Alone
I sit in the back of the class doing my work silently . I watch from the back ground as the world gose on around me , I am left out of it because of one person . That person filled my heart with darkness that no light could enter . This person was should protect me , but he dose not , all that he will do to me is hurt my wounded heart . This person is my father .
On the outside he is the greatest brain surgan in the world . On the outside he dose not get drunk and beat his only daughter withen inches of her life while his step-wife watches and laughs . That is on the outside on the inside he is a drunk that abuses his daughter .
I get up to turn in my worksheet that my homeroom teacher Kakashi Hatake gave us to complete . Today is the same as all the others , but something happens that will change my life forever . As I turn to walk back to my seat the classroom door opens and in walks a raven haired boy with onxy eyes . I look out over at the class and see that all the girls are watching him with drool hanging out of their mouths . I don't give the boy a second thought intill my teacher said something .
" Sakura . " kakashi said to drew my attenction away from going back to my seat .
" Yes , Sir ? " I said to my teacher .
" This is Sasuke Uchiha . I would like you to show him around the school today . You both have all the same class at the same time . " Kakashi told me and Sasuke at the same time .
" Yes , Sir . If this is what you would think best "
" Both of you go to your seats . I think there is an empty seat next to you right Sakura ?
"
" Yea ,Sir ." I replied to the qustion that he asked me .
" Both of you go know and Sasuke here is a worksheet that has to be completed before the ened of class "
" Hn ." Sasuke said to Kakashi .
I then walked back to my seat not caring if Sasuke followed me or not . The only thing that I cared about were the many pairs of eyes following me that I knew held death in their gaze . I turned to face all of the students and gave them the look of death that I gave when somebody was trying to get too close to me . When they all saw this gaze they ether A ] turned away or B ] was direted a Sasuke . Most of the students choose answer choose B . As long as I was not the center of atteion I did not mind at all .
I sat in my seat and pulled out my stechbook it held all of the drawings that I had done and the poems that I worte .My stecch book was the only thing that I truly tresured besides the neckles that was my mothers before she died . I rubbed my hand on the charm felling the symbol of love that it was shaped like . I never knew my mother . When she was eight months pregnant with me she died in a car crash . I was luckey to be alive .
I watched the girl with pink hair out of the coner of my eye . She was a mistery to me . She had not looked at me with except when I first came in the door . I knew that this girl is diffrent , but just how was still unknown to me . Then the door to the classroom flew open and in walked my best friend Naruto Uzumaki .
I saw Naruro walk in and looked at where he was heading . He was walking right up to Sasuke . He then fell into the desk right infront of Sasuke .
" Hey Teme ! How long have you been here ? " He said to the boy . I knew that they knew each other because last week in class Naruto was telling his friends that a friend was coming here after traviling with his father for a few years .
" Dope , I just got here . Why are you late ? Did you dream about your roman and wake up to find that you ate all of it while you were asleep ...again ? " Sasuke had a smirk on his face that about half the girls fainted over when they saw it . Sasuke just looked over at the sound of people falling out of desk and waited for Naruto to answer the qustion .
" Not this time Teme . Hey that rhymes ! " Sasuke gave him a look that made him continue with what he was saying . " I was with Hinata last night and we over slept . God i hope Neji dose not find out that I slept with Hinata or I WILL be dead ! "
They talked about this and that while I drew a picture of a Sakura blossom tree that was in full bloom . just then I felt someone looking over at my desk and saw none other than Sasuke and Naruto looking over at my drawing .
" Thats a good drawing Sakura . " Sasuke said to me and I looked over and saw that Naruto had a look on his face that said ' what the HELL have you been smoking ' . I did not say anything to him , but put my scetch book back in my messanger bag and walked to Kakashis desk and asked to go to the nurse . He just waved me on throught the door while he kept reading his Icha Icha paradise book .
I watched Sakura get up and leave and saw that Naruro had a look on his face that said ' what the HELL have you been smoking ' . " Why the hell are you looking at me like that , Dope ? " I gave him a face that made him clean that look off of his face , quick .
" Why the hell did you say that to her ? " Naruto asked me with a werid look on his face for someone that just slept with his girlfriend .
"Why was it such a big deal ? All that I said was that her drawing was nice ! "
" Sakura dose not talk to anybody ! I mean the only time that you here her voice is when she is FORCED to answer a qustion by a teacher ! She is WERID ! She always wears pants and a hoodie ! Always even on the hottest day of the year and she never dresses out for P.E ! "
So I thought . She can do any thing that she likes. She lived the school life that I wish I had . She is so lucky ! Then the bell rang for our next class . My next class was english with Kurenia Yuhi .
I went to the bathroom to do somthing that helped me live to deal with what my father did to me everyday . I walked into a stale and locked it . Then I sat down and pulled the razor out that I carried with me . I pulled up my sleave and undid the braclets that hide the scars from where I had cut myself before . Just when I set the blade aganist my skin I heard the door open . I knew that I could not cut while somebody was in here so I put the razor abck in my messanger bag and walked to my next claas , English with Kurenia Yuhi .
When I walked into class most of the students were alredy there , joking around with their friends and eyeballing Sasuke . I sat in my usual seat and waited for class to start . Yesturday she gave us homework that said that we had to write a poem about anything and could be as long as we wanted it to be . When class started she colleted the poems from everyone and started to read them .
I sat in english thinking about Sakura . I wanted to know why she was so diffent than all the other girls that I had meet in my life . I was in a daze intill Kurenia said something to the class .
" O . k class yesterday you were told to write a poem with the style of Poe on any subject that most of you completed , " Kurenia looked at Naruto when she said ' most ' because last night he was to busy fucking Hinata that he did not have time for his homework ." I read them all , " She continued , " And I have picked the best one that was writen . The person that wrote this poem WILL come up and read it out to the class . Would Sakura Haruno please come up to the front of the class ? " I watched Sakura get up from her seat and take the sheet of paper that she had in her hands . Then Sakura started to read he poem .
" Alone
I am alone
I am not part
of it I am it
Alone
I am alone
Everyday
I am alone
In every way
I am alone as my life ends
I watch the dimming lights intill the end
I wish it was not this way To end my hell
I wish so hard
But it is not ment to be
I was mant to be alone
Alone
That is what I am
Alone
'Till the end of time
In the end i see a white light
A light so bright
Then I am not alone
I am surrounded by others
Others that thought the same
My body may be alone without my soul
But I know now
I am not alone
There are others like me
Like the lonely me in everyway
But still still I am alone
Until the end of time
There will be others that fell the same
There will always be the ones that are
Alone
It will never end
Some will always be
Alone
It will last forever
Alone can never end
Alone
I am it
In every way
I am
Alone
But now I am not
Alone
In spirt
But In body
There will always be
The ones that fell it
Alone "
I heard Sakura's voice . It sounded like a bells chimes , so soft and sweet but with a force behind them . I know some how that is what Sakura feels . She feels alone in this world , and I knew that I was going to be the one to bring her out before it was to late . Before she saw the white light . I knew then that I was in love with the pink haired girl that had many secrets that made her fell so alone .