A.N.: So, this is just a song lyric from the song Supernatural, by Flyleaf, Rose and Dimitri fluff, just me saying how much I love him and how I think he's great. This is the day after he goes to her room, and sees her crying. Enjoy!
Rose P.O.V
Dimitri explained again what we were doing, it must have been so annoying to have to explain yourself three times in a row. I sighed. If roles were reversed, I would have yelled at myself by now.
"Supernatural patience graces his face and his voice never raises."
"Rose?" He asked, looking worried. "Are you even listening to me?"
"No." Any other instructor would yell, or at least be angry, Dimitri, though, he looked concerned.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He cocked his head to the side, and he stared into my eyes. He looked at me as though we didn't need to talk about it, because he already knew everything I would tell him.
"Will it make you think any less of me?" I asked him quietly. "Will it make me less adequate as a guardian if I cry?" I was joking, but something about the way Dimitri was still looking at me made the question more serious.
"I'll think more of you," he replied, his voice soft and comforting. "Crying as a novice won't make you a bad guardian, because it will help you learn to control your emotions, to make better decisions, to let things out, and not allow feelings to cloud your judgment later. In the long run, it will probably make you a better guardian." His eyes never left mine; he was serious, because everything was always serious with us. Training was serious, crying was serious, but he understood me. I swallowed hard.
"Remember the day you busted me with Jesse Zeklos in the lounge?" I know I did, I pictured him storming in, threatening Jesse, and then, surveying me and making me blush. I know I looked good that day, and the look that crossed his face as he nodded told me that he remembered, but what else he was thinking was a mystery to me. "Well we had a conversation about giving blood." Dimitri stiffened. "His fangs got really close to my neck, and from when Lissa had to feed off me, I got, uhm, excited, I was really embarrassed, and I couldn't deny it properly, but now he's telling people I slept with him, and let him drink from me. Normally when people talk about me, they whisper, but now people are openly staring at me, laughing at me, and I just, can't deal." A single tear slipped down my cheek. What was wrong with me? I didn't tell Lissa this stuff, why was I telling Dimitri? This was not like me. I am Rose Hathaway, I don't cry, I fight back! I'm a badass, unless it involves Dimitri, I mean, Mase was right, the man is a god! But still, I do NOT cry, why is Dimitri affecting me this way?
"I think I just saw you remember who you are," he smiled. "I'll walk you to class, you can ignore everyone, and pretend you have no idea why anyone is staring at you, maybe smile at people. You'll be fine. I have faith in you." I smiled, and took a breath.
"Thank you."
"Do you feel better?"
"You have no idea." He was holding my wrist, electricity burned in me, as did a desire to prove that I could bounce back.
"Supernatural patience graces his face and his voice never raises."
"Very good. Now let's go."
A.N.: I think I messed up the characters like a lot. Tell me what you think!