First you were a bother,
Then a friend,
Then a lover,
But now it has to end.

So long I saw you,
Out of the corner of my eye,
And you would look at me,
Every so shy.

Then we were together,
Together in a team,
And we shared everything,
Hopes, wishes, dreams.

But then it happened..
He.. He left.
And you made me a promise,
A promise that could not be kept.

So three years later,
Here we are.
You so strong,
But sadly I'm not up to par.

So as a kiss is exchanged,
And also a hug.
We had to leave each other,
We had to abandon our love.

As I go to my room,
And lay in my bed,
All these lovely thoughts
Start to swim in my head.

What if I was strong
And didn't need your help?
And what if your smile
didn't want to make me want to melt?

So as I take a knife,
And slit my throat,
I smile and realize,
'There's no hope.'