Chapter 4

Jasper's Pov.

When she answered my question about reading minds I kinda freaked out. I didn't really want her to know that I love her. I noticed this fact when we were riding in the car on our way to my house. I just kinda was looking at her from the corner of my eye. I couldn't believe she didn't notice me, it looked like she was in deep thought. The next thing I know is that she wanted me to be the first person in family to know about how she was changed. I was really surprised because when she was human she and I weren't really close. I knew I liked her when she was human but I didn't know that I would become to love her. It was really weird to think like that.

I was broken out of my thoughts when I noticed that Bella was looking into my eyes. I just couldn't break away from her gaze. It was like she was the only object in this world that could hold my attention for this long. Alice couldn't hold my attention this long before we broke up/divorced. We we finally broke it off it was mutual, but still it hurt me to find out that once as we did break it off she went strait to Edward. I mean it's great that they are happy together, but when Edward left Bella out in the woods he should have just told her the truth. I know he did say that he didn't love her anymore, but still we could have stayed and helped her through this. I mean, then once as Alice and Edward got together, Edward wouldn't actually be so controlling over Bella and I could of gotten to know her. He however did have a good reason to not let her near me; what I did to her at her 18th birthday. Well it also wasn't really my fault. I was feeling all of my family's blood lust and plus she was also Edward's La Tua Cantante at the time (Is that right? someone tell me!).

Once as I was done thinking about the past, I noticed that Bella's face was only a couple inches away from mine. When Bella figured out that I knew how close her face was to mine, she blushed and tried to move away from me. I grabbed her shoulders and pulled her into a hug. After a while she pulled back a couple of inches, and we stared at each other in the eyes. It was like I could see into her soul and she could look right into mine.

"Jasper." she said to me through her power. "I think I am falling in love with you." she said out loud because I could see that she felt that it was more special than just telling me in my mind. "Really? Well you know that I love you and I will wait for however long it takes you to be comfortable to be with me. But I just have to ask will you accompany me to clubbing with my family this Friday night?" "I would love to go with you, it would give us more time to get to know each other." She had a huge smile on her face just like I most likely did. "Wow we got really off topic; we came here to hear your story and I end up asking you to come clubbing with me and my family." I said because it was just then that I realized that we came to the baseball clearing so that she could tell me her story about how she was changed.

"Well, my story begins just after you guys left. I don't know if you know this but Edward took me out to the woods and told me that he doesn't love me any more and that he and his family were leaving because of how Carlisle couldn't pass for the age that he was claiming."

**Flashback Bella's Pov**

"Bella, my family and I are leaving, Carlisle can't pass for the age that he is claiming and many people are getting very suspicious. We can't wait till the end of the school year, I am very worried about my family being exposed. And if we get exposed you will be the outcast of the town and will be treated like the plague." Edward said with no emotion on his face. "Wait, when you mean 'my family and I' you don't include me in there do you?" I retorted with as little emotion as I can because I knew that if I made a big deal out of this I would end up never getting over this. "That is correct. There is another thing that I need to tell you." "What Edward. What else do you need to tell me? Are you going to tell me that you don't love me anymore? Because I already knew that, I realized that you didn't love me anymore when you wouldn't be by my side anymore. I realized that when you stopped coming over at night. And I realized that when you would always be looking at Alice all the time. So Edward you can just leave and never come back and just so you know I started to loose that love and respect that I had for you when you stopped showing interest in me, and starting paying more attention to Alice rather and me who was your girlfriend!" At that moment I realized that I finally took everything that I had on my chest for the past couple of weeks and threw it all at him. When I looked at Edward, he was standing there with a shocked expression on his face. "What? Cat got your tongue, or should I say 'wolf got your tongue?'" He body jerked when he realized that yes I had just said all of that and that he hadn't said anything back. "Always the perceptive one huh Bella? Well since it looks like I am no longer needed or wanted here I will just leave." He responded to my witty comeback; well at least I think it was witty. "Ya so see ya later alligator." I said while walking back to my house without a backward glance. "Oh ya tell Jasper that I forgive him because it wasn't his fault that he attacked me!" I yelled over my shoulder.

**End Flashback**

Bella's Pov

When I was finished with the beginning of my story Jasper was staring at me in shock; which I am guessing from how I knew what Edward was doing and that I talked to Edward that way. "You didn't think that I didn't notice how he would always look at Alice when she was around. But I am also guessing that you didn't know that I would talk and act that way to anyone. Am I right?" He just narrowed his eyes at me like I read his mind to get that out. "I didn't read your mind that time, I am just very perceptive. Remember?" "Oh, yaaaa. So you noticed how he was acting, well Alice was acting that way too. And after we left Forks her and I split up. It was mutual but still the next day her and Edward were walking around the house acting all coupley like. And when ever they walked into a room and I was in there they would walk out of the room and go into another room. It got so annoying to feel their emotions of when they walked into that room that I was in because they felt a little bit of regret. Regret for what I don't know because when Alice and I split it was mutual." Jasper told me all of this and I was happy for the couple but I also felt bad for how Jasper had to deal with that all this time.

"Well do you want to hear the rest of my story or do you want to keep going on about how annoying Alice and Edward were before I got here?" I asked Jasper because I knew that if I didn't ask him then he would probably keep going on and on. (I know that this makes Bella sound really rude but it just proves of about how annoyed Jasper got with Alice and Edward always tip toeing around him like he couldn't handle himself. I mean he was apart of two different wars! Of course he can take care of himself! Okay back to the story!) "Oh well then can you tell me how you were changed now?" Jasper said when he noticed what I had asked him.

I thought about how I could start to tell Jasper about my story. "Well, you know how Edward took me out to the forest and I confronted him? I walked away after he gave that very witty (gotta love sarcasm) comeback. I was okay for a few days but one day, on my way to school, my truck finally died, and I had to walk the rest of the way to school. When I was about two minutes from reaching the school I started to hear sounds like I never could before. I stopped and just listened. I couldn't understand it, I could hear sounds like animals' foot steps and heart beats.

**Flashback**

"Ugh.... I can't believe that my truck finally died!" Thump, Thump. Thump, Thump. (if you didn't notice this is the sounds that she is hearing) "What the hell is that?" I turned my head to the left, then to the right, and then finally I looked behind me. I didn't see anything out of the ordinary; just lots of green. I can hear something but what? It sounds kinda like a heart beat. Huh? How would I be able to hear a heart beat. I know that it isn't my own. I turned my head to the forest on my right and was startled. I could see miles away and every little detail on the leaves on the trees.

**End Flashback**

"It was like I was human but had some vampire genes from how Edward described how you guys could hear and see. I was standing on the side of the road and couldn't think of how this was happening to me. When I looked at the watch on my wrist I saw that I was late for school and I figured that there was no use to go late. So I started to walk out in the forest to see if anything else came to me. One moment I was on the side of the road and the next I was 500 ft into the forest. I freaked out for sometime, but once as I thought about it I was happy that I was experiencing these things. After about two hours of exploring my new 'powers' and newly detailed forest, I fell down to the forest floor in excruciating pain. Time felt like it past really slowly, but then the pain stopped. Just like that. I stayed laying down on the ground for what felt like ten minutes, then slowly pulled myself off of the ground. I was standing there wondering what had happened. I had my phone in my pocket so I looked at the time. Ten hours had past. I was still wondering on what happen when I smelt something so delicious. I could smell the scent of the unknown thing on the gentle breeze. I wanted to walk slowly towards the unknown thing, but in the next two to three seconds I pounced and was drinking the blood of a wolf. Not the La Push wolves, but it was like I needed this creature's blood to survive. When the blood was gone and the wolf long dead, I came back to my senses. I had realized what I had done. It was at that moment when I realized. I realized that I had become a vampire. After sitting down and refusing to get up until I figured out how I became a vampire. It was ten minutes later that it hit me. The only thing that could cause my change is that when James bit me in Phoenix, Edward must have not taken out all of the venom. Of course he didn't realized it, but that was the only way that I could have be turned." I looked towards Jasper, and he had a look of surprise and astonishment on his face. "You got all of that Jaz?" "Huh?" was his so educational reply. "Wow, very smart answer. I asked, 'You got all of that Jaz?'"

Sorry that this is so short and that it is a cliffhanger. i am also sorry that it took me soooo long to update. i had writers block and i was so busy with school, sports, and final exams. i just finished my last exam today and then i am going to start working the 31 but i have to finish my online phycology class before then. so i don't know when i can update again but i will try to as soon as i can. so please leave reviews if you are saying this sucks, you like it, or even ideas for future chapters. thanks for sticking with this story and again i am soooooooo sorry.