I know I have a tone of stories out there, but I just can't stop writing them :) SN fanfics are as addicting as the show, to me. And I just like hurt Sam and protective Dean so darn much. Don't worry, I haven't forgotten my other stories! :)

Dean still blamed himself. He should have seen the car coming. But he didn't. He was too busy singing to a song on the radio.

Now because of it his brother was pratically in a coma. He kept on hearing the words

"Possible paralyses" over and over again.

His throat closed when he looked at Sam sleeping so peacefully in the hospital bed. So unaware of the trials that laid ahead of him. Unaware that he might never walk again. Dean gripped Sammy's hand.

"I'm so sorry, Sammy," he whispered, brushing the tears from his eyes. "It should be me that's like this. Not you. It's not your fault. It's mine."

He jumped when Bobby knocked as he entered.

"How is he?" Bobby asked gruffly. Dean sniffed, and wiped the tears from his eyes quickly.

"Still sleeping," he mumbled. Bobby nodded.

"Dean-"

"Don't say it," snapped Dean. "It's my fault and nothing you say will change my mind."

"The other driver was drunk!" Bobby shot back. "It was clearly his fault, not yours."

"Doesn't matter. I wasn't paying attention. For a second I turned my head and now this happened before of it. Because of my carelessnes Sammy nearly got killed. Bobby stared at him.

"Are you sure that's you talking, or your father?" He asked gently and Dean stiffened at that remark.

"Don't know what you mean," he muttered as he stared at Sam's body.

Bobby decided not to push the subject. Slowly he nodded.

"I'm going to the cafeteria to get something to eat, you want anything?"

"Not hungry."

"You should eat-"

"NOT HUNGRY!" Dean didn't take his eyes off his brother as he spoke. Bobby nodded.

"You should get some rest soon," he said slowly. "I'll be back."

Dean barely nodded as he stared at Sam's face, guilt ripping him apart. He swore as Sam slept that he would never be so reckless again. He wouldn't put his brother's life at risk like that a second time around.

He was determined to do whatever it takes to keep his brother safe.

No matter what..

Short but I'll put a lot in the next chapter if I get enough reviews! So um, please review! Yes, I'm begging. Pathetic, I know, lol.