Chapter 36: Starting Line
" Ino...you dont have to do this..." Sakura told her best friend. Ino was crying all night because of her and Shikamaru's break up.
" Im fine...really...its just how could he do this to me?!" Ino started to cry again, they were walking towards the entrance of the venue of the shoot
" Shhh...." Sakura let her best friend cry on her shoulder
" You know what? I could just march up to his house right now and kick him in the crotch, but...I owe him a lot..." Sakura suddenly felt guilty for not being able to confront the boy who broke her best friend's heart. Shikamaru was the only male role-model for Sora, and he helped her a lot during her pregnancy and in taking care of Sora.
" -sniff- no...its ok..." Ino wiped her eyes, which were red and puffy
" But, I swear, if I find out who his bitch is then I'll make her wish she were never born"
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" Ok, Hun, i need you to crouch a bit more" The photographer asked Sakura to do.
" Forehead" Ino called out to her best friend which was in position right in front of her.
" huh" Sakura raised her brow at the blonde in the same crouching position as herself
"...You taught Ten the song, right?"
Ino and Sakura were in front of a fake set of a waterfall. Sakura was wearing a red vest that was hugging her curves, white cloth elbow caps, a white skirt with dark green cycling shorts underneath, black leather boots and gloves, a Konoha headband and a kunai in her hand. As if she was in a brawl with Ino.
Ino, in front of Sakura, was wearing a violet dress that was above her knee, black cycling shorts, silver and purple elbow and knee caps, holding a kunai, as if to attack Sakura.
The theme was supposed to be in the ninja times.
Hinata at the moment was getting dressed up for the next shoot.
" Yeah, she finally reached the note. " Sakura replied
Ino nodded and the photographer started to flash.
" hey...pig?" Sakura nervously called her friend
" hmm?" Ino raised her brow
" Dont you think...Sora is getting a little too close with...with Sasuke?" Sakura whispered the last part for others not to over hear their conversation.
" Well, he is his father. So, of course something would click"
Sakura narrowed her eyes...because Ino was right.
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Click
Sakura opened the front door of their home. Suddenly her little boy came running up to her, hugging her knees.
" Hey, babe" she greeted her son
" I have something to tell you, Momma!" Sora stated as he rose his up to face his mother.
" And what would that be?" she asked, not really paying attention. She walked up to hang her coat on the rack and took her shoes off under the stair case.
" Uncle Sasuke is going to live with us starting now!" Sakura nodded her head, but once her son's words registered in her mind, she shot her head to the direction of her son and exclaimed a, "What?!"
Sora looked up at his mother and nodded with a big excited smile on his little four years old face.
" Sasuke!" Sakura called out to her ex. No one answered at first, but when someone finally replied a 'Yeah?', Sora pulled on Sakura's jeans to catch her attention.
" He's not in trouble is he? Because, I told him he can live with us, since he lives in Uncle Naruto's house and its stinky there."
Sakura just looked at her son with a confused and a 'you-didnt!' look on her face.
Suddenly when Sasuke walked in from upstairs, Sakura shot him a glare that said 'What-the-hell-did-you-do-now?'
" What?"
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Sakura's POV
"He's not living with us" I said in-a-matter-of-fact way to the blond sitting on the couch beside me.
" Well, it will give Sora a real father and someone to play with him and give him company while were gone, plus Sasuke needs a place to stay" Ino said as she munched on a bag of Snackus vegetable snacks.
I glared at the girl beside me, " I thought you were on my side."
-sigh- I dont know what to do anymore. I mean I thought things were bad enough but it just had to get worse!
Sora is starting to actually like Sasuke's company.
Sasuke might live here!
Shikamaru broke up with Ino (which is my problem because she is my bestest friend)
I have a lot of things to do for Show-business
Sora's birthday is coming up
And so is the first day of school!
" I am on your side. But, you dont expect to live alone for the rest of your life, right? " she faced me
" ahem, I live with you. And unless you want to kick me out because you realized that you dont want a pink-haired weirdo living with you then ...yeah"
She playfully glared at me, but implied a meaning. A 'Im-serious'.
My eyes lingered on her face. She was right. I mean who else is out there? Ino shrugged, then faced back at the tv.
" Sooner or later your going to get back together. See, your situation is much more easier to solve than mine." She face me again with a sad look on her face
" Because there is no one else in your life. But, in mine...there is..." I looked at her with pity filled eyes
" Hey..." I called out to her and stretched my arm out for her to put her head on my shoulder, which she did.
" Were going to be ok...You know? I dont think Lazy-ass has someone else...maybe he just...was confused...?" I tried to keep options up
" Confused? CONFUSED?! How can he be confused?! We've been going out for 4 years! Where would he find another girl without me knowing?!" I watched as her eyes watered.
" Shh...its ok...I'll make sure...I'll talk to him..." Ino nodded under my hold.
We stayed like that for a while. But when I found that Ino fell asleep on me, I had to bring her upstairs.
Dont even ask how I did it. I just did. I brought her to her room and lay her gently on her bed and tucked her in. I owe her a lot too. More than I owe Shikamaru, that's why Im going to do this for her. Im going to find out who Shikamaru's cling-on is.
I tiptoed out of her room and closed the door. I walked to Sora's room next. My eyes were on the floor watching as the white carpet moved as my sock covered feet went through.
I was just about to turn the light off of Sora's room, but something made me stop. I looked up, and found something that just broke my heart.
Sasuke sleeping on the bed, with Sora on top of his chest. I told Sasuke that he and Sora could stay in our house as they played because apparently, Sora claims that Sasuke's place is 'stinky'. Which is actually Naruto's apartment. I guess I didnt really notice that Sasuke didnt leave yet.
I walked toward the two silently. I reached over, and stroked my son's indigo-colored hair. He stirred just a bit, but didnt wake up.
I always wonder what he thinks. If he ever feels lonely at times...is he happy living like this? I mean, I give him everything I could, but sometimes I think its not enough. But this afternoon, when I saw him with Sasuke...I was jealous. Sora never looked happier when he was with Sasuke.
I looked over at Sasuke's face. He still looked perfect. He was handsome and he was still hott (I had to admit). My eyes lingered on his lips. I wanted to so bad, just put my lips on his. I wanted to feel his arms around me, I wanted to hear him say that he loves me. I wanted everything that we had before. But things are more complicated now.
I hesitated to touch his face. I slowly lay my hand down. The tips of my fingers first touched his cheek. I wasnt thinking at the moment. I wasnt thinking about how wrong this was. I wasnt thinking about what was wrong to do... All I was thinking about was what I wanted to do.
I caressed his cheek with the back of my middle and index finger. I really wanted to know what he thought. What his thoughts were when I told him that I had a son? I have a big feeling that he knows already. I mean, he knows how important my virginity was for me. So, he knows that I wouldnt just give my body away. He must already have the idea that Sora is his son, He is the only guy that I ever slept with.
He was my first and only love...where did we go so wrong? I felt my eyes start to water.
He unconsciously leaned in to my touch. This made me smile.
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Sasuke's POV
I was suddenly glad that I pretended that I was sleeping. When she started to caress my cheek. This made me realize that she still does love me. She doesnt think that Im a total jackass.
I opened my eyes just a little bit to squint, and saw that she was crying.
Im sorry...i wanted to say. I know i dont deserve to be forgiven easily, but I just want her to know that Im here, and i always will be.
That's why I offered to spend the whole day with Sora. He's a good kid. I have a big feeling that he's mine. But...if he was then she would have told me about him. She couldnt just have made this a secret. So...maybe he isnt mine...maybe she did adopt...but why the heck would she do that?! So many questions filled my head, but I got back to my senses when I felt that Sakura stopped. I watched as she wiped her tears and walked slowly out of the room.
I'll get her back, even if its the last thing I do, I'll get her back.
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Sakura fluttered her eyes open to the new day. She yawned, stretched and finally got up. She could see from across the hall that Sora and Sasuke were still asleep, so she decided to make breakfast.
The pink-haired mother put her fuzzy pink robe on and made her way downstairs to the kitchen.
She got out the pancake mix, the eggs, the milk, the cheese, the bacon and the celery and peanut butter.
This was how every morning was, she would make pancakes and bacon for Sora and herself, then she would cut celery and drown it in peanut butter for Ino's diet. But, today Sasuke would join them. She smiled at the memory of Sasuke saying that her omelets were delicious. That's why she was going to make some for him that morning.
"Hey" Sakura jumped at the raspy voice, greeting her. She looked to the direction of the speaker and was shocked that it was Sasuke. She tried so hard not to look at his chest. he wasnt wearing a shirt at the time.
" Morning" Sakura smiled at him then she went back to her mixing of the pancake mix, for him not to see that she was blushing.
"Sorry for uh...falling a sleep" he apologized sheepishly
Sakura chuckled and just shook her head at him.
" You need any help?" he offered as he walked over to grab the eggs. They were back to back from each other.
" No, it's fine, i got it" She turned around to face him, but was shocked to be inches away from his face.
Sakura was too shocked to react, its been years since they have been this close to each other. The pink-haired woman didnt move, but she was shocked to realize that he was leaning in. He came closer, and closer, and closer...
" Mommy!!!" They both shot their heads away from each other and faced the little boy that was running up to them.
Sakura came back to her senses and smiled brightly at her son.
" Well someone looks older today! I wonder why that is...?" Sakura pretended to look like she was thinking.
Sasuke glanced at her then back at Sora, and smirked.
" Its my birthday, Momma!" he exclaimed as he put his arms up. A gesture to carry him. Sakura put the bowl of pancake mix down on the counter table and lifted him,
"-gasp- it is isnt it! so what do you want for your birthday, my little five year old?"
please not something expensive! please not something expensive! Sakura thought over and over again
The little birthday boy put his index finger under his chin, to look like he was thinking.
" I want...a Wii! And...I want Uncle Sasuke to live with us!!!!" oh shit
The Wii...I have enough money saved up for that but Sasuke...
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Sakura's POV
Ino, and I used Sasuke's car to drive to the pre-concert. Since, Shizune was busy because she was filling up for Kakashi-sensei in school, I didnt have a sitter for Sora. So, he had to come with us. I was kind of embarrassed because I seemed a little indecent in the photo-shooting and in Karin's concert and everything. But he says he understands and he thinks its pretty cool that Im famous.
Sasuke parked in the VIP spot next to Naruto and Neji's car. So I guess that means that were the last to arrive. Ino was in front of us walking like a model in her black leather vest with gold buttons in front that showed her tummy,leather short-shorts that looked already like underwear,open-toe black heels, two black bangles and black dangling earrings, her hair was in her regular style but her ponytail was curled toward the bottom. She covered herself up with a regular jacket. She said that she's going to flaunt her body, to show Shikamaru that it was his loss.
I was wearing a leather bra like thing that had no straps,leather pants that stuck to my skin, a black belt with a pink buckle, black leather boots, and three black bangles. My hair looked big, because of how it was curled, it was like pink curls galore. Temari made me wear this outfit. The other girls got to choose from the choices that we had. Tenten had to sit this one out, so it was only Ino, Hinata and I.
I felt like a slut in what i was wearing. of course I have no insecurities since I had a flat stomach and even skin-tone...its just I dont want my son to see me...like that. i didnt want to bring attention to myself since I was only practically wearing a leather bra (which is very uncomfortable), but -shrugs- it made my boobs look good,I covered myself with a plain white t-shirt.
You know..if I think about it... its all about the leather huh? Cuz' Karin used leather in her concert...
I snapped out of my thoughts when Sora started to swing his hand that was in mine. I looked toward his direction and found that he was holding hands with me and Sasuke. I glanced at Sasuke and he caught my gaze so I shot my head back to Ino's back. I bet if someone caught sight of this scenario, they could so tell that Sora, was me and Sasuke's kid.
We made it to the auditorium. There were so many people. I thought this was a pre-concert. Why are there so many people in the audience?! The paparazzi was shooting pictures like crazy.
We had reserved seats in the front two rows. When we were in front of the seats, they all, Naruto, Hinata, Shikamaru, Neji, Tenten, Temari, Sai, Karin, and Kankurou, had their eyes glued on us three.
I ignored them and just sat down in my seat. There was no reserved seat for my son, so I let him sit comfortably on my lap. The formation of the seats were:
Stage
Me and Sora - Ino - Hinata - Tenten - Neji - Sasuke - Karin
Sai - Naruto - Shikamaru - Temari - Kankurou
"Forehead" ino called my attention. I looked over to see that Temari was telling us the plan.
" Kankurou and I picked names and Sai is going first, then its you girls, next is the boys then last is Karin."
We all nodded, I glanced at Kankurou and saw him whispering something to Karin and Sai, i assume that they are listening to the presentation proper.
" You guys get to sing two songs. So get ready. " Temari instructed us
" We already have a song that were going to renew ready...is that ok?" i asked, the girls looked at me then back at Temari
" uh, yeah, just as long as you sing it good"
We all nodded again and sat regularly in our seats. I tapped Hinata's shoulder, and she leaned in to hear me.
Hinata was wearing a one-piece black leather Tank-top and shorts, with one big black bangle, and black leather boots that were up to her knees. Her hair was wavy.
" Did you bring my key board?" I asked her. She first looked away as if she was thinking, then her face brightened.
" Yeah, It's in Naruto's car. I'll ask him to get it" I nodded and we were ready.
Get your hands ready for Sai! Singing a song from his album 'Saillustrations'! Brought to you by: String Puppets!
Sai stood up from his seat, and when he caught my curious gaze, he smiled at me. I felt my cheeks heat up and I looked away.
I glanced at Ino, she giggled at me. I just hid my face in Sora's hair. I tilted my head a bit to see what was going on in my surroundings. Neji was talking to Tenten in a soft loving manner, Karin was trying to get Sasuke's attention, Sasuke was glaring at me...Wait- Why is Sasuke glaring at me? Probably because you blushed because of Sai oh...hehehe...then i saw Shikamaru talking to Temari...
That's it! O.O I'll be sure to tell Ino, later.
Music started to play, and I put my gaze on Sai. He was wearing a black sleeveless open vest over a plain white t-shirt, and regular jeans. he had a black hat, just like the one that I wore at Karin's concert, that was tilted on his head. He was using a head phone set.
Ooh...
Oooh...
I am not the fool tonight
So im not hiding for the first time
deep inside theres a rush
what a rush
is there a possibility
that you can ever feel the same way
about me
just too much
just too much
why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
I liked his singing, it was so clear, so smooth. I just noticed now that he was singing to me. I smirked a bit as I realized that his eyes were on my throughout the whole time. (A/N: Sai is singing "Crush" By: david Archuleta)
You got me hypnotized
so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
when were all alone
all that we can be
He extended his hand as if to reach out for me.
Is this really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
are you holding back?
like the way you do?
Cuz im trying trying to walk away
but I know this crush aint going
away...yeah yeah...
going away...yeah yeah...
Ino nudged me, I just playfully glared at her. I looked over on her side, wanting to see Sasuke's reaction. he was glaring daggers at Sai, this made me smile. I turned back to Sai with the smile still plastered on my face. He finished the song and another beat played. And Sai started to dance on stage. i couldnt help but gawk on how he danced. He was really good. (See: Jabbawockeez and mostly Justin Timberlake)
Yeah
yeah yeah
Yeah
yeah yeah
Yeah
yeah yeah yeah
Oh there's something about
just something about the way she moves
I cant figure it out
there's something about her
Say, oh there's something about,
got a woman who want you but dont need you
hey, i cant figure it out
there's something about her
cuz she walk like the bomb
talk like the bomb
she got manicured nails
that set the pedicure off
she's fly effortlessly
dude, she got me thinking about getting involved
that's the kind of girl i need
Ok, now this I knew was really for me. Because i remember when Sora was still a baby and Temari asked me to go to the studio with her, I had folders and paper on one hand and Sora on my hip. Sai asked if i needed help, I declined. And since then I guess he started to get interest in me. (A/N: Sai is now singing "Miss Independent" By: NeYo)
She got her own thing
that's why I love her
Miss Independent
wont you come and spend a little time?
She got her own thing
that's why I love her
Miss Independent
through the rain or shine
Miss independent
He finished the rest of his song, and it was our turn next.
Karin's POV
i wanted to laugh out loud when Sai was doing his thing for Pinky. I told him to go ahead and try to get Sakura so I can have Sasuke-kun all to myself. But I felt my heart drop when I saw Sasuke glaring at Sai, on the stage.
I was shocked when Sasuke, Sakura and her brat, came in together...the brat actually looked a lot like Sasuke-kun...but also a lot like Pinky...maybe...? No. it cant be. Unless... it is...? Sasuke and Haruno got a kid?!
But the little boy looks at least...six years old...so...they had their kid when they were teenagers! that totally makes sense! But...then that means that Pinky and my Sasuke-kun are...together...?
Sai was finished, and the crowd started chanting his name. Next was the four stooges. but their brunette one is pregnant..so they would be cut short by one...
I watched as pinky got a mic from Bob and handed it to the pregnant one. Why would they still give her a mic when she's not even going to be included in it?
Normal POV
Sakura handed Tenten the mic.
"Its ok, Sak...Im not going on stage anyway..." Tenten informed her sheepishly
" S-H-I-T isnt complete without the "T". " The pink-haired girl stated in a -matter-of-fact way as she smiled
Tenten hesitantly grabbed hold of the mic. Sakura smiled at her then walked off.
" I'll be back, k babe?" The Haruno girl told her son as she winked.
Sai and Sasuke were busy having a glaring fight. But Sai broke it as his eyes widened at the sigt of something from the side. Sasuke looked at the direction to which Sai was staring at. He couldnt help but widen his eyes too.
Sakura was taking off the white t-shirt off. Everything seemed to be going slowly as she took off the shirt. Karin couldnt help but gawk at her body. It was like she was never pregnant! But she regained herself, and glared at the pink-haired girl. Sakura glanced at her son, who wasnt paying attention at all to her. She felt...like a slut. She was a mother already, others should understand that she cant do this anymore. But, she had too...if she wanted a good life for her son.
Sakura took the shirt off, and shivered as she felt the cold air hit her stomach. She glanced at Naruto who was backstage taking care of her keyboard. When she saw that everything was ready, she nodded to herself and walked backstage. She mentally thanked Naruto. He was a good friend.
Ever since middle school, he's always been the one to help them and support them with all this music stuff. Hinata and Ino were already at the backstage, waiting for her to arrive and for them to start. but before she made one step, she glanced at her boy-...ex boyfriend...her first love...her high school sweetheart...her once everything...the father to her son...whoa she thought. he was a lot in her life. she found that he was staring at her with slightly widened eyes. This made her heart jump and her inner-self squeal.
The three were at the side of the stage, waiting for Naruto to start the music from her keyboard.
the rest were trying to understand what the girls were going to do. They were a girl band why are there not any instruments? The stage was clear from any objects, the curtain was closed. Karin had her eyes on Tenten most of the time. She wanted to see why their style was so different from hers just because theyre four.
And now here is the S-H-I-T! Brought to you by: Moon Fan Productions
The beat started, and the three girls walked with a bounce to the middle of the stage.
All:
uh, oh oh uh ho ah uh
oh oh uh, huh
Sakura:
I see you looking at me
like I got somethings for you oh
Sakura, Ino and Hinata were dancing on the stage (see: PussyCat Dolls : Sakura as Nicole, Ino as Carmit, Hinata as Melody and Tenten as Jessica) the crowd went wild as they finally got to see the girls Pussycat dolls style. Karin glared at the girls. they were good at dancing, not one of them slacking off. All of them have the same energy in the dance.
Sakura:
And the way that you stare
dont you dare cuz im not about to
Give it all up to you
that there are somethings I wont do
and im not afraid to tell you
i dont ever want to leave you confused
Sakura, Ino, Hinata and Tenten('s voice):
The more you try
the less I bite and
I dont have to think it through
you know it im meant to
I dont need a man
As they sung that line, Sakura smirked while singing at Sai and Sasuke. While Ino was glaring in a cocky way at Shikamaru. (A/N: The girls are singing "I don't need a man" By: The Pussycat Dolls)
Sakura:
to make it happen
I get up being free
All:
I dont need a man
Hinata:
to make me feel good
I get up do my thing
All:
I dont need a-
Ino:
ring around my finger
to make me feel complete
Ino eyed Shikamaru as she sang her part. He stared at her left hand and his eyes narrowed when he found that his engagement ring was not on her finger anymore.
Sakura:
so make me break it down
I can get up when you aint around oh!
All:
oh oh uh ho ah uh
oh oh uh, huh
Tenten:
Ooh...
Karin had her eyes on Tenten when she sang her part. So far, all Karin's observed was that when they sang together, they sung different tones to make it one in harmony. She tried to concentrate on Tenten's voice and then one by one the girls' voice.
Sakura:
You know I got my own life
and I bought everything thats in it
so if you wanna be with me
you got to get all your bling
to bring in
Hinata:
yeah...
Sakura:
I want a love thats for real
and without that
uh no deal
Tenten:
no
Sakura:
I dont need a hand
if it only wants to grab one thing
Ino:
Oh yeah...
Sai and Sasuke were smirking while watching as Sakura lead the two other girls in dancing and singing. Sakura had a bright smile on her face as she danced and sung because the song was a joke for the two.
All:
The more you try
the less I bite and
I dont have to think it through
Tenten:
oh
All:
you know it im meant to...
I dont need a man
Sakura:
to make it happen
I get up being free
All:
I dont need a man
Hinata:
to make me feel good
I get up do my thing
All:
I dont need a-
Ino:
ring around my finger
to make me feel complete
Sakura:
so make me break it down
I can get up when you aint around oh!
Hinata:
hey ay
Tenten:
hey ey
Ino:
hey ey
Sakura:
hey...
Hinata:
hey ay
Tenten:
hey ey
Ino:
hey ey
All:
hey...
let it go
let it go
let it go...
Sakura stood on the side as she concentrated on singing her high parts on the song while Ino and Hinata kept dancing hotly to the beat as they sang. Karin, after watching and observing the S-H-I-T's style, got a plan on how to make her album better.
Sakura:
let it go
Ino, Tenten and Hinata:
let it go
let it go
let it go...
Sakura:
yeah yieah...
Ino, Tenten and Hinata:
let it go
let it go
let it go...
Sakura:
no no no no...
Ino, Tenten and Hinata:
let it go
let it go
let it go...
Sakura:
let it go now baby!...
Ino, Tenten and Hinata:
I dont need uh,
I dont need a man I dont uh
Hinata:
I dont need a man to get me through
cuz im doing fine i feel brand new
Sakura:
Yeah yieah...
Tenten:
I dont need uh,
I dont need a man I dont uh
Sakura:
oh!
Ino:
I dont need a man to make it through
cuz Im doing fine without you!
As Ino danced she pointed at Shikamaru, But her mind stopped for a while as she looked at her ex-boyfriend. She got it. She figured it out, she knew who Shikamaru's cling-on was. And she was not happy at all of who it was. Because she knew if she did something about it, there would be some serious damage done.
Karin confusingly watched as Tenten got up from her seat and walked to the backstage. She looked at the stage and noticed that Hinata was gone too, so it was only Ino and Sakura on stage.
Sakura:
oh!
Sakura finished the song. Suddenly they heard a keyboard and soft drums start to play. Sakura and Ino, which were not startled at all, calmly took their headsets off and watched as the red curtains opened slowly, and revealed Hinata on the keyboard and Tenten on the drums.
Tenten and Hinata:
Oh...oh oh...
Oh...oh oh...
Ino and Sakura walked in front of the two microphone stands and gripped the mic, but did not separate the mic from the stand.
Ino:
why dont we stay
why dont we stay in love oh
The crowd went crazy as they chanted and cheered for their favorite girl band. The others, Temari, Kankurou, Sasuke, Neji, Naruto, Shikamaru, Sai and Karin were surprised.
Tenten and Hinata:
Oh...oh oh...
Oh...oh oh...
Ino,Tenten and Hinata:
baby, I stay in love with you
Sakura:
Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
Sakura and Ino (on back up):
If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
Naruto chuckled in his seat, which made every one look at him curiously. naruto noticed the weird stares and shrugged " That's just like Sakura-chan. She never goes a performance without a sad song."
Sakura:
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know
we said let go but
All:
but I kept on hangin on
Sakura:
Inside I know
All:
its over, your really gone
Sakura:
its killing me
cuz there aint nothing that I can do
baby
All:
I stay In love with you
Sakura and Ino:
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
Sakura:
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
All:
I stay In love with you
This is one of those things that Sasuke gets really frustrated about. Sakura always sings these sad songs, but he can never tell if she really means them. like this song for instance, "I stay in Love with you" does that mean that she still loves Sasuke? (A/N: The girls are now singing "I stay In love" By: Mariah Carey)
Tenten and Hinata:
na na na na na na na na na
Ino:
why dont we stay
why dont we stay in love oh
Tenten and Hinata:
na na na na na na na na na
All:
baby, I stay In love with you
Sakura:
It cuts so deep it hurts
into my soul
my friends tell me
I ant the same no more
baby, we still need each other
when we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
like what we had aint nothing at all?
Sakura and Ino:
Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
Sakura:
We both know my heart is breaking
cant learn from our mistakes and
I cant last one moment alone
now go I know
we said let go but
All:
but I kept on hangin on
Sakura:
Inside I know
All:
its over, your really gone
Sakura:
its killing me
cuz there aint nothing that I can do
baby
All:
I stay In love with you
The audience went wild as the girls finished. As Sakura walked toward her seat, he little boy came running to her telling her that some fan of hers stole her white t-shirt. Sora then handed his mother a black jacket. She soon found out later on, that the jacket was Sasuke's. he still cares...she thought as she covered herself with the warm jacket that belonged to her former boyfriend.
It was the boys next. the first song they sang was "Thunder" (By: Boys like girls) and they surprised everyone with their song " Fall for you" ( By: Secondhand Serenade). Everyone loved them. They had all the girls and women on their feet squealing, jumping, screaming, shouting, chanting and everything.
Karin sung "So What" (By: Pink) and "Keeps getting better" (By: Christina Aguilera)
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" We did good huh?" Hinata said as she faced the girls. The guys were behind them. Naruto was struggling in carrying Sakura's keyboard, Shikamaru had his eyes glued to the floor just thinking, Neji had his protective eyes on Tenten, while Sasuke was having fun in talking to Sora which was riding on his back.
" yeah...we did do good..." Tenten replied. She was glad that they let her still be apart of it.
Ino dumbly nodded her head as she had her head bowed down with eyes stuck to the ground. Sakura at the time had her eyes astray...just looking at nothing in particular while her hands were wrapped around her Sasuke's-jacket self. She kept glancing at the jacket that she had on and her son with Sasuke...she had a lot on her mind too...
Shikamaru was thinking about if he made a big mistake in leaving Ino...
Ino was thinking about Shikamaru's cling-on and if she should confront either of them...
Sakura was thinking about what she should do...with everything
The ride home was quiet, except for the fact that Sora kept singing with his kid-accent
appol bottom
jean jean
boots wit da furrrrrr...
got the whole club looking
at herrrrrrrrr
she hit the floor!
something you no!
something something low! low! low! low!!!!
Then next thing you know he would start singing
this is why im hot!
this is why im hot!
this is why!
this is why im hot!
im hot cuz im fly!
you aint cuz you not!
this is why!
this is why!
this is why im hot!
Sakura couldnt help but look at her son with a look that said 'you-are-not-singing-that!'. Ino, Sakura and Sasuke laughed.
" God Sasuke..I leave my son with you for two days and you already got him to go ghetto!" Sakura joked. Sasuke and Ino laughed
They made it to Ino and Sakura's home. Ino carried the sleeping Sora inside, leaving his parents alone to talk to each other.
Sakura awkwardly took his jacket off and handed it to him.
"umm...thanks..."Sakura tried to give him a regular smile but it ended up looking like she was nervous.
" yeah..." he took it and stood there.
Neither knowing what to say...
Sasuke, breaking the awkward silence just said, " well..see you.." and he got in his car. But before her put his keys in the cognition, Sakura exhaled in defeat and stopped him.
" Sasuke! You can...ummm...you can stay with us...while you're still looking for a place to stay..." she said, while rubbing her shoulders. She was only wearing the black leather bra. for her top.
" nah, its fine...I could just stay with the dobe." He said cooly
Sakura, felt like an idiot standing outside in a leather bra,telling her ex to just stay in her house.
" Look, we both know that Naruto's place is a dump, and you, being a neat freak, hates it there. So you can just stay with us...Sora would really appreciate that..."
Sasuke looked at Sakura for any signs of unsureness and he saw none...so he agreed.
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Sakura's POV
I let Sasuke stay here for...many reasons...because of what Sora wants for his birthday...because Sora wants Sasuke's company...because he stays with Naruto and that my friend, really sucks. And for...for me. I...just I feel sad whenever I see him. I feel complete when im with him, but the fact that it isnt us just makes me angry at myself. Because if I did tell him the truth in high school, then maybe we would be happy. We would be one happy family. It's just..like the other day, when he was here it made me at least see what it would be like if things never changed. I like to pretend that we never broke up, I like to pretend that everything was ok. But things arent ok.
Believe me, I love Sora. But Sasuke...he was important to me too. I didnt have a family, but I had the girls and him. But now that he's gone...
I cooked dinner for us, spaghetti, I got jealous again. Sasuke and Sora were in the backyard, Sasuke was teaching him something about basketball. I coudnt help but stare at them, watch in awe as my son and his father were bonding.
Ino followed my gaze and put on a small smile. Then she shot her head in my direction as if something hit her.
" Oh my gosh! I forgot to tell you!" Ino shot at me
" I know...I know who Shika's cling is..." I said, because of course ino would notice it.
" Yeah..." Ino got sad again
"What should we do?" I asked her, while cutting hotdogs to put in the spaghetti sauce.
" Do the shoot" ino said seriously
" Dude, you cant be serious...Im not doing it!" I exclaimed while putting the noodles in the boiling water to soften
" Look You arent married, I have no boyfriend, you got a kid whose ok with it, I am single and have no kid and we need the extra money...so why not?"
Ino was talking about that shoot that Victoria's Secret was asking us to do. It was...sexy. That's why I refused. But...why not right?
I half-hearted glared at her and sighed, " I'll think about it..." I said and she smiled
"Thanks" and she friendly kissed my cheek and walked off to the staircase
I opened the can of Hunts tomato sauce ad paste and put them in the pot next to the boiling noodles.
That's good enough right? I got the next chapter in my head, so yeah...school is over for me so I got time. the next ff that ima update is Inbetween Wrong Feelings k? Its almost done anyway, so I might as well get it over with right? XD
did u guys hear abt the whole Chris Brown beat up Rihanna thing?! i mean what is up with that?! Its Rihanna! and its Chris Brown! I threw out the song "I hate that i love you" from my frickin Itunes cuz of it! and look^ that song is Ino and Shikamaru's in my story! it like jacked up my whole liking of the two! I cant even enjoy " I know what them girls like" by Sean Kingston, Ludachris and Chris Brown because of it! and then Rihanna gets a tattoo of a gun near her arm..as like what? protection?!
Gahd! What is up with the world?!
Then there's the whole changing of Jacob Black in Twilight! I guess he is kinda baby-faced but still its frickin SharkBoy! I like had a crush on Sharkboy when I was ten! then I had a crush on Cedric Diggory on HarryPotter! and my dream came true when the two crossed in one movie, and the movie was my fav book twilight!
then there's Dakota Fanning playing I think Leah in New Moon! But then that meant that she would be on New Moon through Breaking Dawn! unfair! but I guess shes ok...
then theres the whole selena gomez vs miley cirus! I vote selena! have u seen the pic in the magazine wen selena was all poised in clapping her hands while miley was sticking her tongue out?! and the movies! for pete's sake! how can you compete with "Cinderella (dance version) with selena and "The Hannah Montana Movie" ?!
then theres vanessa ann hudgens sending a nude pic of herself to drake from drake and josh! I mean, im already ashamed of being a filipino and she just had to make it worse!
then there that whole thing about half of the Nsync dudes are gay! JC is frickin cute! he cant be gay!!!
then Kirsten stewart going out with the dude from skyhigh! i mean what is this?! "Catch that kid" girl and "Skyhigh" dude?! NO! I want Rob Pattinson and Kirsten Stewart to go out! How can she not fall for him when theyre gonna make out in four movies on a row and have sex in breaking dawn?! hahaha jk i know they wont really have sex but yeah...
like i said...What is up with the World?!
-cammycutie (feeling like being weird again ^_~)
PS
I need love advice! who there in the world is willing to give a high school girl love advice? can u like...iono msg me? or anything! cuz i need someone who wont judge me and doesnt know anything abt me or him so yeah! pls i need help! T_T