from the other students but i didnt care and I walked over and sat back down in my seat. I realized then that my head really didnt hurt. She must have healed me when she kissed my forehead. I looked down at my desk and turned ChibiSetsuna back to a talisman. Negi-sensei walked back into the room and told the class to settle down as he started teaching. I absent-mindedly took out a note book and pen to take notes on Negi-sensei's lesson while my mind was focused on the feeling of Konoka's soft lips on my forehead.

Before I knew it the last bell rang out signaling for the school day ending, I snapped out of my trance instantly and gathered my stuff up to leave. I picked up my bag and turned to see Kono-chan standing behind me, patiently waiting for me to get ready to go. I grabed Yuunagi and gave her a slight smile as we walked out the door.

I kept my eyes on the streets and watched people as we walked to the store we were going to shop at. I suddenly felt Kono-chan grab onto my arm and hold onto it tightly, "Secchan, the stores over there!" she said enthusiasticly as she pulled my arm in the other direction. I let her drag me into the store without looking to see which one she had pulled me into. I blinked in surprise as i saw many weird outfits and thats when i realized she must have taken me to a cosplay store. She pulled me over to a rack that had many skirts and abstract tops. I gave her a suspicious look as she reached for a pair of bunny ears. Kono-chan let go of my arm and ran off towards another rack and before i even got over there she was at another one, and another and another, until she came back with a mountain of clothes. "Come on Secchan!" she smiled a miscevious (AN: idfk how to spell that ;;) smile and draged me to a dressing room which she locked us both in.

"O-Ojou-s-sama?!" i studdered in surprise, not realizing i had called her by her least favorite name. Konoka gave me a slight glare, my eyes widened as I saw her reach for one of the outfits, which happened to be a bunny suit...Not another bunny suit.

"Secchan has to learn to not to call me 'Ojou-sama'." she smiled at me...Wait, or was that a smirk!? She started to lean towards me and i backed away until i hit the wall. Konoka kept coming closer and i was still trying to back away. She lifted up the bunny suit and put it up to my body, "Put this on." her voice was cheerful but commanding. I shook my head automaticly, "Do I have to put it on you then?" she asked sternly.

I franticly shook my head and with a blush I took the bunny suit. Konoka smiled a real smile this time, and I stood there waiting for her to leave so that i could get this wretched (AN: again, idfk how to spell that) thing on. She gave me a puzzled look and then she giggled, "Oh sorry Secchan, i'll turn around." she turned her back to me gracefully. I sighed in defeat as I changed into the bunny suit.

Once I was done changing I tapped Konoka on the shoulder and she turned around quickly. Her eyes widened and with a gasp she looked me over which made me blush even darker, "WOW Secchan looks so adorable!!!" she squealed and tackled me. I smiled dispite my embarrisment and huged her. She pulled away slightly and looked up at me, she reached to my pony tail and took it out letting my hair lightly fall over my shoulders. She fixed the bunny ears on my head and then she smiled again, "My turn!!" she grabed my shoulders and pushed me out of the dressing room door, shuting it behind me. I blushed furiously as many Otakus in the store stared at me with wide eyes. Why'd i have to get put out here when she didnt leave while i got dressed?! I looked down to hide my face with my hair as i tried to ignore the heated stares. Suddenly i heard the click of the door behind me, i spun around to see Konoka, and my eyes widened. Konoka was in just a big white sweater that barley covered the top of her thighs, and a red collar around her neck. She had dog ears on either side of her head and a tail sticking out of the bottom of the sweat shirt. (Like Hinata from Pure Pure, shes so adorable ) I think i'm gunna have a nosebleed. I cuped my hand over my nose as i stared at her. Then i heard a whistle come from behind me and i turned around quickly to see a very tall man with a pervy smile on his face as he looked at Konoka. I uncovered my nose, brought a foot up and kicked him in the stomach, sending him flying to the other side of the store. No one looks at Kono-chan like that! I let out a slight growl and glared at the rest of the people stareing, causing them to all look away quickly.

I turned back to look at Konoka, she was blushing and pulling down her sweatshirt to cover as much as she could. I sighed and pushed her back into the dressing room, "Come on, get your clothes back on Kono-chan." i said quietly. I shut and locked the door behind us. I turned away from her and faced the door trying not to look back at her as she got changed...but she didnt move. I turned back to her and gasped. She was looking at me with a sad look with her arms reaching towards me, her sweatshirt rose up to where i could see her underwear underneath it. I immediatly looked back up at her face. She looked like she was about to cry. I wraped my arms around her and pulled her close. She buried her face into my shoulder and i ran my fingers through her hair soothingly, "Whats wrong Kono-chan?" I asked her with a soft, concerned voice.

I felt a shiver travel up her spine, "The way he looked at me...it...scared me..." I rubed her back a little and whispered in her ear, "Dont worry Kono-chan, I'll always protect you." She pulled away just enough to look me in the eyes, her face was incredably close to mine. My heart pounded as i felt myself being drawn closer to her face and my eyes closed slowly after I saw that her eyes were closed. Then i felt our lips meet and i kissed her softly as she kissed me back. Kono-chan I love you. I felt lost on the feeling ove her soft lips moving against my own. Then suddenly I realized what i was doing and pulled away so fast i hit the wall with a loud thud. I blushed and looked down at the ground. Oh shit, shit shit shit SHIT! I felt something soft touch my face, I looked up to see Konoka smileing warmly down at me with her hand on my face, "Its okay Secchan," She gave me a soft, quick kiss, "I've been meaning to tell you something." Now Konoka was blushing. Does she-?! "Secchan...I love you..."

My eyes widened once again. She l-loves me?! I put my hand over her's, "R-Really?" She nodded and smiled at me. I looked down at the floor once more for a moment then I looked back up at Konoka, "Kono-chan, I love you too." I was surprised by how steady my voice was, there was no studder or anything like usual. Konoka's smile got bigger and she gave me a tight hug. I wraped my arms around her waist and closed my eyes and enjoyed the warmth of her body against mine. When i opened my eyes again, i noticed that her sweat shirt had came up even more. Oh Kami help me. I shut my eyes tightly, "Kono-chan, we need to get into our regular clothes, now." I said in a strained voice as i felt a nosebleed comeing again.

Konoka and I walked out of the cosplay store, hand in hand. Konoka ended up buying the outfits, dispite my objections. "Ne Secchan, dont worry, you're the only one thats going to ever see me in that...well besides those pervs in the store but they don't count." I blushed.

"Setsuna Sakurazaki." A deep voice called from behind us, i pulled Konoka behind me as i turned to face this person. Only to be shocked to the point that i couldnt even speak. I felt Konoka cling to the back of my shirt and whimper slightly. She didnt know who was infront of us...however, i did....The man standing before us was indeed my father.


I hope you liked it! ^-^ I'll update as soon as i'm done with the next chapter, but please review, i need feedback! *smile*