I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA!

Sesshomaru sat at his study desk in his castle, he was in heat and it would not be wise to stay in the castle any longer, for fear that he might take young rin. Rin had grown into a beautiful young lady, but no matter he still thought of her as his own. "Jaken." Seshomaru called to his companion.

"Yes mi'lord." Jaken said with a low bow.

"You are to watch rin; this sesshomaru is in heat and will be leaving the castle." Sesshomaru said as he walked out his study. "Yes mi'lord."

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Kagome was in the hot spring taking a bath, she was also crying. Upon arriving in this era, kagome had caught inuyasha and kikyo rutting on the forest floor. Why does he always do that to her, she loved him so much that she could not even love another, yet he would never return the feelings.

Kagome sat in the hot springs, even thought she was to be as strong as Midoriko she was still weak in the heart for one stupid hanyou, and to make things worse he was staying away from her because she was in heat, she was able to mask her sent so that no demons cold not sense it, unless you were as powerful a sesshomaru.

Then again she had nothing to worry about, because she did not love him and he did not like humans. Kagome sat at the hot spring sinning.

How can you see into my eyes
Like open doors?
Lading you down into my core,
Where I've become so numb.

Without a soul,
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold,
Until you find it there and lead it back
Home.

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Sesshomaru was walking along the borders of his lands when he heard her singing, he would know her voice from anywhere. When the travelled together to defeat naraku, she would always sing when she was taking a bath with her sister/friend sango. He had taken a liking in the miko, but she would see no one but the idiotic half-breed who had hurt her many times.

Of course he did not tell her, she had no reason to know since she would only see him as a monster, she such a pure miko would never be able to love someone such as him, sesshomaru thought making his way to the hot spring. When he got there the sight that might him left him breathless, there she was in all her naked glory dancing as she sang her song.

Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Kagome sang her song not taking note that she had a visitor, her hair now reaching her butt was clinging onto her body, and she was dancing in the moon light. Sesshomaru's beast roared for him to take her as his own.

"I demand that you take her as ours."

"I cannot, she is in love with the half-breed."

"It does not matter; she will be mine if I have to do it myself."

"You can't, I do not wish for her to hate us, I will do I, if she denies us then so be it."

"She will not deny us because I will not let her." And with that his beast was gone, sesshomaru walked up to kagome and stood at the edge of the spring. Kagome felt a powerful aura come up to her and spin around to see sesshomaru looking at her. "Is there something I can help you with sesshomaru?"

"You have no idea miko." "This sesshomaru heard singing and came to find out who is was."

"Well you have found me now-"Before kagome could finish her sentence, sesshomaru had planted his lips on hers. Kagome stood there shock, "why is he doing this? Does he not like humans?" kagome felt sessomaru's hand run down her sides. Grabbing a fist full of her hair, sesshomaru deepened the kiss, she moaned with pleasure and he took the opportunity to deepen the kiss, sweeping his tongue inside to taste her. Heavy breaths and a ragging heart rate echoed through Kagome's head as Sesshomaru lowered them onto the ground.

"no I don't love him; I can't do this with him." Kagome's mind yell but her body would not listen. "Sesshomaru…no stop." kagome said between gasped. Sesshomaru would have none of this; he would not stop not when he had her. He pinned one of his legs between hers and he assaulted her lips with a passionate kisses.

Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie.
There's nothing inside)
Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,
Without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.

Breaking away from her lips, sesshomaru placed small kisses down her jaw and her neck, following a line to her collar bone. Kagome throw her head back and moaned his name "sesshomaru…please stop" A deep growl of desire broke from Sesshomaru's throat as he pressed his hard member against her, letting her feel his physical need. The girl moaned in response, her lips open and closing as she clutched his back, digging her fingers in, this is not what she wanted, but yet her body would not hear her call, maybe it's because she was in heat, maybe she just wanted to get the image of inuyasha and kikyo having sex out of her head.

He heard her say no but he didn't care, he finally had her and he was not gonna let her go, he would have his way with her just this once and maybe, just maybe he might forget that he loved her. Kagome felt him position himself at her entrance and gasped, this is it, he was going to take her virginity even if she said no.

"Sesshomaru please don't do this." Kagome cried out, but seshomaru would not stop, he would have her if it were the last thing he did. Sesshomaru held her hip with one hand and guided his hard cock in her with the other. When he thrust himself in her she gritted her teeth and held in a yell. Feeling himself break her virginity wall, he stopped moving and let her adjust to him.

(All of this sight,
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me)
I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.
(Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul
Don't let me die here.
There must be something more).
Bring me to life.

Hearing her cry of pain sesshomaru looked down at the woman beneath him, lowering his head he gave her a passionate kiss, "I'm sorry that I hurt you." He whispered in her ear as he kissed her tears away. Kagome could do nothing but turn her head and cry, he had just token her virginity and all he could say is, "I'm sorry I hurt you."

After a while kagome clamed and motion for him to move, what could she do about it now?...nothing. Sesshomaru move in and out of her wetness making it slick and hot, kagome sucked in and grabbed his wrist that where holding her hips. It was a steady pace, coming out her slowly and pushing into with hardness. With each thrust she would arch her back. One of his hands made its way to her breast and squeezed. Kagome bit her bottom lip and his thrust became faster. "Ah!" She called out, as her own voice betrayed her.

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Sesshomaru put his arm under her back and pulled her to him, he thrust into her hard and fast, his hand grabbed her jaw and held it in place so that he could give her a heated kiss. Sesshomaru pulled his mouth away from hers but still held her jaw, he looked in her eyes and saw the hurt, here he was doing this to the women the calmed he loved…sick.

His thrust were hard and fast he could feel hers coming, now was the perfect time to make her cum she was so hot. Kagome threw her head back and screamed his name, oh god how he liked that even though he knew she didn't mean it, and then he too came spilling his hot sweet seed into her. Letting his eyes bleed red and his fangs grow, sesshomaru lowered his head into the spot (I don't know what it's called) between the jaw line and the shoulder blade, making kagome his forever. Felling his fangs sank into her flesh; kagome cried out in pain, pulling out of her, sesshomaru lay on the bed and pulled kagome to him. Nuzzling his mark sesshomaru whispered, "I'm sorry kagome."

Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie. There's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

"Don't touch me, you monster." Kagome yelled as she laid there crying her eyes out. Sesshomaru felt his heart drop, didn't know what to say, he had done something so wrong to her, he had token her most treasured prized, and now she would forever hate him. He sat up and pulled her into his lap, wrapping his upper kimono around her.

Let me go, let me go you basted." Kagome said as she kicked and scream to get out of his hold.

Sesshomaru held on to her tighter, "I'm so sorry kagome, please forgive me." Sesshomaru said as he rested his head by her mating mark. "I'm so sorry." He whispered.

Kagome went stiff in his arms, was he apologizing to her, this was the first time that she had ever heard sesshomaru apologize to anyone. Maybe he really was sorry after all they both were in heat, maybe he had a hard time controlling it. (Or so she thought) But still that gave him no right, no right to take her virginity.

Getting out of his lap kagome stood and turn to him, "I will tell no one of this, but I do not want to see your face again." With that, kagome run in the direction of camp.

Sesshomaru watched as his brothers wench run away from him, getting up from where he had been sitting, sesshomaru made his way back to his castle, out in the distance you could hear the trees being knock down.