A/N: This Chapter is really bad you guys I'm sorry. Just as a warning there is sex discussed in this chapter. I might re-write it latter if I can think of a better way for Alice to "Just breathe."
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine ='(
'Cause you can't jump the track we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe
Alice and I ran after Rose back to there room. By the time we got to the room Rose locked the door. I stood up straight and looked at Alice waiting for her to open the door. She stands up straight and looks right back at me with the same look. "Well?"
"Well what? Open the door."
"It's locked you open it."
"I don't have my key."
"What do you mean you don't have a key you live here!" I swear I have no idea what's wrong with this girl sometimes!
"Well yeah but you know I always lose things. So I never carry it with me."
"Alice!"
"What?! I think that's very responsible of me."
"How you figure?"
"Well I could carry my key lose it and the some perv could sneak into our room and violate us. OR I could wait for Rose to open the door."
"How do you get in any other time?"
"By you, now open the door."
"I have no key. I gave it back after I walked in on Emmett and Rose making out for the tenth time. I got enough of that back home, I don't need it here too."
The door opened, and Rose rolled her eyes walking back into the room as we followed. I sat at the computer desk after closing the door and looked over at Rose. She was mad and you could tell. She was dressed in sweats and had her hair up. She looked like me on a good day. And that's saying a lot seeing as to who we're talking about. She looked way different then she did ten minutes ago. I sighed getting up sitting next to her. Her head fell upon my shoulder. I put my arm around her shoulder as Alice watched and smiled. "What he do Rose?" I asked as Alice sat up crossing her legs.
She took a breath and looked at me. "Your brother is an idiot! He's not sweet as he used to be! Don't get me wrong he's great, he really is. It's just he's changed! Like today we were at the stand and some guy whistles at me!" She sighs again and shakes her head. I don't see the problem I thought she loved it when he acted like a brute and got jealous.
"I thought you liked it when he beat guys up for you."
"I do!" she whined putting her head in my lap. Alright now I'm confused.
"He didn't," Alice said picking up her Cosmo, "We got to the cart and a couple of guys walked by. One of them whistled and Rose turned to glare at them. When she turned back to give Emmett a knowing smile he just winked at her. He didn't even look at the guys. I mean even Jasper glared at them until I told him it wasn't me they were whistling at."
"Emmett didn't do anything?"
"No."
"At all?"
"Are you not getting this Bella?"
"No I am, sorry, it just very un-Emmett like. Then what happened?"
"Well Rose asked why he didn't do anything and in a nut shell he some how called her fat, called himself hot, and compared her to—gulp—Tanya…"
"Oh he didn't!" I looked at Alice to see her nodding, and then I felt Rose nodding in my lap too. I sighed and put my head in my hands. "Oh Emmett you complete idiotic tool!"
Rose sat up and sighed pushing her hair out of her face. "I'm not thinking about this anymore. Emmett will realize what he did and he'll be over on his knees apologizing with flowers."
"I bet he'll be dressed in a bear costume, have balloons, candy, and flowers."
"As if Emmett'll dress in a bear costume! Why a bear?"
"Well you know we all call him our Big Teddy Bear."
"Emmett would do something like that…" I mumbled thinking of how stupid my big brother was.
"No way you guys. Alice you're on, twenty bucks!"
"You'll be sorry Rose, but fine."
"Rose are you really going to bet against Alice?" I looked over to Rose who was now up looking through the pile of DVD's. She nodded and said she knows her Emmy to well. I laughed and laid back as the door opened and a very happy Angela skipped in. "What's got you so happy?"
"She got laid." Rose said picking up the Notebook and putting it with the rest of the movies I laughed and look over to Angela who had a shocked look on her face. Alice snickered and looked at Ang.
"Rose I did not! Well not today I didn't…" We all stopped what we were doing and looked back at her. Alice stood up trying to grasp the idea of what Ang just said. Rose dropped all the movies and looked back. I flipped on my stomach to look at her to see if she was really telling the truth and God bless her little un—virgin butt Angela was telling the truth!
"Oh my…"
"Angela did you really—"
"Ang!" Alice ran to Angela and pulled her into a tight hug "Why on earth didn't you tell us?!"
"Well I thought you guys were gonna make fun of me so I decided against it."
"Angela!" Rose walked over to her and gave her a hug, "We would never! Now come on we have to celebrate. Pick a movie and a snack and if we don't have them I'll go get them." We did the same thing each time some one "lost it" With Rose it was Pretty Woman and popcorn. Alice chose Fried Green Tomatoes and curly Fries. With me…well it's yet to happen.
"Well Bella looks like we're just waiting on you now." Alice said smiling smugly over to me. I glared at her and turned back to the TV waiting for Ang to pick a Movie. I went to Alice's shelf where I kept some books and grabbed Wuthering Heights.
"Oh! How about Pride and Prejudice?!" Angela said looking up at us. I looked up from my book to look at her and frowned. That was the movie I was going to use. I could see Rose and Alice looking at me with questioning eyes. Angela looked at all of us then back at the movies. I could tell she sensed something was wrong by the way she picked up another movie very fast. "You know what? That doesn't seem as good as Atonement lets watch that."
I shook my head and smiled. "It's okay Angela we can watch Pride and Prejudice. This is your day not mine, you get whatever you want." She smiled shyly at me and nodded. She picked up Pride and Prejudice and put it on top of the TV. She left the room to go pick the snack she wanted and Alice turned back to me.
"Bella? Are you sure Baby Girl?" Ugh I hate that! Just because I'm the youngest doesn't mean every one has to keep calling me that. Nevertheless I smiled and nodded I was truly okay with it and I told her so. Today was for Angela and if she wanted to watch Pride and Prejudice then she's watching it and I will not be selfish about it. Alice nodded and smiled. I looked at Rose who wasn't smiling, in fact, she was scowling. I looked behind me to make sure she wasn't glaring at me and there I saw a huge bear with balloons, candy, and flowers. "Idiot" I heard Alice say under her breath. She held out her hand to Rosalie and moved her fingers. Rose sighed and went to the closet.
I looked over to Emmett who looked extremely confused. He cleared his throat and looked down at a note card in his hand "Um Rosie I'm very sorry for what I said, I was very wrong and you are in no way, shape, or form like that st-rup-ib, no, no wait that stupid. I'll start over. Rosie—"
"Can it Emmett!" Rose said walking back over slamming a twenty in Alice's hand.
"Mr. Jackson and I thank you."
"Emmett get out." Rose says walking over pushing him out of the room shaking her head.
"But Rosalie I'm really sorry I was very wrong."
"I know that. You're forgiven now get out." She closed the door and sat back on her bed next to me. "Bella, can you please make sure he knows he's forgiven?"
"Sure." Ang walked into the room looking over her shoulder as she closed the door.
"Um…why is Emmett out there in a bare costume?"
"Long story. What snacks you got there?" I walked over to her as she held up the Oreos. I smiled and took a pack over to Roses bed. She went to Alice's bed sat the cookies down and started the Movie.
"So…how was it?" We all turned to Angela after the movie went off. Rose smiled as soon as Angela blushed because of the question.
"Rose!" Angela smiled and shook her head. "I'm just glad I saved my self for Ben. I know he's the one and to answer you question it was perfect." Rose and I giggled but there was a giggle missing. I looked over to Alice who was sitting looking out the window. One lone tear rolled down her face very slowly. "Alice what's wrong?"
She looked over to all of us and stood up and ran out. I looked at Rose confused but she looked just as lost as I was. Rose nodded to the door signaling me to go after her. I sighed and stood up going to the bathrooms. Usually they were crowded but I went in and no one was in the room, only one stall was closed. "Alice is that you?" I didn't hear an answer just a sniffle. I smiled knowing it was her. I went to the door and knocked on it asking for her to unlock the door. The door opened and before I could even say anything Alice had her arms around me crying . "Alice what's wrong?" I guided her out to the couch and we sat down.
"I just," she sighed wiping her eyes. "Tanya was right!" I looked at her like she lost her mind. I thought I'd never hear those words come from her mouth. "I am a slut. I lost it in high school to David Linsner. I thought I was in love with him but he just wanted me for that and after he got it he was done. You know the way those girls were looking at me when we first saw Jasper?" I nodded frowning. "They were right Bella. I should have saved myself for Jasper. He's the one, he is and I'm not even pure for him! I'm a slut."
"Alice! You're not, I promise you're not. You thought you were in love, you had sex. That's what people do when there in love!" I pulled her into a tight hug as she cried. "Tanya is not right! She will never be right about anything okay? You cant change the past. This is life, the rewind button's not there."
"I know. It's just so hard!"
"Calm down Alice. Just breathe."
"I don't think I can…"
"I know you can. Come on we have to go be happy for Angela."
"Oh, I forgot all about that. I probably ruined this for her."
"I'm sure you didn't."
"Yeah…well thanks for coming in here to get me."
"It's no problem." She held the door open for me and we started walking down the hall.
"Well at least you'll still be a virgin when you and Edward get it on."
"Alice!"
A/N: I did not like this chapter at all! It was short and it was bad and I'm so sorry. I had to put it in there for the Just Breath part for Alice. Next will be Emmett being. It wont be exactly the same as the sing because Emmett having a birthday would be very random. Again I'm sorry about this chapter and I would understand if you guys don't review this one.