Note: If some of you that are reading this have seen Koizora, I have taken a few ideas from it so sorry if you don't like it.

Sitting on the bank of a river with birds chirping, water splashing, leaves rustling in the warm breeze, Sora and Roxas were leaning against each other watching the sun sink into the horizon. "When I die, I want to become the sky," Roxas turned his head to look at his lover, "then I can always look over you."

"Don't talk like that!" Sora wrapped his arms around Roxas and buried his head into his shoulder, "You aren't going to die anytime soon, I'll make sure of it! So don't speak like that again..." Sora felt tears swelling up but did his best to keep them to himself.

"Sorry Sora, I won't be like that again." Roxas patted Sora's head just the way he likes it. Sora purred like a cat and fell asleep, "You always were like a cat, Sora."

The day of Roxas's death came too quickly after that conversation, a week after that conversation was held Roxas was killed by the Heartless and Sephiroth. The funeral was held 2 days after the killing. Sora didn't come out of his house once after Roxas's death for 2 months, he began to hate himself for not being able to save Roxas when he was right infront of him but he hated Riku especially.

"When I die, I want to become the sky," Sora remembered this and finally left his house for the outside world. Squall saw Sora walkout of the house, "Sora! Sora! Where are you going?!" He began to run after him but then a strong pair of hands stopped him, it was Cloud, "Give him some time, he'll come around," Squall looked back towards Sora who was now almost out of site, "I hope you're right."

Don't do anything stupid. Squall hoped Sora wouldn't try to be with Roxas.

Walking towards his and Roxas's secret river, only thinking about that conversation he had with him, ignoring everybody that was in his way and finally turning to an abandoned road and heading off towards the sound of water.

On the otherside of the street a silver haired person and a red head saw Sora on the street, "Hey, wasn't that Sora?" Kairi pointed out.

"Sora? Yeah right, he's been couped up in his house for 2 months and probably another 2 months." Riku snorted and grabbed Kairi's hand, "Common lets go to that movie you wanted to see."

Kairi looked concerned but still followed Riku, "Okay."

"Roxas, are you happy that I'm finally outside of the house?" Sora walked along the bridge you had to cross to get to their part of the river, "You'll be even happier now because I'm going to join you up there and be the sky with you so we can be whole again."

Sora stepped up onto the railing and was about to jump but then as if Roxas had sent this from the heavens, three doves flew out from underneath the bridge and surprised Sora, that caused him to fall backwards. "You don't want to feel whole again?"

One of the doves came back and landed infront of Sora. In his head he heard Roxas's voice say "Your time will come and when that day comes we will be whole again. Live, live for me and you and don't forget i will always be alive in your heart."

"Roxas... Fucking hell, I'm sorry... I-I couldn't protect you like I said I would." Sora felt tears run down his cheeks but he didn't care so he carried on walking to their secret river.

As soon as Sora got back home he was greeted with a concerned Guardian, "Are you okay, Sora? How do you feel?"

"Squall, am I really alive? Is this what you call living?" Sora collapsed into Squalls arms and was layed back onto the couch in a panic.

"Yes, you really are alive, you are living and you must carry on living, for Roxas." Squall said that last part very quietly incase he hurt Sora.

"I'm ready to go back to college, I wanna go for Roxas, I start on Monday,"

"Are you sure? Isn't it a bit too soon?" Sora realised that under that serious face of Squalls was actually a real sensitive, harmless guy.

"No, I'm ready."

It was a rainy morning on the day when Sora went back to school everyone ran to school for shelter except for him. He stood there taking in all the rain, getting his brown hair drenched, "Why are you crying, my love?" Sora looked up at the sky and closed his eyes, raised his palms upwards to feel the rain, to feel whole.

"Isn't that Sora?" Kairi noticed a boy in a black jacket, black baggy pants, black gloves and shoes. She pointed him out to Riku who was standing right next to her.

"Yeah," Riku couldn't even be bothered to even look at his former best friend.

Kairi ran to the dark figure yelling out his name, "Sora!!", she reached out and grabbed his shoulder in happiness.

Sora turned around to the sound of his name and a familiar person running towards him, Kairi. She jumped up and down in joy and hugged him as if she would never let go. Sora flinched away from Kairi's hold and gave her a cold look, she moved back afraid and accidentally bumped into her boyfriend Riku.

"Oi! Don't be like that to my girlfriend, you homo." Riku gave him a smirk and that really ticked Sora off so he snarled at him then his eyes began to glow and his body became covered in shadows.

Kairi reached out to calm Sora but made the situation even worse, "Don't you fucking touch me, slut!" he ordered without breaking eye contact with Riku. Kairi flinched away from Sora and hid behind Rikus back.

"And you! You cowardly traiter, saving your own ass and not even lending a finger to help!" The shadows grew around Sora's body as lighting hit and thunder boomed.

"Sora! Stop! Think about Roxas!" Squall knew something bad was going to happen so he came running from home just in case. As soon as Sora heard Squall say Roxas's name, the shadows reduced but didn't fully disappear. "Lets go home, you are not ready yet." Squall turned and walked back the way he came, somehow knowing that Sora would follow.

"Mentally unstable sounds just like Sora." Riku smirked at Sora. "It's better than being a cowardly traitor." Sora snapped at him.

Sora turned to Kairi, "You shouldn't hang around Riku, he'll just disappoint you and when your in deep trouble, he will just abandon you and save himself in anyway possible, even if it means killing you. Just like he did with Roxas and me." Sora shoved his hands into his pockets, turned around and headed in the same direction Squall left, Riku and Kairi were just watching him ebbing into darkness. A flash of lighting hit and Sora disappeared and reappeared at Squalls side back at home and his shadows faded when the thunder was heard.

"Hey, you wanna drink?" Squall offered Sora a can of coke with his head in the fridge and just his arm waving with coke in hand.

"No thanks," Squall pulled his head out of the fridge and slammed the door shut, drinking his beer.

"Squall.." he walked over to his scar faced guardian.

"Yeah, wha-"

Sorry bad ending, I know but I don't know what I should have them do just yet, or should I put in some smut or just rate it T with some kissing and rude languages?

Please review and tell me what I should do.

Thanks.