Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or the characters. This is just purely out of my mind and I was bored one day. Lemons might occur throughout story.

Author's Note: This is my first time writing a story like this. This is a song-fic. PLEASE REVIEW!!

Chapter Two- I Need to Breathe

Edward's POV

Okay, calm yourself. Today, she is coming over to go with me to the fireworks show. Okay, don't panic, don't panic. Breathe, in and out, in and out.

There was a knock at my door. PANIC!!! I tried to walk calmly to my door, but ended up knocking over a small table. I opened the door to see the most beautiful girl I've seen. My mouth dropped as I saw her outfit. A jean miniskirt and a red, white, and blue tank top, completely wrapped around her curves. She was tempting me so much now. I want to be careful around her; I don't want to do something stupid like last time.

"Hi," she said with a ring to her voice.

"Hi," I said quickly. I bet she could tell I was panicking or at least tell I was nervous.

"Are you ready to go?"

"I'm ready when you are." I said seductively. Man, can I be anymore of an asshole? I didn't mean to say it in that way. I don't want to get into her pants… well, just not at the moment. STOP IT EDWARD! I'll wait until she's ready, hopefully soon.

Bella's POV

I didn't want to dress in this, but Alice made me. Of course I had to have a shopping pixie addict as my best friend. She is married to Jasper, one's of Edward's friends, which luckily for me, I got some info from him about Edward.

I walked to his door and took a deep breath then I knocked. I think he just knocked something over. He opened the door and looked at me fully, mouth dropping.

"Hi," my voice squeaked like bells.

"Hi," he said nervously. At least I'm not the only one who's nervous. She was in blue jeans and a black shirt that went over his 6-pack abs, something Jasper told he had.

"Are you ready to go?"

"I'm ready when you are," he said in a seductive voice which made my breath hitch. I hope he didn't hear me gasp or he'll think I have the wrong idea.

"Um…okay, let's go then," I said with a blush, I hope he doesn't notice that either.

We both walked to the elevator in silence and I pushed my hair in my face to hide my blush." He pushed it back.

"Don't want to hide you beautiful face now, would we?" I shook my head and got into the elevator with Edward staring.

"Are you coming?" I asked breaking his trance. He quickly got in before the doors closed. "Is there something wrong?"

"You."

"Huh?" What is he saying? I don't understand.

"Well, I'm just worried about you. We are going to a public place and all the guys will be drooling after you. I know, 'cause I'm one of them." He made a 'oops' face. I'm guessing he wasn't supposed to say that last part.

"Well, we won't have to worry about that, since a Greek god like you will get the flirty messages from the girls anyway, so we will be even."

"Touché." We were already at the show when he asked a question. "You're quiet, is something wrong?"

"I'm scared if I tell you, you might leave me here." Should I tell him that I never had sex before? I might as well tell him now.

"I will never leave you here, especially with a whole bunch of drunken assholes." He smiled that crooked smile I loved too much.

"Well… even though I almost gotten married twice, I never… had sex with either of them. So I'm a virgin. I might as well tell you now." He seemed somewhat relived about it.

"I'm glad you waited unlike me. I really care about you and I don't want you to get hurt." I hugged him tightly right as the fireworks started to go off. I didn't see it coming, but right there, he kissed me tenderly on the lips. It was unlike any other kiss I have gotten. Sweet, soft, and caring. "I love you," he whispered quietly in my ear.

"I love you too, Edward." I kissed him back and we let go after a few minutes, breathless.

"Bella, I want to tell you about why I'm not with my old girlfriend, Tanya, now, why she left me. You know that song, 'Breathe (2 AM)'? She told me to listen to it if I ever wanted to how she feels now. If listen right it's about… an abortion." I gasped. An abortion? She was pregnant then, and she left. "I'll tell you how I felt."

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"

"I didn't think that just because I got her pregnant that she would actually leave me."

Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason

"I hoped she would want me back after all the gifts I bought for her, but she never called or saw me."

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

"I didn't leave my dorm for like a week. I was scared of hurting another person."

May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

"I left college early because of it too. My dad, Carlisle, and my mom, Esme, were really upset about me dropping, but were also scared about it too."

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

"I didn't expect to see her. She didn't want me so I gave up on her. A whole bunch of other girls wanted me too, but I said either 'no' or 'I just can't right now' and they were all pretty girls, I was just scared of hurting them."

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

"One day, I saw her. I was about to run to her, but she had another guy with her and with a pregnant belly! It was a year after her abortion and she now decides that she wanted a baby. I wondered how she could do that to me."

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

"It was only then I realized that the only reason why that happened was because we were both drunk and ended knocking each other up."

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

"That's why I was so scared to ask you out the first time I saw you. Then I saw you were with him," I knew he didn't want to saw Jacob's name either. I wouldn't have. "Then I thought she's lucky to have a guy that isn't scared of hurting her."

"But he did hurt me. It was like a thousand knives stabbing me when I found out."

"But, I promise you, I won't hurt you."

Edward's POV

"But I promise you, I won't hurt you." I hugged her tightly as she gasped.

"Edward… you're um…" she pointed down to my erection. God, why did she have to turn me on now? "Turned on right now, aren't you?"

"Yeah, sorry about that, you weren't supposed to know." I closed my eyes and frowned, and then I felt something feel my hardness. I opened my eyes and it was her slender hand moving up and down. "Bella…" my breath hitched, "please… stop."

She stopped and said, "Well, are we leaving? You place or mine?" I didn't understand what she was saying until a second later. Did she want me to… have it with her? "I can't wait all night now; I have to go to the studio tomorrow afternoon."

I scrambled after her, grapping her waist and walked her back to my room.

Before we know it, we were up the elevator and heading to my room. I pushed her against the wall outside my room and said, "Are you sure about this?"

"Yes, I love you since I saw you. Even before Jacob," I winced at the name. That bastard. "I wanted you to be with me. I was hoping to… do it with you one of these days. And tonight is the best night to do it."

"Uh… I don't have condoms, you know." She giggled.

"I figured. I don't care if I get pregnant or not, I just want you and me together."

With that I unlocked the door and she waltzed in. I could tell she was trying not to trip as she did. She sat on my leather couch and patted next to her. I walked over and sat next to her. "You know how tempting you are to me?" I asked her. She unzipped my pants and grabbed my hardness before I could say anything else.

"I'm guessing, I'm at a 10 on a scale of 1 to 10."

"Bingo." She started to rub my cock and I groaned in delight. I whimpered as she moved her hand away. She took of my shirt and took hers off after. I took off her skirt and she was left in her panties and matching bra. I was in my boxers. I slowly began to unclip the bra when she kissed me on my lips. She ended up falling on me, bra already falling off.

She sat up after her kiss, revealing her round, full breasts. I was about to sit up when she pushed me back down. Oh, demanding, I like it. She took off my boxers as I took off her panties. She took my cock and placed it at a place I thought I would never be able to put in again. She down on my cock and moaned a bit. I felt blood drip down from her opening, but she started to move up and down. We both moaned at the feeling. God I did miss this too.

"Ah… forget it." I switched us so I was on top and she was under me. I started to plunge in and out of her, but I tried my best to be gentle with her.

"Edward… harder, faster!" I did as I was told and went faster; I felt her walls close to my cock. I knew she was close. I went harder into her and started to rub her bundle of nerves. She groaned in excited. "Edward… I'm going… to come!"

"Come with me then, love."

It was no later than a mere second that we both came. I was still inside of her when I fell on top of her.

"I love you, Edward," she whispered in my ear still panting.

"So do I, love." I tried to move out of her, but she kept me put. She's stronger than she looks.

"If you move out, you might make me not want you anymore." I whimpered and she smiled an evil grin.

"You'll be the death of me, Bella. I swear you will." I bucked my hips, making her moan.

"Ugh… you better stop doing that or I'm gonna be all over you."

I smiled, making her breathe hitch, and I moved to her ear and said, "Try me."

Okay, sorry for the wait guys, but now your desires are fulfilled!! Hope you like this chapter, don't know what the next chapter will be or when it will be posted. Probably after Christmas. I'm actually excited about writing this story, my BFF loved this story but hasn't been on fanfiction for a while, so I had to print it out for her. She is the person that keeps me motivated to keep going. BTW, if anyone has any songs that they like and think it would great for Edward and Bella, please tell me. I need some other type of genre, because all my fav. songs are country songs by Taylor Swift and Carrie Underwood. Unless you like them two then that fine. Okay, I better stop talking. PLEASE REVIEW!!!