So I was re-reading some of my stories, right? And since I had Windows Media on shuffle, Remembering Sunday by All Time Low came on. And I just kind of got this idea.

I don't mean to be a bother but have you seen this girl?

I sighed. It had been so long. So long since I had felt her touch, so long since I had caressed her soft hair. Why? Why did she have to leave me. I loved her so much. Every day I longed for her…or for death. I haven't spoken to anyone in a year. I stopped performing, I stopped living. Life was nothing without her. I thought back to that day…that rainy day on Christmas Day

"Where is she?"

"She's moved away."

I ran to my car and speeded to the airport. She couldn't leave me! I loved her! She was the one. I reached the airport and ran out of my car and pass the security check points, ignoring the shouts of the guards. Running as fast as I could to her gate. C49, I could never forget it. I saw her hair.

"NO! DON'T LEAVE ME!"

She turned around. "I'm not coming back. I've done something terrible."

That was all she said. Just those eight words. Those eight words that would forever be imprinted in my memory. I didn't bother to figure out what she did, it wouldn't bring her back.

She's been running through my dreams. And it's driving me crazy it seems. I'm gonna ask her to marry me.

It had been exactly a year. I always hoped she would come back. That's all I was asking for on my wish list. Her.

But I've woken up from the dream. I thought of all the loving words we shared. Every kiss, every touch. It all meant nothing now. I was just a past time for her. Just another man she could play around with until she got bored and left it all broken.

Life wasn't worth it…not at all. I watched the blade slide effortlessly over my skin, watching crimson liquid stain the couch. There was something better on my wish list now…Hell.

Well, I guess I'll go home now.I guess I'll go home now. I guess I'll go home now. I guess I'll go home.

Hope you all have a wonderful Christmas! And I will have a sequel to this after New Year's!

God bless you! :)

And I hate to be like this but, this Christmas, think of the less fortunate. Like the people starving on the streets, or families who have lost people to the war in Iraq.

So I just want you all to be grateful for what you have. But I'm already sure you all are!