The tears don't stop coming
It's like a river with no dam
These emotions burn through me
They cause havoc in my mind
Anger, pain, hatred and sadness
They strain my chest
They rock my brain
And they stun my heart.
I don't think I can hear it beating anymore
It's as if it's not there
I pretend everything is okay
I lie and say I'm fine
And you foolishly believed me.
When I tell you my problems you say "It's nothing"
Yet "nothing" seems to be tearing me up inside
You don't care though.
My pain means nothing to you.
I bleed freely upon this ground yet
You step over my broken body
But im tired of being stepped over
Of being left behind
This life is my own and I don't need you
My pain hurts me so much
But if no one cares enough
Then I will rely on myself to step away
From the flames of my own hell
That your carelessness locked me in.
I don't need anyone anymore.
I just have me now and I refuse to leave my heart out in the open anymore.
It'll be locked in my chest for only me to open
And I will be the only one to have to key.
I refuse to be used again. Not anymore.