Authors Note: Okay, so this some what based off of the movie "Thirteen." and a true story, but BARELY based off of the true story. Most, basically ALL of it is fiction. This is just the preface, I already finished this story, it's only about ten or twelve chapters long. I just have to divide the chapters since they're all on one document! Reviews would make my day, seriously. I loved writing this story, telling a story of peer pressure. If you could give me feed back and just not alert/favorite it would really make me happy! I love you, all!

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Preface.

Miley sat in the pale white room, brown wooden book shelf's lined against the wall, books packed in them, squished together to make room for more. The big round clock on the wall ticking away, being the only sound in the quiet room. The woman sitting across from her in the chair watching her curiously, her green eyes squinting together through the lens of her black framed glasses.

Miley crossed the arms over her chest, hating her body and the damage done to it. She could feel her skin breathing through her baggy sweat pants, but she felt like she was suffocating. Her stomach and heart still ached from the abortion she had gotten a mere year and a half ago. Shane had met her in front of the clinic, shoved the money in her face before driving away as fast as his porche could go. She remembered the hatred in his eyes, it made her sick to her stomach.

It was her fault he hated her so much, she brought it up, she made him feel like a sad, alone lost little boy. She made him feel like the universe never wanted him. She made him feel like she hated his gutts, when she loved him, so much.

She could still fill the pain in her stomach, from that lonely night in Shane's huge room, when they were lying on his bed, promising to be together for ever, she could still fill the pricks from the needle when Shane lightly carved his name low on her stomach, just at her waist line before she did the same to him.

She remembered that next morning, Shane asked her to borrow some of Lilly's birth control so he didn't have to always wear condoms. She never got the birth control in time before they had sex next.

She still felt the pain in her heart when Shane exposed to her whole family the secret life she had been leading with him and all of their friends, that Thanks Giving morning, right after she told him she never loved him. She remembered that smirk on his face, in triumph from winning against her.

His voice still rang in her ears. "I got the last laugh, baby." She should have never made him feel like dirt. Un wanted dirt. She should have never told him His Parents didn't love him... that she didn't love him.

She hated the scar on her belly button from that day in Lilly's room, she had taken her belly button ring out, Lilly had pierced it for her, Miley remembered how loving Shane was, comforting her when it hurt. It reminded her of him.

Lilly and Oliver ignored her at school. She never saw Shane and their friends in the parking lots any more. She eventually started back at home schooling.

She heard that New Years, Lilly over dosed and died at a party out side of Le Due, no one was there to save her.

Oliver was shot and killed that February by a drug dealer who wanted his money.

Greg's Parents, who turned out to be, ironically, very religious, got Shane's Parents to come back from Paris. He was supposedly about to kill him self when they got back. Last she heard, he was at some rehab facility in Utah.

Greg's Parents moved them back to New Jersey.

Nate got away from the life style and moved to a small town in Georgia, Miley had heard about the girl, Lindsay, that he fell in love with.

Jason went away to college in New York, he was engaged to a girl he met while there, named Danielle.

And here she was, in a therapists office. Still trying to open up about what happened when she was thirteen years old and in eight grade at Sea View Middle School. She was still trying to let go of killing Shane off from her life.

"Miley?" The therapists soft, comforting voice snapped her out of her thoughts. She looked up at her, her eyes fresh with tears. "Why did you do it?"

Miley bit her lip as flashes of seeing Shane smiling at her that day in the parking lot of the school, holding the bottle of hard liquor out to her and looking at her expectantly. Him pulling her shirt off of her as she kissed him softly.

Then her mind wondered to that night, when Shane over dosed, she was the only one who cared enough to save him, she made Greg open his eyes that night and they saved Shane together with Her Parents Help.

She sighed softly as her mind flashed back to seeing Lilly on her first day of home room, remembering the feeling of happiness when Lilly asked if she wanted to hang out with her and some friends. She remembered the nervousness she felt when she skipped school that day.

Miley looked back up at her therapist. "I just wanted to be like every other thirteen year old girl... I wanted to be cool. I wanted to fit in."

But, yet, she ruined her life from just trying to be cool.

Authors Note: Okay, so, yes, the Shane IS Shane Gray from Camp Rock. Nate's last name is Green and Jason's is Black. The Greg, is played by Greg Garbowsky, but is not him. I didn't mention a last name for him in here. Miley's last name is Stewart NOT Cyrus. No last name is mentioned for Danielle, or Lindsay, since they weren't even in the story, only mentioned in it. This story is legal, I Promise! I would really appreciate it if every one took a second to give me their honest feed back and feelings about the story! This is just the preface!

PLEASE READ AND REVIEW!

THANK YOU!

BRENDA.

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