It's been forever.
I added a scene because I couldn't help myself. Neither could Edward.
I could have stayed like that all day, naked and entwined with Bella in our lush meadow. But Bella was eager to get home; she seemed to be excited about something, and per usual the mental block was driving me insane.
"Faster," Bella demanded for the third time on the ride home.
"What's the rush?" I asked her, increasing pressure on the pedal.
She merely grinned at me and buzzed around in her seat like Alice. I loved seeing her this way, and figured a little suspense was worth it if it brought her this much enthusiasm.
A dirty, naughty, lascivious thought popped into my head: Maybe she was eager to get me back home and continue on with our sex fest. At that possibility, my foot pressed down.
"Okay, Edward, I think that's fast enough," she laughed, tossing back her glossy tresses.
She'd never looked so beautiful. I wanted her, there, at that very moment. The urge to have her had never, ever been so great—not even when she'd been human and I was tempted by the luscious blood flowing through her.
I wanted her. Badly.
I wanted to consume her.
My fingers clenched on the steering wheel as a feeble attempt to ward off my desire to fling my body on top of her. She began to hum along with the radio, totally oblivious to my dilemma. Desperately, I scanned the signs we passed, hoping we got home soon. I was close to losing any semblance of control.
I should have known my wife was way too observant for her own good.
"Edward," I heard her purr.
"Yes?" My voice was as sweet as chocolate cake.
"I think you have a problem."
"Oh?" I hedged, realizing Bella had spied my hard-on. Was she going to actually make me talk about it? I was barely able to keep a hold on urges as they were.
I felt her hand on my thigh and actually cried out. I was pathetic. "Yes. A very big problem that I think we need to attend to before it… gets out of hand."
I looked at her out of the corner of my eye and nearly gasped at the knowing smirk on her face. Overnight, Bella had turned into a very… bad… girl.
"Are you trying to kill me?" I asked her calmly, while inside I was raging a war with myself.
Bad Edward wanted me to pull over to the side of the road and tear down a few trees with her. Good Edward reminded me I was a gentleman… and that I could very easily do that with her back home.
Bella laughed out loud and took her hand away. Thank God.
With a relieved sigh, I smiled as I eased up on the speed a bit. I was back in control.
Or so I thought.
"Bella, thanks for—"
Before I could finish my appreciation for her understanding, her small hand was on my cock, palming me through my pants. Roughly, I might add.
And just like that, the animal switch was flicked on.
"Holy shit," I ground out, tightening my hands on the wheel once again. "You're going to make me lose my mind."
"Good," she giggled, teasing me with her hand.
"This is very dangerous, Bella," I chided. "We're almost home."
"We're not close enough," she argued. "And you're a vampire. You can wing it."
My eyebrows rose. "Wing it?"
"Yes. You can multitask."
"This is altogether an entirely different—" But then her hand increased the pace and pressure and my words were lost. "Ohhh…"
"Lose control, Edward. It can be very exciting."
"You're going to… pay… for this," I managed between my gasps.
Bella leaned closer to me and skimmed my cheek with her nose. She nuzzled my ear and then her tiny, wet tongue peeked out to lick it. "I sure hope so, Edward," she breathed and I nearly exploded right then.
My foot pressed down of its own volition and we sped along, the trees melting into one uniform green outside our windows. Thoughts of other passengers occasionally roamed into my mind, but I was way too preoccupied with what was going on down below.
And then… she unzipped me and took me out of my pants. If I thought I was going crazy before, the feeling of her flesh against mine sealed the deal.
"Fuck!" I yelled, slamming my hand against the dashboard. "Please, you have to… you have to stop. This is…"
"I'm not stopping. So I guess you better come soon," the wicked vixen sang.
She began to place butterfly kisses down my jaw, around my ear, down my throat. Then she kissed me, running her tongue along mine in a sensual, rapid movement.
It felt like forever, but in reality she'd only been doing this for a minute or so and I was terribly close. It felt too delicious to end but too good to go on. I was desperate to climax, so desperate that if I were human, I'd probably have been crying.
"Should I take you in my mouth?" Bella whispered against my shoulder.
I sobbed and shuddered as my orgasm neared.
"Oh, my God!"
"I think I should. I think you'd like that. To feel my mouth, my tongue… sucking you."
Where the hell had my meek and pristine Bella gone to?
Before I could respond, or truly comprehend her words, her mouth was around me, plunging me deep into her throat.
Jesus Christ.
One hand pulled the wheel so that we were on the other side of the road as the other shamelessly dug into Bella's hair, holding her to me as though she'd suddenly pull away. She moaned into my cock and I cried out.
"Bella, that's so good," I whispered, almost in awe.
She did something with her tongue as she simultaneously fondled my balls and then it was beyond my control. I literally exploded, purging everything I had to give down Bella's throat. She moaned and whimpered, taking it all and I nearly fainted at how it felt.
When it was all over, she sat up and smiled at me. She looked so happy, so proud, that she could give me that. It made me love her all the more. I reached for her and pulled her to me so I could give a proper kiss in thanks. The taste of myself on her mouth reminded me of all she'd done, of how it felt to be worked on by her perfect mouth, and I could feel myself hardening again.
Reluctantly, I pulled my lips off of hers. "We better stop now before I pull over again."
Bella laughed. "Is that how you're trying to threaten me?"
"You're evil," I said with a shake of my head.
"I may be evil," Bella rasped huskily, leaning so that her lips grazed mine, "but you're pure sin."
Needless to say, it was a long drive.
When we arrived back home, our satisfied grins had yet to wear off. After the day I'd had, I wasn't sure it ever would.
I hadn't noticed that the thoughts of my family weren't bombarding me as we pulled up the drive, but the obviously empty house made it clear—we were alone.
Bella took a couple of steps into the house before looking back at me. "No one is here."
Nodding, I said, "Didn't you arrange it this way?"
I thought this was part of the surprise.
"Well…no," she muttered, embarrassed.
It still amazed me that she could turn the sex kitten on and off so easily. One minute, she was a hungry tigress, taking what she wanted. The next, she was meowing timidly for cat food.
I wrapped my arms around her and lifted her, bringing her legs around my waist. I inhaled her scent, as appetizing to me as the first day I laid eyes on her.
"Well, it would appear that our loving sister took it upon herself to guarantee our… privacy."
Thank you, Alice.
Bella's arousal hung in the air, and again I inhaled greedily. "Thank God for her," Bella whispered, the need dripping from her voice.
I moved my face closer to hers, needing to be as close as possible. "Indeed. Now Mrs. Cullen," I said playfully, still loving to say that, "what do you propose we do for the rest of our day?"
Obviously, the answer would be sex. At least, I hoped it would be. But Bella clutched me tighter and a new rush of Bella's smell greeted me.
I had to kiss her. So I did, and it still thrilled me and excited me as much our first innocent kiss by the meadow all those years ago. We had been through so much together over the years, and the poignancy of it all struck me in that moment. We'd come so far… together.
I pushed her against the wall, grunting and panting like I hadn't just had her succulent mouth around me a few hours before.
My hands navigated the delicate landscape of her body, one lingering on her delectable breast.
She moaned and, like so many times today, my control was lost. I squeezed, earning me a throatier groan. Laughing at my effect on her, I placed my other hand on her butt and brought her closer to my hardness. She moaned again, and I grinned, pressing my body into the wetness between her legs.
"Any ideas, Bella?" I asked against her ear, attempting to hold onto my cool for the next few moments. It was Bella's turn to lose control now.
"Edward… can't I show you your present first?" she asked breathlessly, her eyes shut. Hell yes, I wanted my present. She was the vision of sex against the wall, her hair spread out in various directions. The lazy afternoon sun played against her curves, highlighting her in gold and pink. She looked like the statue of a goddess, and not for the first time I found myself speechless at her beauty.
I was done playing games; I just wanted her. I leant away from her a bit more and her eyes popped open, curiosity evident in their goldenness.
In a lightning fast motion, I yanked up her dress and plunged myself right in.
Mine.
"No." I pumped in and out, throwing any shred of my control out the window. I wasn't in the mood for sweet lovemaking, and judging from Bella's urgent cries and wide but pleasure-filled eyes, neither was she. "This is all I want right now."
Occasionally, Bella and I would come to one another, frantic to be connected. But it had never been this hard before, this… uncontrolled. And it was delicious. It was the first time I ever truly felt how much she wanted me, and I basked in it, showing her how much I desperately wanted her right back.
We bantered back and forth a bit, but really all words lost their meaning. It was just us, connected in the most important way.
Despite our roughness, the love was still fundamentally part of it. I felt the urge to express to her just how much the day had meant.
"This… has been one of the best… days of my life, Bella," I somehow managed to tell her.
It was true. I'd never felt so cared for, so wanted, so loved.
I went faster, asking her what I ever did to deserve her. It was more like a question to myself—I still couldn't understand how she was mine. How she had picked me.
"What did I do t-to deserve you, Edward?" she gasped back, lifting her hips to meet my frenzied thrusts. "You make me feel so good."
My body froze for a second as her words invaded my mind. It was the hottest thing I'd heard her say to me, and there had been quite a few contenders today.
"Say that again," I demanded.
"What?" she asked, frowning at me.
"What you just said, Bella," I said, more than a little impatient to start moving my hips again. For whatever reason, I needed to hear her words. They delighted me, shocked me. Electrified me.
It took her a moment, but she caught on. Her eyes widened and then slid down slightly as she gave me the sexiest stare.
"Edward," she hissed, rounding her hips so that my cock ground around her. I let out a shriek I'd never heard myself make, and had I not been so caught up in the ecstasy those little hips could incite, I'd have been quite embarrassed. "You make me feel so good."
I think my jaw dropped. Seriously. My hips started moving in and out again, but slower than before. Something savage in me wanted to make her work for it.
"When?"
"Hmmm?" She sounded distracted.
I thrust into her sharply to make my point. "When do I make you feel good?"
She started to raise her hips up to mine on every thrust as she whimpered, "All the time."
Fuck, I was going to have to fuck her into oblivion. Part of me was absolutely scandalized at these words, at how I was treating her. But another part of me, a much larger, much more dominant part at the moment, was kicking the other part's ass.
"Be specific." I found myself wanting more dirty talk.
I wanted my Bella to talk dirty to me and for some reason I didn't feel all that ashamed. It was sensationally decadent.
She wasn't answering me, so I had to pause, as much as it killed me.
"What are you doing?" she cried, yanking my hair. It was delicious.
I smirked and panted into her shoulder. "I asked you to clarify your answer."
I wanted something from her, I needed her to say something, but I didn't know what. She appeared to be as clueless as I was.
"What was the question again?"
Her adorable confusion snapped me out of my brutishness. "I love it when you're like this," I told her. Her nose was too cute for me to resist a peck. "I love you."
I had been on the path to completely neglecting her needs. I was so thankful to just have her, to just hold her in my arms and be inside her. After everything we'd been through together, for us to be like this was still a miracle to me. I wanted to show her that love. I needed to show her that appreciation. And so I began to love her, wistfully thinking that we'd made progress today. We'd never be as crazy as Rosalie and Emmett, or Alice and Jasper, but we were moving along in our intimacy, testing out different flavors. I was so happy that she'd shown me we could be like this.
And so my gentle thrusts were enough as I kissed her face and made love to her.
Bella, apparently, had different plans—like always.
In a very determined, sure, and desperate voice, she said the two words that crumbled any kind of noble, tender resolve I had.
"Fuck me, Edward."
Holy fuck.
I had to see her face. Pulling back, I saw the raw desire I'd felt myself. I couldn't hold back anymore, and I didn't want to.
I rapidly pulled out and thrust back into her. My mouth found hers again and I kissed her with everything I had.
"Do you like this, Bella?" I had to ask, though I knew the answer. She was so wet and crying out furiously against my lips.
"Yes!"
I rammed her against the wall, showing no mercy and reveling in her indestructibility.
And then we were falling over the edge together. Her pussy clamped down on my dick over and over again, creating the most delicious kind of pressure around me. I cursed repeatedly, delirious in this moment of madness. All thoughts were gone as I released, spurting inside her climaxing walls.
When we were finished, quite a few moments later, we collapsed to the floor. Giddy with passion, we roamed each other's bodies with our hands and delighted in our closeness.
"Ready for your present?" Bella asked suddenly.
I was shocked. "There really was a present?"
She pushed my shoulder and snorted. "What did you think I meant? Sex all day?"
Busted.
Like the fiend I was, that was what I had expected. Humiliated, I muttered, "To be honest, that's what I was hoping for."
I grimaced, wondering why the hell I had to be so honest.
"Edward." I couldn't look at her. "Oh, Edward," she sang, shifting onto my lap. I was embarrassed at my hardness but there was nothing I could do. I would have to be deaf, dumb, and blind not to be perpetually turned on by Bella. I just hoped she didn't think I was as disgusting as I suddenly felt. "I didn't consider sex all day as a present because I pretty much thought that was a no-brainer."
Huh? She had to be lying, like typical Bella, just to make me feel better. I looked into her eyes, knowing I'd see the truth there. I was surprised at what I saw—lust, love, and just a little bit of amusement.
I hugged her tightly, nuzzling her breasts. "Something about you brings out the animal inside," I confessed.
Briefly, I wondered how I ever resisted her when she was human.
Her next words reminded me.
"I'm glad. I feel very selfish, Edward. Seeing you like this today… feeling you like this. Well, it was more of a present to me than anything else."
Oh, how I loved her.
"Are you kidding me, Bella?" I had to set the record straight. "I owe you my existence for letting me see you this way. I owe you everything for letting me feel you that way. I certainly don't deserve it."
"Stop that! We can spend eternity going back and forth like this. Let's just settle on the fact that we're both fabulous and because of that we deserve each other."
I was such a lucky man. "Deal," I agreed with a smile.
She kissed me wildly and began to move against my rigid cock. She was going to turn me into a full-fledged animal by the time the day was through. As wonderful as it all felt, I was terribly curious about this "present", whatever it was, knowing it had to be meaningful if it was coming from Bella. "Bella," I said around her lips. "Bella!" I started laughing as I fell backwards.
She took advantage of my position and straddled me, letting just the tip of my cock craze her heat. "What?" she smirked, knowing she had me just where she wanted me.
"I thought I was getting my present now?" I asked playfully, though now my lust was definitely overcoming my curiosity.
She grinned like an evil cat and raked her nails up and down my abdomen. Leaning forward, her grin grew wider.
"That can wait 'til later. We have eternity after all."
And then she pushed down on me, reigniting the never fully quenching flames of our desire.