I sit there and stare at the wall straight ahead not looking at my father, the Hokage, The Kazekage or anyone else just staring at the wall like there was something life consuming on the white impeccably clean white wall. I hate white. White is the color of my eyes that tie me to this clan, White was the color that my Ka-san was wearing when she died, white was the color of the kimono I was wearing, white was the color of the contract everyone was signing expect me, White was the color of the wall above the glaring Kazekage where I could not take my eyes away. I can feel his scorching glare and I shiver, I'm not afraid of him because the worst he could do is kill me and right now I wouldn't even care.

"Hinata-Chan are you listening?"

"No." I still don't look away from the wall but I close my eyes and rub my forehead in order to quail the pain I felt from this way too long meeting. I can hear the silence and I relish in it before I hear my name in a scolding matter and The Hokage start off in some lecture. I get up and stretch my legs and I finally open my eyes to look at them with tired eyes.

"I haven't had any rest in a month going nonstop anbu missions as a medic because Sakura, Ino and Tenten asked for time off all together and you said yes. I have not complained about you over working me not once because I thought it was a mistake. Of course now that I found out you said yes because you wanted me out of town so you and my dear old father could go behind my back and engage me to some man I don't know, fine I am too tired to even fight that because it will get me away from this place. But do not expect me to sit through this boring meeting and watch you sign my life away with out asking and to top it off expect me to actually pay attention. I am leaving I am going to my bed to sleep and I warn anyone who tries to awake me I will personally cut off your head, understood? Good!"

I walked out of the room leaving a bunch of shocked people but I really didn't care as I climbed into my fucking white sheets not even bother to change out of my fucking white wedding dress and fall into much needed sleep.

I don't know how long I slept but I remember my hard cold bed always made it hard to sleep, father said it was to teach me not be lazy but I just think it was to torture me. But this sleep was heavenly, I was warm and laying on something soft and covered by amazing silky feeling and there was no way I was ever leaving this bed again. I felt something cold on my heart but I was to comfortable to move then I heard voices in the room but I still didn't peek over the covers or even move.

"Everything seems to be fine now, her body was way past her limit and running on chakra drinks was very unhealthy for her, bed rest is perfectly natural Kazekage-sama."

"But she hasn't even moved in two days."

"I assure you Temari-san she is fine."

I heard the doctor gather his stuff then his footsteps out of the room and the door shut before voices broke my heavenly silence.

"You see! You two are overreacting! I told you the girl just needs some rest those Kohona's must of pushed her too far. After all from what we know Hinata-chan would never raise her voice or threaten anyone so she really must have been at her limit for her to go all scary at the ceremony." What ceremony?

"Hinata-chan wouldn't get angry unless they went to far and I say they did about five pushes ago."

"Really? I thought you said all Kohona girls are angry loud obsessive Baka's."

"Well she wasn't, Baka."

They started to argue and my patience had run out along time ago so I sprang up from the bed and the two screamed and fell off the bed to land on their asses.

I stared at them with a frown then everything got dizzy and fell backwards, I closed my eyes expecting to feel the impact of the hard floor instead I fell into another hard but very warm surface, my eyes were closed and I smelt an earthy old spice smell and I was in no rush to get up.

"Heh, maybe we should leave the love birds alone hmm?" My eyes snap open and I go to push my self out of the strong and oh so very tempting hold when arms shoot up and lock me in my position and I freeze.

"Can you let me go please?'

"No"

I blink in confusion before I look to Temari who has a smirk on her face then to Kankaru who now had a wide eyed look before his head shot back and he gripped his nose, he turned so he still could look at me. I look down at what I was wearing and I find myself in a very skimpy white night gown, Damn white is out to get to me. I eep before I turn in the arms and push myself against the hard body that I just now is Gaara to shield myself against the pervert. I hear the amazingly good smelling Kage chuckle and my body reacts with my stomach burst with butterfly's before he abruptly stops chuckling then growls.

"Kankaru stop staring at my Hinata now." My body doubles its pervious feeling and I squirm in place before I hear another growl and the Gaara's low voice startles me.

"OUT!" I jump and he holds me closer before I hear two sets of foot steps hurrying out the door then the door slams and I am left alone with the red head that sets me on fire. I relax as the Gaara starts rubbing my back then massaging it; I melt fully into him and he seems pleased as he leaves butterfly kisses on my neck. I don't know what's got into me because I am putty in his hands and the way he's making me feel I really couldn't care less.

I met Gaara when I was 15 and it was when Shikamaru asked me to show them around since apparently Ino had an emergency he had to attend to and every one else was too afraid of Gaara to do it. So I spent the day showing Gaara around since Temari got pissed and stayed in the bar, I took him to all my favorite spots, we said little to each other but that was ok because talking wasn't needed. Everything spoke for itself and it was really strange how we could look at each other in the eyes and we know what the other wanted.

I took him to a tea house I've always liked and the ladies knew enough to not stare openly at us and treat us as they would anyone else. I could tell he liked that, that's when he started demanding answers to the questions he asked and I really didn't mind answering. I dropped him off at the hotel and told him I would see him at the festival tomorrow he nodded and waited till I was out of site before he went in.

Later times I met him and everyone else for dinner when I was 17, we sat across from each other and while everyone else talked we stole looks between each other the whole night. I left early and Gaara was right behind me, we watched the sunrise on the Hokage monument not even a word between us just are intertwined hands saying it all. Two years later and many simple moments later when I was 18 the summer festival I was alone in the ballroom when Gaara threw caution into the wind and guided me onto the dance floor, many would think it was just courtesy for two noble clans member s to dance but as the dance went on everyone in the room knew this wasn't just a dance alone. This dance had so much more behind it, they way we looked and held each other spoke more then any words, it was a dance that held power and forewarning.

It was after that festival that the Hokage sent me on nonstop missions so I would never see Gaara, but it didn't matter how much time passed because we both knew they wouldn't be able to do it forever. One night when coming back from a mission I looked at the moon and I wondered if Gaara was looking at to. As we went home that single thought dominated my mind till it became an obsession, I left my team mates in confusion and ran the whole way to Suna. I crept upon a roof hiding my signature, and what I saw made me smile, I saw Gaara stare at the moon with the same amount earnest longing I had. I turned to go for if any word of me being here in Suna would catch in Kohona there would be trouble. I didn't get very far as strong arms wrapped around my stomach and a face buried in my neck, we sigh simultaneously at the feeling of being together under the same moon.

"You really didn't think I'd let you leave me when you just got here did you my little moon?"

"Gomen ne I had to know if you were looking at the moon, I didn't mean for you to find me."

He laughed and he moved his mouth to my ear so every word he said his lips touched me and made my stomach burst.

"When my little moon is not beside me I have no choice but to stare at the big one, I see your face in it every time I look. And do you really think I did not sense once you touched my sand? I will always find you just as you will always find me."

That night was the first night we spent together, he took my last innocence and I took his soul and body to add to the heart I already had. Now things have gone tot far Gaara has taken me away from Kohona on the eve of my wedding to another but he doesn't care and I can't find it in me to care either. Besides it's their fault for taunting me right in front of him.