AN: This story's not mine to begin with, it was Minipoison's, but she has given it to me. Please know that we have talked about it and made an agreement about it. Also know that I might bump up the rating. The first three chapters are her own, but from there on it'll be my own mind typed out. I hope all of you like it and will stick with it. Now, let's get this story on the road.
Chapter 1:
With You
Day One
Bella POV
I walked into the Cullen's house, not caring to knock because I practically lived with them. "Hey Bella, what's up?" Jasper asked me as he walked into the large white living room. "Oh, nothing much, you know the usual. I just came over to have lunch with vampires."
"That sounds kinda dangerous, did you ever think that maybe you're the lunch and the vampires are going to eat you?" He smiled mischievously, dazzling me for a couple of seconds. I giggled a little. "Haha, very funny," I said trying to hide another giggle.
I began walking up the stairs to Edward's room. "Hey, Bella?" He asked probably trying to make conversation. "Yeah, Jasper?" I asked. "Everyone went hunting, they told me to tell you that they'd be back in about two days. I'm the only one here." "Oh, well I guess you're stuck with me for the next two days then." I laughed evilly.
Jasper and I had never really spent any time together, with his bloodlust and all. "Bella don't worry. I can control my bloodlust; it just keeps gettin' easier and easier." With that he gave me the most wonderful smile, showing off what might have been dimples in his human life. I just had to smile back, even if I didn't have killer looks like his. We stood smiling at each other until my cell rang.
I've gone for too long, Living like I'm not alive. So I'm gonna start over tonight, Beginning with you and I.
When this memory fades I'm gonna make sure it's replaced, with chances taken, hope embraced.
And have I told you, I'm not going cause I've been waiting for a miracle.
And I'm not leaving. I won't let you; let you give up on a miracle.
When it might save you. We've learned to run from, anything uncomfortable.
We've tied our pain below. And no one ever has to know.
That inside we're broken, I try to patch things up again.
To calm my tears and kill these fears, but have I told you, have I?
I didn't realize my cell was ringing until Jasper cleared his throat. I pulled it out of my front pocket and looked down to see who it was. Edward. "Hey Edward, What's up?"
JASPER POV
I didn't want her to answer her cell; I just wanted to keep looking at her. She was so beautiful. Oh my god. What am I thinking, yeah she is beautiful but she is Edward's girlfriend. When she answered her cell I heard Edwards voice. He said something about six days and not letting me bite her.
As if I would let myself bite her! I couldn't even tell she had blood inside her. My lust for her blood was becoming almost unnoticeable. She said goodbye to Edward and then hung up. "What did Edward say?" I asked, like I didn't already know from the bits and pieces I heard with my immortal hearing.
"He said that they wouldn't be back for six more days. Oh and he also said not to let you bite me, but as if that could happen." She smirked as did I. "So, what are we goin to do today?" "I don't know, we could watch a movie or somethin." She said. "Movies it is. Now do you want to rent some movies or just watch what we have here?"
Bella POV
I couldn't think of any movies I wanted to watch so I let Jasper take me into Emmett's room to look for one. "Oh my god! Where did you get all of these?!" I looked at the wall covered with shelves holding tons of movies. I just couldn't believe that there could be so many movies in one room. I think Jasper could feel my shock because he looked excited and curious.
"Well, we bought them from Wal-Mart and places like that." He said smartly. He knew I knew how they had so many movies but I just couldn't believe they would have so many. "Any ways, I think I want to watch a horror/drama movie." I wanted something scary but also something dramatic. "Ok. Anything for you Bella."
He picked 'Dracula 2001'. "Jasper," I whined, "Why do we have to watch a vampire movie?" I looked at him wryly, knowing he knew I didn't really mind watching 'Dracula 2001'. "I just thought you should see the legendary vampire." He smiled.
30 Minutes Later
The T.V. was blaring; Jasper was next to me on the white leather couch. I was scared still, Jasper seemed to notice. "Do you want me to turn it off?" He asked. I shook my head no and he scooted closer to me.
Before long, I was practically in Jasper's lap. The girl on the movie was being followed by 'Dracula' and had no idea that he was behind her until he jumped from the dark alley. I screamed and Jasper being the gentleman, he pulled me to his chest, hiding my face in his shoulder.
Jasper POV
I pulled Bella to my chest, hiding her face in my shoulder. I felt her blood move faster through her body as I held her. I could feel mixed emotions rolling off of her. She seemed to be confused and something else. I just couldn't put my finger on it. She fell asleep in my lap. I waited until the movie was over to carry her into Edwards's room. I didn't want her to leave my side; I wanted to hold her until I just had to let her go.
I was beginning so see why Edward loved her so much. She was beautiful, smart, and funny and not to mention, she could make me do anything for her with one look into my eyes. I put her on Edward's king size black steel bed and began to walk away when she called my name. "Jasper." She said wearily. "Yes Bella?" "Mmmmmm... Jasper." She said seductively. I turned around to look at her. She was dead asleep. Could she be dreaming about me? Edward did say that she talked in her sleep. What did it mean that she was talking about me?
I walked towards the bed and knelt beside it. "Jasper, come to me." I stood up and sat on the bed. "Bella." I said softly. "Jasper come closer." I did as she commanded. I scooted farther on the bed until my feet were the only things hanging off the side. I was directly beside her on my stomach, leaning on my elbows. "Bella." I said again. "Jasper do you know how I feel?" What was that suppose to mean, of course I knew how she felt. Didn't I? "Yeah, I think I do."
"Tell me how I feel about you." "Ok, you feel confusion and something else that I'm not sure of." I told her the truth, hoping this didn't turn into something I would hate myself for. "Jasper, did you know that I was thinking about kissing you during the movie?" "No Bella, I didn't." "Would you like to know why?" "Sure." Did I really want to know? Was she really thinking about kissing me? Did I want her to kiss me? Maybe I do...
"Jasper, I think I like you." "I know you like me Bella, you like almost everyone." "No Jasper, I think I like-like you. What would you say if I said I loved you?" "I'd say: but what about Edward." Where was she going with this? She rolled over to her side, revealing her belly button. Her skin was so beautiful, so warm and inviting. I wanted to touch her so badly.
"Who cares about Edward, not me." Was Bella trying to tell me that she loves me more than a brother or friend? "Bella, are you trying to seduce me in your sleep?" I said with a big smile on my face.
Bella POV
I wasn't really asleep; I was getting good at pretending because of Charlie checking in on me in the middle of the night. I kept asking Jasper questions, trying to figure out how he felt about me. I wanted to because I think I'm falling in love with him. He gets me and he's not overprotective like Edward. I decided to answer his question. "I don't know. Do you want me to seduce you?"
I moved so that I could touch Jasper without him knowing I was actually conscious. My hand made it to his chest. He moved closer to me, pulling my hand to touch his face. "I don't know. I love the way your skin feels against mine. Bella come closer to me." I moved closer to him, our bodies were touching. He gently pushed me onto my back and he leaned over me, pressing his stomach to my side.
"Jasper hold me." He held me against him. He kissed the top of my head gently, trying not to wake me not knowing that I was already awake. I tilted my face towards his. "Kiss me." I whispered.
Jasper POV
She wants me to kiss her?! That's what she said, but should I? I want to so badly, but it could hurt Alice and Edward would probably kill me. I leaned down towards her. I looked at her, taking in every aspect and every flaw. My eyes closed. I was going to kiss her, I could feel it.
I lowered my lips to hers, kissing her gently. I felt her lips begin to move in sync with mine, making the kiss deeper. I moved my body on top of hers, using my elbows to keep most of my weight off of her. I began kissing her more passionately, feeling the warmth of her body against mine. She opened her eyes and looked into mine. "Jasper, do you love me?"
Do I love her? Well, of course I do, but do I love her like that? I don't know! I leaned down to kiss her again, but she turned her head. "Jasper answer my question." "Let me kiss you again and I'll tell you how I feel after that." "Fine. Kiss me." It may have been a little peck, but in that small kiss was so much passion. I knew I was in love with my brother's girlfriend. "Yes Bella. I do love you."
Now all I had to know is: does she love me. "Bella, I told you that I love you, but do you love me?" This is the question that could break my heart into a million pieces. She looked deep into my eyes. "I asked you if you loved me because I love you. You can be so silly sometimes; all you really had to do was read my emotions. She was right; I should have read her emotions. She giggled a little. I smiled at her with all my heart.
Who would've thought that Bella would ever love me? I thought she would forever and always love Edward.