First Let me say that I do not own the Twilight Characters. They belong to the lovely Ms. Meyer .

Second let me thank all of you for reading my story. The chapters may be short but I should be updating often.

Third and Finally I will take a chapter or two for Edward to join the story but he will be in it and once to story gets along there may be some graphic scenes.

Thank you for reading!!

BPOV

I remember jumping in the water with Jacob not far behind me. He had wanted me to stop, the water was too rough he said, but I didn't listen. Instead I wanted the thrill and the sound of Edward's voice to ring out in my head. What I got was a mouthful of water and a glimpse of my death. Dieing is easy. It would no longer be a burden to Charlie or my own personal sun Jacob. I would be in heaven with Edward. Or if I was sent to hell it couldn't be any worse then life without my love.

As the water surged around me I felt a sudden tug on my arm as if someone was pulling on me. I was then being dragged through the water at top speed. I don't remember much after that. I must have passed out from the lack of oxygen. What I do remember is three days of pain. Three days of unbelievably agony. Three horrible days of wishing I would die so the pain would be over. After that I awoke with my senses heightened. I slowly opened my eyes and looked around me. I was deep in the forest, the sunlight squinting through the trees. I lifted my hand to cover my eyes and stared in shock as rainbows seemed to bounce off my pale skin. It took a moment for me to comprehend what had happened but then I looked around and saw her.

Suddenly I was up and crouching while I was growling in the back of my throat. Victoria looked at me through a veil of red locks and glare as if she could set me on fire by sheer will. "You looked happy to die. I couldn't let you be happy now could I?" she asked.

"What do you mean?" I growled out as the wind whipped through the trees.

"You are the reason my James is dead. I can't let you be happy now can I?" Victoria began to circle around me as she talked. I mirrored her every movement and watched the emotions cross her face. "If it wasn't for you He would still be alive. If you hadn't made for the perfect hunt He would still be alive. But you're here aren't you. And where is your mate, your Edward? I'd have thought he'd be coming for you by now. I would think his little sister would know what was happening by now."

"I was a distraction. Nothing more. He left me. They all did." I said trying to keep the mind numbing pain his name brought to my chest away. "He never loved me."

"It doesn't mater. I'm sure he will be watching. And I'm going to make sure your life is hell. If you leave my side for one moment, try to sneak away for one moment, I will go back to Forks and kill your father. And your friends. Then your mother. You wouldn't like that very much would you?"

As she had been talking about James pain and anguish crossed her face but now a look of pleasure crossed it. "Just because your a new born doesn't mean that you could over power me and win. But then again you want to die don't you?"

I stopped for a moment and wondered at her question. Did I want to die? Not any more but a life with out Edward was hell. And I couldn't go back to being around Jacob. He would never like me as a vampire. A cold one. The lamb had become the lion and the wolf would not like it at all.

"Besides. After I killed you I would go back and kill your friends and family. I would hunt down every last one of the Cullen's including your beloved Edward." I flinched as she said his name. The hole in my chest got a bit bigger as I thought about my options.

"Please don't hurt them. I'll do what ever you want. Just don't hurt them."

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