So this is what I thought about immediatly after I finished shadow kiss. God i can't believe that, that happened but then I kind of thought she would do that when I read the discription. Well I hope you like it and I really hate discriptions, but this is basically a fanfic for all of those that love RXD Also if you haven't read the book yet then I wouldn't read this yet. Honestly reading the whole book took me about a day and half.

Reviews are amazing and i don't own this book or the series, other wise I wouldn't have turned Dimitri Strigoi and i would be richer

Finally I got to Missoula and not to my surprise it was just like the rest on Montana, cold. I thanked the truck driver that had agreed to take me here. I gave him some money and he showed me where the bank was that Adrian Ivashkov had set up an account for me.

I walked in there it was a small bank, but it looked really nice and expensive. I walked over to one of the tellers. Who gave me a strange looked. I could see she was working on a file of some sort.

"Can I help you miss?"

"Yeah, I have an account that Adrian Ivashkov had set up here for me."

She looked through her files and then figured out it was the one that she had been working on when I got there. She verified Adrian's name then looked at me. "Miss what is your name again?"

I sighed I knew that he had probably use my dreaded full name. "Uh, Rosemarie Hathaway."

A smiled and handed me the paperwork and a pen. "Well then this is for you. Just fill it out and ill get you a card that Mr. Ivshkov said you may want.

It was just your standard questions, really there weren't that many. Just one that I couldn't really answer because I didn't know the address. "Umm. What should I put here for my address since I'll be traveling for a while?"

She studied the form and looked back at me. "Well we can just put Mr. Ivashkov's there. Okay well everything is here I just need to see your ID and we will get you your card."

I handed her my ID and passport and then she gave me my new card. Apparently Adrian had it set up so I can use it anywhere. My guess is that he had a few ideas on where I was going. I thanked her and asked where the nearest airport was also a number of a taxi.

Within twenty minutes I was in the Missoula International Airport. The airport wasn't that busy which surprised me but I wasn't going to ask why. She was a short thin brunet, her hair was up in a bun and she wore a suit. Her eyes were focused on the computer that was in front of her. She was also on the phone with someone but I think it was toward the end of the conversation. She hung up the phone and smiled over at me.

"Hello miss how can I help you?"

"I need a flight; do you have any to Moscow, Russia?"

I waited a few minutes but they seemed like forever. "Yes we do actually have one flight. But the flight is first class; if you want first class then we can fit you in."

It was perfect. Dimitri told me about how he loved to visit his home country. I know he might not be in Moscow but it is a start. I know for a fact that there are at least some Moroi there and if there were then there would for sure be some Strigoi then there maybe Dimitri.

Just hearing his name sent many emotions through me. I still didn't except the fact that he was a Strigoi, I just couldn't imagine him becoming that. The only memories I ever had of Strigoi was of Natalie and those that I have killed. I couldn't see Dimitri becoming that, he would never become that. And the fact that my best friend would refuse to heal him if he was dead, like she had me, that was when I finally decided that I didn't want to be a guardian, just not yet at least.

I waited only about an hour for my flight. I didn't have many things to take with me, and if I forgot anything I'm sure they would send it to my mother. Damn, I forgot about mom. She was not going to be very happy to learn that I have run away, well in this case quit, the academy again. She wasn't happy the first time and this time I'm very sure that she will send me to live with my cousins in a community. I didn't even want to say the name anymore. Dimitri had told me that people over exaggerated about them. That they are full of love, after all he grew up in one.

I just realized that I hadn't eaten in the past two days and my stomach was growling. I stopped at one of the fast food places and ordered something. It felt so great in my stomach; I hadn't really cared much about myself since Dimitri.

I slept through most of the flight which seemed like forever. But I had the strangest dream on my flight, I didn't want it to end but it was a really strange dream. It was me and Dimitri. I was sleeping in his arms and he was rubbing my belly, with a smile on his face he was speaking in Russian to me. I was huge, and my stomach was swollen. But I saw the love in his eyes, sure they were red like a Strigoi's but they still looked like Dimitri's eyes.

The even scarier part was I didn't look that old. I looked like I did now. And Dimitri was a Strigoi so he would want to kill me, unless he made me into one. But I doubt he would ever do that to me. We looked peaceful, like none of this had ever happened, that neither of us were dhampir's or even knew about Moroi or Strigoi. We were like humans, two humans that were madly in love. But toward the end of the dream I saw Dimitri tense up, like something bad was going to happen. He nudged me to get up but I was slow at it. It looked like pain had shot through my body because I clutched my stomach and doubled over, but Dimitri helped me up.

He walked me over to a door where some other Strigoi were that looked friendly and that wanted to get out of this place and help Dimitri and I. Before we left it looked like we had both heard something behind us because we looked back and there was the intruder. Then I woke up thanks to that really annoying flight attendant who woke me up just to tell everyone that we would be landing in an hour.

I loved being outside of the academy. People just took me for a normal human. Instead of Moroi relying on me to protect their royal asses. I mean seriously I want to have a life and yeah it's important to protect them, I get that. What I don't get is how they have magic on their side but they don't use it. I mean fire users could defiantly handle a few Strigoi.

We landed in Moscow and everything was so big. Well it was one of the largest cities in Europe, but still wow, how would I even find Dimitri? It was getting to be night soon which meant it would be perfect timing for Strigoi to come out. I knew Strigoi loved Moroi blood, but they would also prefer dhampir blood over human. But I also knew there were some near thanks to me being shadow kissed.

I took a deep breath and waited in a park. It was like a winter wonderland. The trees were lightly covered with fresh snow and the ground was too. It only had my foot prints and some from animals, birds and other people. I just collapsed on to a bench. I was so exhausted from everything. I sensed that there were probably some Strigoi in the trees and hiding everywhere else in the darkness. I stood up but I was weak, they came toward me. They pushed me, they were playing with me.

"Come on a put up a fight, Dhampir." His accent was very heavy; he had at least a foot over me. He grabbed the back of my neck and moved my long hair aside.

"We have ourselves a strong one; she killed a lot of Strigoi. But you're not putting up a fight? Do you want to die?"

He threw me against the ground. I fell on both of my forearms. Even though I had on my heavy coat it still wasn't enough. They ripped off my coat and threw it aside; I could now feel the harsh wind blow against my body. He grabbed the back of my head and threw me against a tree I could feel blood coming down my arms, and cuts on my face were beginning to form and on my legs. So this is how I would die. I guess I'll never see him again.

The Strigoi picked me up lifted me over his head and threw me back onto the ground. SO how I was still alive but I was drifting in and out of conciseness.

"Well my dear, I would have preferred more of a fight, especially from a dhamir who hasn't received a promise mark and still killed Strigoi, oh well I can say this won't be painful but it might be. Who knows if you lucky you'll be like me?" He laughed when he said this, but when he talked about me being a Strigoi he sounded more serious. I felt his sharp fangs break the skin in my neck, I screamed a little. But the endorphins were in my body and the cold numbed my nerves so I couldn't feel a thing. This was it. I only had three options; he'd kill me, keep me for a snack, or even turn me.

I began to drift off again. It had only been a few seconds I think but it didn't seem like that, it seemed like forever. But then I felt his fangs rip away from my neck. I felt the pain again. But I had lost a lot of blood to cause me to black out and lose all feeling. The last thing I saw, or felt rather, was a pair of arms carrying me and a voice saying, 'Roza, please stay with me.' It was repeating that over and over again.