Love you, But can't be with you…
No…It was a lost love…denied by circumstance. "I guess I could say I love you, but I can't be with you, you know?" Dawn cried silently as his words echoed in her head.
"I just wanted you to trust me, that's all. We've been arguing over so many little things, you know? I just gets so pointless sometimes. I don't wanna fight with you; you are a really sweet girl. I always thought you were a little hardheaded and I know I've been like that too, but you're a really nice person on the inside, you know?" Dawn had only one comfort in her little corner. At least he loved her…he may have a girlfriend but cared for her as well…this wasn't fair.
"I have feelings for you too, but I just can't. I really can't... I don't wanna cheat on her, we have something really good going, and I couldn't possibly stand losing her. No, don't be sorry. I'm the one who should apologize, it's ok. I'm so sorry..." Dawn felt guilty about the whole thing. She had never intended for him to find out it just happened through a friend. She hadn't known he had a girlfriend either.
"You had a bf a while back. I asked you if you had feelings for me, and you said "Why would I have feelings for you or something like that" in kind of a harsh way. I just wish you had opened yourself up a bit more, you know?" He had said.
"But, you're different, you know? You always like concealing your feelings though clues and puzzles. It's quite interesting and always had me wondering about your true feelings. Anyhow, I just want to say again... And I'm the one who should be sorry, not you, ok? I'm really sorry if I broke your heart. Just don't hate me for this, ok? I just wish you had told me about your feelings sooner... Please forgive me..." Forgive him? For what, loving her? She had nothing to forgive him for.
"You know... I wish you had told me how you felt sooner instead of just giving me minor clues. You almost make this like a labyrinth puzzle." Dawn sobbed as she pondered the love she had that was completely out of place yet it thrived having no care about anything else. She felt selfish yet the feelings would not die. A single quote rang in her ears now. "And remember, I still love you, although I can't be with you."
"The love you can't have lasts the longest, feels the strongest and hurts the most…"