Title: Her Chuck, His Blair

Author: Shelby

Summary: And with that she is gone. All she can do now is wait, wait for her Chuck to come back and claim his Blair.

Disclaimer: I own nothing, but my ideas.

A/N: Tell me what you think and if you want it to be a two-shot. As always reviews are lovely and inspire me!

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Chuck's back, he's been back for a week now. He's even more lost than he was when he left just after Bart's funeral. He won't speak to her unless his words are harsh, he won''t see her unless he's parading a random slut in front of her, and he won't touch her unless he's really drunk and pushes her away. She has a key to his suite Lily gave her hoping she could get through to him, but even if she gets in the door Jack Bass won't let her through.

"Chuck doesn't want to see you," he says to her a smug look on his face. She ignored him the fist few times, she was quicker, faster to reach the door, but on the other side is always something she doesn't want to see. Him having sex with another woman. Another woman moaning his name. So she turns and leaves because she can't yell at him right now and she would if she stayed.

She shows up at Victrola again, the memories sting her over and over again. She sees him in the same booth he watched her from that night, but now he isn't watching her. He's watching other women as other women feel him up on both sides. She says his name, "Chuck?"

He only looks at her for a moment, but it isn't the way he used to. The only looks she gets from him now is a dazed and confused when he's high, or an angry and annoyed face telling her to go away. So she does, she goes back to her own home and cries in her bed until she finally falls asleep. Of course she gets up the next day attempting it all over again. After a while she begins to become numb to what she sees and that scares her the most. A week passes, and then another, soon the weeks turn into months, nothing has changed.

Finally it's graduation and a part of her hopes as she searches the crowd for the hundredth time he'll show, but he doesn't. She accepts her diploma and stands by Serena and Nate. She watches as Nate smiles out to Vanessa, Serena with her Dan at her side. Blair feels alone so she leaves as soon as its over.

She goes to a graduation party that night, showing up late as always. She went to check on him to find he wasn't there. She discovers he came to the party when she gets there, he's with other girls of course, he walks right past her. So she makes her way through the crowd to the bar and orders many more drinks than she should. She doesn't bother looking for Serena or Nate when she gets to drunk to see straight. Instead she sits at the bar and orders another. After a while she feels hot breath on her neck and two hands on her shoulders. For a moment she thinks its him until she hears the voice, "Hey there baby want to go upstairs with me."

The voice is foreign, but she realizes with a few more drinks she can pretend it's who she wants it to be. So she nods at the stranger taking more shots and then she lets him lead her upstairs, for she can barely walk.

They're upstairs now and he's taking off her dress, he tears it, but she doesn't care. He drops her on the bed and begins placing sloppy kisses on her body which is now only covered by her bra and panties. The amount of alcohol starts getting to her and she finds she isn't really there she can just feel and hear, but her eye sight is gone.

He's undoing her panties now and she can hear the parties died down stairs. She then hears giggles of girls outside the door and maybe a familiar male laugh. The man is cupping her breast now. There's a pounding on the door and she hears the stranger undressing her yell, "This rooms taken."

The people on the other side must not hear though because the door opens. She hears cursing, "Get the fuck off her!"

But she can't tell who it's coming from. She feels the body groping her being yanked off. She hears loud noises everywhere, but she is so tired she drifts off completely before she feels arms around her again.

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She feels brightness begging to invade her eyes. She finally gives in opening them and when she does she sees a set of even darker brown eyes staring into hers. He gets up and goes into his bathroom and she decides this means he wants her to leave, nothing has changed. So she gets up realizing her torn dress is gone and shes in one of his button up shirts instead. She steps quietly off the bed walking to the door. She is about to open it and leave when a hand comes from behind her closing it back, "Don't," he says to her, he's finally speaking to her.

She turns around as she feels her eyes water up, "Chuck," it comes out weak as he begins to pace the room angrily, he seems to be sober for once in months.

He stops for a moment looking at her, "Who was he?"

She shakes her head, "Who?"

He moves closer, "Him! The one I pulled off you last night who was he!?" he's up in her face now and she squints a raging headache from a very bad hangover. She needs to get out of here she can't do this so she turns to open the door and leave again, but his hand comes from behind her pushing the door, "No!"

She turns around ignoring the pain as she screams back, "What does it matter!?"

His eyes are boiling with rage now, "What does it matter!? What does it matter!? It fucking matters Blair you were going to let him touch you! He was touching you Blair my Blair not his or anyone Else's mine!"

He's breathing harshly now and she sucks in a deep breath before trying to talk strong, "Not yours Chuck, not yours. I wanted to be yours, I wanted to be here for you I wanted to kiss you, hold you, be there for you in every way, but you wouldn't let me. We haven't talked in months and I used to miss you so bad, but every time I saw you it never seemed like you were missing me let alone wanting me to be yours and I guess because of it I became numb and I stopped missing you."

He looks at her confused and he isn't yelling anymore when he goes to touch her, he speaks softly, "What are you saying?"

She brings a hand to stroke his cheek for a moment before whispering, "Goodbye."

She then turns to leave opening the door only this time the hand isn't there stopping her, but she does stop when she hears a voice, "Blair please don't go, don't leave me."

She couldn't turn around this time so she lets it out as tears fall down her cheeks, "I'm not leaving Chuck, you left me. This isn't the Chuck I fell in love with he left Chuck, not me and this Blair can't be with this Chuck anymore because if she does she won't be this Blair anymore, goodbye."

Chuck grabs her hand one last time before she's gone, "I love you."

Blair feels her heart break in two and for a moment she knows the old Chuck is there, but she also knows he won't stay. She knows now that he has to find the old Chuck and love him first before he can love Blair. So she turns towards him placing a soft kiss on his lips and whispering to him, "I want you to forget about that for now and..."

He cuts her off shaking his head, "No... never," she puts a finger to his lips smiling a weak smile, "Yes I want you to find Chuck and I want you to love him for me while I'm gone and then, then you have him come find me, okay?"

He's crying now, the second time she's seen it, but its so much more sad now because she's the one hurting him. He nods burrying his head into her shoulder whimpering for a few moments before he lifts his head, "I'll do it Blair."

She smiles a weak smile, "I hope so." And with that she is gone. All she can do now is wait, wait for her Chuck to come back and claim his Blair.

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A/N: Okay I think this is one of the best I have ever written, in the one-shot category so tell me what you think. Oh and if you think I should turn it into a two-shot and give you the ending results.